C1 My past

Fernando

Flashback

Thirteen years ago

I was a nerd in highschool and everyone knew it, partying was not my thing, I prefer to lock myself up in my room and read all the books in my library than sneak out and have fun with my friends. Couple of times I've been invited to a night party but I always turn it down.

My mom had just me and my younger brother and she runs two jobs just to take care of us. My dad left us when my younger brother was five years old and then I was only ten. He served my mom divorced papers and afterwards he left without having a second thought of staying if not for anything but for my brother and I.

His divorce really broke my mom's heart, she was a good and hard-working wife to him, I don't know why my dad choose to leave. Every night I'll sneak to my mom's bedroom door and I'll hear her cry herself to sleep. One night it happened that I slept off at her doorstep while listening to her cry, she found me the next morning and she asked how many times have I eavesdrop on her and I couldn't lie but to tell her the truth. She asked for me to stop doing that and I told to promise not to cry over my dad anymore, although it was a hard one for her but she kept to her promise.

Today was my fifteenth birthday and my friends assumed it was time for me to have sex with some girl in my school but I turn their suggestion down. I can't just go and have sex with any girl without having any form of feelings for her. My mom always lectured me to stay away from sex until when I'm man enough to take responsibilities and I knew she was right with that so I stayed or ran away from what is called 'sex'. I've turned down many pretty girls in my school that wanted to willingly have sex with me, so nothing my friends will say now that I'm fifteen that would change it.

"C'mon Fernando, we're not asking you to kill someone, just for you to have fun" Miguel one of my friends said as we were playing basketball.

"Fernando is a puppet, he's too chicken out" Alverez another of my friend intruded and threw the ball to Antonio my third friend.

"You guys should let him be, he has the right to make a choice" Antonio argued with them and threw the ball to me.

"Exactly, I don't know why they're forcing me into this" I replied and threw the ball to the basket and it entered.

"Hey guys" a voice yelled behind us and our heads snaps up to the direction it came from. It was no other than the richest guy in my school named Raphael Gonzalez who always shows off just because his dad is one of the richest politicians in Mexico.

I wonder what he was doing here with his automatic five students bodyguard which he made for himself. I really don't understand why some students get freaked out with rich kids, I guess is because of the little presents he gets for them.

"Happy birthday, Fernando!" he exclaimed and I furrowed my brows at him. Did Raphael just said 'happy birthday' to me? This is quite unbelievable, what has changed for him to acknowledge my date of birth?

"I see you're surprise. Well, I'm inviting you to a party tonight at a private club in town with the name Luciano so you could have fun and celebrate your fifteenth birthday. See you there!" he smirked and turnaround to leave with his little guards.

I was dumbfounded, Raphael was inviting me to a private party hosted by him?

"Wow!! Someone got a big birthday surprise!" Alverez exclaimed excitedly.

"That's amazing! We'll all be having crazy fun tonight!" Miguel exclaimed.

"That's new with Raphael" Antonio said staring at me weirdly.

"So new! This ain't going to end well, so I'm not going to anywhere" I replied and went to pickup the basketball.

"What do you mean you're not going? Are you kidding or what?" Miguel asked.

"He's definitely kidding" Alverez answered.

"I'm serious, I'm not going to anywhere, I'll just celebrate my life at home" I replied.

"What?!!" Miguel and Alverez exclaimed and I shrugged.

"You guys heard him" Antonio responded on my behalf. Antonio is my best friend and he's always in agreement with whatever I say as far is something that is not going to hurt anyone.

"Shut the fuck up, Antonio, no one asked for your opinion" Alverez shunned my best friend.

"You're taking this too serious Alverez, just forget the party thing and let's continue with the game" I said to them and threw the ball at Miguel for him to catch but he let it fall to the ground. "What's up dude, pick it up" I half-yelled and he frowns at me.

"So, just this once you can't grant us the wish to be among Raphael wealthy friends? I should have known you're not a good friend all this while. Alverez let's go" Miguel said and turned to leave so also Alverez.

"What's up with them?" I whispered to Antonio.

"I don't know, I guess they just want to belong even if is just for a day" Antonio replied with a shrug.

"They can go to the party if they want to but I can't go with them" I said and went to pickup the basketball.

"They can't go without you, you were the one that was invited and not them, if they should go they'll not be accepted in" he explained to me and I felt weak instantly and shut my eyes closed.

"Are you saying we should accept the invitation because of them?" I asked staring at my friend.

"It's your decision to make not mine" he replied and I sigh heavily.

"This sucks! I'll call them and tell them we're going to the party" I said unhappily and brought out my phone and called them.

Later in the evening, at around 8pm we were standing in front of a Luciano private club and we were accessed by the bouncers before we were let in. Immediately we got inside Raphael saw us and he walked up to us all alone without his little bodyguards.

"You came! Estupendo! Come with me" he said grinning widely and he led us to the VIP bar. There we saw other of his friends and his bodyguards smoking and drinking like they were above eighteen. Seeing them this way made me want to turn my back and leave.

"Have a sit" he instructed and my friends took sit while I contemplated of sitting with them. "Fernando, sit down and drink with us. Remember today you're meant to have fun, so let the fun begin" he continued and everyone laughed except Antonio and I.

I slowly went down to sit beside Antonio but then I heard....

"Come sit over here with us, today is a special day for you so I have to treat you special" Raphael said and I stared at him suspiciously. Something seems awkward with his kindness, but I don't know how to make it come plain, so I walked over across the table and sat in their middle.

There was different alcoholic beverages on the table for them to drink. "C'mon take any drink of your choice" Raphael said and he kissed a girl that was sitting beside him.

"No, I'm fine. I don't drink alcohol, I'm still underage" I replied nervously and they all burst into laughter. I'm beginning to feel pissed over this game of theirs.

"Don't worry, I know what is best for you and your best friend because I can see your two other friends are already having fun" he said and I gazed up to see Miguel and Alverez both making out with some ladies.

He ordered one of his boys to go get a drink for us and I wondered what kind of drinks he was bringing. A few minutes later he was back and he handed me a red disposable cup filled with orange colored drink and then he gave the second to my best friend. I smelled it and it wasn't having alcohol smell so I took a sip of it, it tasted really sweet like some juice. I gazed up to my friend and he raised a brow at me and I nod and told him to go ahead and drink that it was just a normal drink.

"Do you like it?" Raphael asked beside me and I nodded. "I knew you'd like it" he smirked and continued his make-out session with his girlfriend.

I took another large sip of the drink and I held the cup in my hands. Suddenly my eyelids started closing but I shook my head and opened it. I took the remaining content of drink in my cup and placed the cup on the table. I tried to gaze directly at my friend but my eyes was so dizzy that I couldn't see clearly if he was there or not.

Voices were beginning to become distinct for me and I couldn't understand why. I felt some arms carrying me to somewhere and then my eyes were blindfolded. The next thing I felt afterwards was some feminine hands touching my body and kissing me all over and mostly my genital. I was too weak to say a word or move my arms and then I passed out.

After that forbidden night, the next morning I woke up in an unusual room without finding anyone else present. I felt betrayed and heartbroken to know my virginity was taking by someone I don't even know of. I wanted to report the case and file a complaint against Raphael but I remembered he was a rich kid and his parents could easily buy the cops or they might even eliminate me.

From that day onwards I vowed not to ever love women except my mom.

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