C10 A letter

It's midnight and no one is awake, I was trying to sleep but nothing is helping me. Whenever I close my eyes, memories hit me very badly.

I got up, switched on the light, took my diary and sat on the bed. Glimpse of my mother flashes in front of me so as her Memories.

My beautiful Mumma,

It's been too long but my mind still persuades me to write things. I've been wanting to have you with me frequently. You used to calm me down and never treated me as if you're disappointed in me. But here, they used to say I add insult to their injury. Even though I tried to accept them as my parents after what they did to you, but, reality always slaps me hard.

You know I met a boy, his name was Ekansh. His eyes were very genuine, and he always smiles. Maybe he is also hiding thousands of secrets behind that smile. But that's fine. I like having his company but you know my father and his wife.

They keep reminding me that you were his mistress and stars were never in your favour and alot more shit . Aunt Maria used to say that I'll be slut and unfortunate. But mother you know me. Sometimes I want to run away from all these things. Unlike you, I don't have anyone to cry after me. You had a decent family, a loving father but I've none even though you left me in the dark. You gave me a candle but forgot the match box. Mother, I'm tired of this life.

But you know that, I care about my little brother, that's why I'm staying here. I'll earn more money and give him everything that he deserves. He is merely a kid growing up without a parent. But whenever I look at him at the hospital lying lifelessly it makes my heart ache. I wish it was me not him.

I don't understand you,mother sometimes. You were naive and that man used you but still you asked me to stay with him. Even after what he did. Even you asked me to accept him as my father.

Mum I love you and never questioned your decision but these days my heart is forcing me to think about all these things in a different way. I know I'm being pessimistic but I don't know what to do anymore. Even these holy books are not helping me a bit.

I wish you'll be there and we both left this place with my little brother. But...

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