C23 Chapter 23

"I envy you."

Nan Lu's voice and expression when she spoke just now echoed in Soong Chaoxi's mind.

She wanted to go to the room on the top floor and be alone for a while, but when she arrived, she found that the spacious hall on the first floor was the best place.

There were many musical instruments in front of her, and the place was very large. She didn't feel bored or unrealistic.

She sat on the floor and looked at the instruments in front of her, thinking about something else.

"What's the situation with me now?"

She was talking about her real self in the real world. She should be lying on a bed in a hospital in the real world. There was no cure for her.

In that place, there was no sympathy, no prayers, and not even the slightest bit of attention.

She thought about how miserable she had been, not only tortured by her family, but also framed by her colleagues at work, and how she had come to this godforsaken place before she could even find a new job.

She raised her head and stared blankly at the snow-white ceiling.

There were some small lights on the ceiling that illuminated the room, but she felt that no matter how many lights there were, they could not illuminate her.

In order to pull herself away from these things, she walked to the piano, sat down on a chair, and pressed the piano keys one by one with her fingers.

Do...

She stopped. If she made too much noise, others would find out that she was here. She stopped and just sat on the stool without doing anything else.

She didn't want to face those people at all, but not now.

There were already four people here, Soong Chaoxi thought of the other three. They were so normal and good.

She laughed at herself.

Only she was so abnormal. No matter where she was, she was so low and insignificant. Before, she only wanted to escape from those outstanding people and things. She forced herself not to think about those things that troubled her, but in the end, she did not feel happy because of it.

"How unlucky."

Everything looked so annoying: the windows, the musical instruments, everything beautiful, everything...

She shook her head hard.

"I don't want to think about it anymore. I don't want to think about it anymore."

She stood up and walked up the stairs.

They should still be watching a movie right now. Soong Chaoxi walked slowly and her voice was very soft.

"Let's go and take a look. Phew... In any case, nothing can be worse than the current situation."

Pushing the door open, everyone gathered together and looked so harmonious.

"Chaoxi? Where did you go just now?"

Now, she could only force a smile. "Ah, no, I just casually strolled around. What are you guys looking at?"

"We are watching Anyu's suspense film. It's very good. Come and watch it too."

Yuan Fann pulled her over.

"Okay, it looks good."

In this place, she understood that she would only occasionally want to escape from these people. She needed these people more. They could make her feel at ease and not fear or loneliness.

Looking at their smiles, Soong Chaoxi felt that the positive energy of these people would definitely infect her and make her less sad.

So, she only went out for a short while before coming back.

Soong Chaoxi, who had realized that she could not leave the crowd, chose to run away and accept all of this. However, what would happen in the future?