C2 When they came Close

Along with Danesh, she also shared her father’s love that she loved her father very much. Tara’s training and nature greatly influenced Danesh. He thought that such girls were rare.

"You are the daughter of a great father and possess very high thoughts, he always said to her, You live in this backward area and leave everyone behind because of your high and ideological thinking".

She replied, "I am their daughter, they are also such people".

His uncle’s training greatly influenced Danesh. He used to tell Tara that your thinking determines your quality.

Tara didn’t seem to say anything but she was deeply moved by the thought of Danesh in her heart, she always learned some lesson by talking to Danesh.

Danesh liked to listen to Tara’s talk. He believed that Tara was a very innocent and honest girl, so he would share some news after every two to four days. If Tara answered, he would start talking and take her arguments.

As time went on, both became more and more influenced by each other’s ideas and became closer.

It is in a woman’s nature to learn a man’s reality and his opinion about her from what he says. She knew that he was taking more interest in her now, Tara thought she should reduce talking gradually but people aren’t always what they think.

Danesh had an elder brother and a younger sister in his family, while he was very attached to his mother. He often told Tara about his mother, her desire to meet Danesh’s mother was growing.

Tara also shared everything about Danesh with her mother. Mrs. Ahmed once asked Tara to invite Danesh’s mother for dinner, and Danesh was happy about this.

Tara always thought that it was wrong to talk to Danesh like this, "I have to stay away from all this so that Baba doesn’t find out".

Danesh knew Tara very well. He felt Tara was confused and not happy either.

He asked, Tara! What’s the matter? You are behaving very strangely today!

Tara avoids the conversation and says "I am not well".

Danesh sarcastically said, "Have you fallen in love with anyone as you’re reacting like this?"

Tara was shocked and said, "It can’t be, who am I going to love?"

This time Danesh came home on leave and went to Tara’s house to meet Mr Ahmed.

It was a cold winter evening, Tara was engaged in her usual prayer when suddenly Rumi came running into the room and said Danesh had come to meet you.

Suddenly, Tara was shocked to hear Danesh’s name and quickly got up and went to her room.

Mr Ahmed was happy to hear the name of Danesh and went to meet him.

Mrs Ahmed ordered Tara to make tea for the guests.

After talking for a long time, Danesh went to his home. Tara thanked Danesh for coming to our house and he was happy to meet Mr Ahmed.

He told his mother about Mr Ahmed and that I had gone to meet my uncle. Danesh often told his mother about Tara. And her mother would smile and go about her business because she knew that Danesh liked Tara.

Danesh’s jokes would drown Tara in a sea of thoughts and she would think that Danesh was also thinking about her the same way as she was thinking.

The situation was obvious. They started liking each other very much but neither of them knew it. It was also in their hearts that if Mr Ahmed got the news of this incident, he would feel bad.

One day there was a fight and everything came out in the open on both sides.

There was an accident in Tara’s life earlier which was related to Danesh's caste. One of the boys from the caste of Danesh took away Tara’s cousin from home which had the biggest impact on Mr Ahmed’s life. Tara’s family was deeply shocked by this disrespect.

She said that Mr Ahmed will not have any relationship with Danesh’s family, so she wants to separate from Danesh. Tara informs Danesh about the whole situation and says that because of this incident she ignores Danesh.

Danesh was not only listening to Tara’s words, but he was also feeling Tara’s long and deep sobs while talking. She had cried many times, her words were telling that she didn’t want to lose Danesh but she didn’t want to hurt her father in any way.

Seeing Tara talking with incomplete thoughts, Danesh said, "Two incomplete thoughts combine to create one perfect thinker"

Tara replied that a complete thought is necessary when we want to be together for the rest of our lives, while we will not be together forever.

She silenced Danesh, he wanted to say I always want to walk with you but seeing Tara already sad, he was silent.

Then the talks continued, and for some time both remained silent.

Danesh could not see Tara upset so he was forcing her to tell what was in her heart so that her heart’s burden would be lightened.

When the matter came out in the open, Danesh said that he also respected Mr Ahmed a lot and was afraid that he would feel bad if he found out about it. When we first talked, he didn’t know you were Tara, or he wouldn’t have continued the conversation when I talked to you, you seemed like the kind of person he only thought about. He said that such people exist in thoughts but not in reality. He was expressing while talking that I do not know Whether I say it or not, but what I said is in my heart, I want to put it on my tongue, "Tara! You are exactly the kind of girl I used to see in my thoughts If you walk with me, I will include you in my life".

