C75 His Torture

I know what Ms Mei said was for my own good, but I can't convince myself, at least not now.

I have already realized that my heart is starting to lose control. I don't want to completely fall into it.

I feel that this is a matter of no result.

Could it be that my relationship with Lu Yichen can only continue like this? He will only think of me when he needs to vent his anger on me