C1 Searching for a Birdcage

The bus on Route 112 is packed with people, and people are moving forward and backward at the same pace as the brakes. There was no need to give orders, and all the power was in the hands of the drivers. The passengers were willing to be so obedient. They did not realize that their limbs were completely in the hands of others. No one noticed either. I was like a peeping thief, watching their movements, expressions, and expressions. I took the bus for more than a month. I've never seen anything so funny in the car. Suddenly, he felt a little disappointed. He had only felt the unspoken rules of the bus during the day he left.

Yes, this was the last day. On the last day, he took the bus at this time. Thinking of this, Suddenly, he felt a little sad and nostalgic for these unfamiliar faces on the bus. Thus, he began to pay more attention to them. The man in the hat might be sitting at the seat at the very edge of the car every day, looking out the window with an expressionless face. The short girl in the red t-shirt might be standing on the armrest every day like this. Her ears were stuffed with earphones, and her eyes were focused on the screen of her phone. She should have been on this train for a long time, so long that she didn't need a listening station or look outside. Her instincts told her where to get off. Maybe I'll meet them every day for the past month. But I've never seen them so consciously like today. I want to remember them. Just as I was about to leave, He would always think of leaving behind some memories that had existed. Regardless of whether this memory was happy or unhappy, It was numb.

Yes, after today, I don't need to squeeze on this bus at this point. Once, in order to catch the bus, I had to walk quickly from the office. Sometimes I had to run for a while. The car slowly drove over from afar. I have to keep an eye on the car's trajectory and estimate its parking position. Moving forward and backward, I look forward to seeing it stop in front of me. I can squeeze into the front and get into the car, and find a more comfortable place to stand. It would be best to lean in and see the window again. This troublesome month had finally passed. At this moment, his heart was wild with joy.

Yes, he had paid his salary today. Then, I resigned. I quit happily, without a trace of nostalgia. When I received the salary text message, I couldn't wait to start typing my resignation letter on the computer -

Dear CEO Yun, hello. During the month I worked at your company, I worked very happily. I'm very happy to meet you and a group of cute colleagues. However, because his parents had repeatedly urged him to return to his hometown to become a civil servant, he couldn't bear the pressure. After careful consideration, he decided to go back to his hometown and listen to his parents' arrangements. Thus, he specially requested for the company to resign, and he hoped for your approval. I feel extremely sorry for the trouble that this brought to the company.

Two weeks ago, various cool scenes of resignation were playing in my mind.

I want to leave quietly without leaving a sound. From the second day of my salary, I would no longer be in the company. The female devil calls out my name. She runs out of the office in exasperation. She wanted to come up to me and scold me, but she couldn't find me in the office. She got even angrier and called me. He kept calling me. At this time, I was at home. Lying on the bed, looking at the phone screen, Looking at the devil's name on it, I won't answer it. I won't hang up, let it light up and go out over and over again. I started laughing hysterically. The satisfaction of revenge surged up in my heart like ten thousand ants in my body. As the blood flowed from my heart to every detail of my body, It surged out of his body, and it was full of pleasure.

I think, when the female devil scolded me as usual, For the first time, I raised my head, which was always lowered in front of her, and shouted at her, I quit. Turning around, I left. The female devil would be stunned for ten seconds, or it might take ten minutes. Then, she thought of the plan I was going to give her in the afternoon. Who was she going to ask? Perhaps, those few colleagues in the company would look at me in surprise. For the first time, for the only time, they were envious of me. Jealous of me. Just like that, I left the company without looking back. On the street. That day, I will prepare in advance. No backpack, to avoid turning around and leaving. I still need to go back to my desk to get my bag. That day, it was the best weather for a storm. When I turned around, The rain was heavier, and the wind was stronger. The thunder was louder. I will walk on the street in big strides, I don't know how to open an umbrella. I'll let the rain fall on me. I will laugh, Smile, don't make sounds. I will be proud of myself. It's like the revolution won.

However, I didn't do anything. An wrote his resignation letter calmly and even came up with a righteous, beautiful, and impeccable reason for filial piety. When I passed the resignation letter to the she-devil, She smiled at me with that kind and amiable smile. She looked like an aunt who had watched me grow up from a young age. The last time I saw her smile was during my interview. She even greeted me. She asked me when I would be taking the civil servant exam and asked me which department I was going to apply for. She asked me where my hometown was, and she said it was nice for girls to come back to their parents. I looked at the woman in front of me. She had long yellow curly hair and a big red lipstick on her pink face. It felt unreal. For a moment, she didn't seem to hate her that much anymore. As for the fact that she wouldn't be able to see her tomorrow, she didn't seem to hate her that much anymore. A trace of reluctance actually welled up in her heart. No, I should hate her. Just yesterday, And she called it shit in my head. Just last weekend, she didn't care that I had a hard time during my period. She forced me to work overtime at the company. In this month, there were countless moments. I cursed her family for having no children.

Just like that, I ended my first job after graduation.