Tears were welling up in Tara’s eyes and she could feel Danesh’s true emotions. Danesh was constantly being talked down to, giving several arguments and he was crying like a baby trying to get a toy again and again.

Tara just said, "You deserve my father’s friendship and my love".

Tara was so strong with all the evidence arguments and feelings of Danesh. She said it was important to clear it all up because we were getting so close to each other.

Danesh said, we have become close, I felt many times from your words that you like me and know me more than I do. I also know the state of your heart from your words and tone, That was when we became close!

And now the solution is either stay together forever or separate forever even in separation there will be no more peace just a prick!

Tara had decided that she would end everything, so she insisted that we would never talk after today.

Danesh was listening to everything silently, he was crying in his heart, but he was saying "Always be happy Baba’s princess, you are a strong person".

Tara says that Baba said not to meet while leaving, and these words hit Danesh like a dagger, he gives Tara 24 hours to think more and leaves on her own.

But at that time of night, Danesh ran away, leaving her in the lurch, and he could no longer watch Tara walk away from him.

Tara came back and lay on her bed and thought for a long time.

Tara’s heart was beating in the name of Danesh and his voice was echoing in her ears. She was constantly thinking about Danesh.

On the other hand, Danesh left in front of Tara but after Tara left he came to the same place and he was moaning continuously.

Maybe for the first time in my life, Danesh had fallen in love and found a person whom his heart loved, but that person did not want to stop near him.

Danesh was crying and praying that Tara was the best partner for me. So, "O God! Put love for me in her heart and return me as same as she wants to leave".

The restless night of two such entangled people passed and the morning dawned.

Danesh had given Tara 24 hours while Tara was adamant about her decision that I should not live with Danesh.

Asking how the night went, Tara said that she couldn’t sleep all night and was thinking a lot, so Danesh said that I fell asleep early, while that night he was worried about her that’s why, he couldn’t sleep all night too, Danesh didn’t want to disturb Tara, so he wasn’t telling her anything.

Tara asked what is your decision regarding our relationship now, Danesh became silent and said what is written in my destiny is my decision!

Danesh explained that you did not sleep all night because of this worry and now you want to leave forever, how will you stay?

He was saying that decisions are taken calmly, decisions are not taken in haste, you are just being stubborn, so suddenly I can’t stop talking, but she was sitting on the same thing, telling him that she don’t want to talk to him anymore.

Danesh repeatedly asked Tara why she was doing this, Tara said we can’t have any relationship, I can’t marry your family!

Danesh said I don’t care what people say. Uncle knows me, so why is it not possible to meet you?

But that crazy girl was saying only one thing she can’t live with him, go away from her life.

Tara said my destination is very big, I have to leave many people like you along the way to reach my destination. Danesh praised Tara and said that "You will reach your destination and you are a brave person, but the journey of life is never complete alone, you always need some partner".

It was clear that he didn’t want to lose Tara but she wasn’t willing to stay with him. Danesh was feeling helpless.

Tara replies that I have my father and I don’t need anyone in his presence. After my father, only the person whom my father likes and whom I will marry will follow me. All of Tara’s words make upset him.

Finally, he asks what is your ultimate goal, Tara says"I want to make my father’s name famous, I want to do CSS and grow a lot with my hard work. I want to take the name of my father to the heights of heaven with hard work".

Danesh became silent and said there was still time for you to think but Tara didn’t want to think about anything, she just wanted to go.

Finally, Danesh shook his head and said, "Okay, as you wish, I will not stop you, you have given your own decision as a judge, you are acting as a lawyer and I am in front of you as a criminal".

Tara was very embarrassed as she said "Okay! You can decide what you want to do but your words are saying that you don’t want to lose me".

Tara’s eyes were wet after hearing this and Danesh nodded his head in yes.

Danesh said, "I am 25 years old, I have never felt so weak and helpless, I want to sit in the corner and start crying".

Does Tara criticize Danesh for wanting to console him how can you be so weak for an ordinary girl?

Danesh said, "When one jumps into the soul and begins to feel in the veins, then a person becomes weak".

Danesh’s words were embedded in her soul and she felt frail.