C5 Chapter 5

After a series of resignations, interviews, school forgery, it seemed to lose confidence in finding a job. As soon as he stepped into society, he began to feel fear, confusion, and disappointment at making a living. When he was young, When he was young, he wanted to grow up quickly, thinking that he would be free when he grew up. Then he would be able to make his own decisions. But when he grew up, he understood. When you grow up, it's your parents who love you who are in charge of you. It's the whole "cold society" that has nothing to do with you.

The Buddhist concept of survival that could be avoided flooded into his brain again. He wanted to escape, escape his mission, escape his duty, and escape from this society.

While I was thinking of escaping everything, I walked on a busy street not far from home. A person who had been quiet at home for a few days needed to get involved in the fireworks. On both sides of the street were shops, restaurants, clothing stores, supermarkets, pharmacies, mobile phones, hardware stores, wedding screens, milk tea shops, sex products shops. You could think of anything that was convenient to live. After counting, the restaurants were the most numerous, followed by milk tea shops. As expected, food was the most urgent need. Even the most advanced animal humans were not spared.

On the entire street, on the busiest street in this area, there was not a bookstore or a theater. As people's living standards continued to improve, the spiritual world did not develop according to its expectations. The pursuit of material things continued to expand without restraint. The spiritual world became smaller and smaller, until there was no place for it to stay. It was so small that "idealism" became a word that made people scoff at it. It became something that only paranoid people would do.

However, no one had ever thought that people who labeled "materialism" all day long would do something like "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism." or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "materialism," or "anything else. They did "Idealism" all day long. "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... "" Idealism... Everyone knew that doing things and making decisions had to start from their own hearts. There was a law in the world: When a mental patient was unable to identify or control his actions, he or she would cause harm to the patient. It was determined by the legal procedure. He or she would not be held responsible. According to materialism, a crime has been committed. The man who caused the crime is here, too. As for the body that had caused this harm, it should be punished. However, this was not done anywhere in the world. Everyone felt that this was not done by a mental patient. The plague could not scare the believers, and material objects could not buy true emotions. The human subjective world was like the universe of the Xing Han universe. It was vast, mysterious, cruel, and wonderful. It was a bottomless black hole. It is the light of creation. People knew that no one could control it. No one could truly understand it, not even the law could restrict it. This endless nonmaterial.

There were so many shops on the roadside with their doors open. The staff were all working hard inside. With a formatted fake smile, they welcomed the customers who entered the shop. The customers walked into the shop and enjoyed themselves proudly. While enjoying the service of others, the fatigue in their hearts was satisfied at this moment. After the satisfaction, He walked out of the shop and entered another "shop. With the same hypocritical smile, he went to serve his "customers. Everyone lived in an endless loop like waiting for Godot. Was there any other way out of the numb lifestyle?

While my thoughts are flying in the air, a hand blocked my way and dragged me into the real world.

It is a boy. He is not tall and his sallow cheeks are obviously malnourished. He passed the leaflet in his hand to me and kept introducing it to me in a secular and sincere tone.

"Beauty, do you want to come and see our company? It has just opened and is hiring."

Hearing that it's a recruitment, I stopped in my tracks.

What is your company for? "

"Our company is an entertainment company. Food, beverages, entertainment, and accommodation are one entity. It officially opens at the end of the year. " It will become the biggest entertainment company in our city. " He revealed a proud expression. He did not know where this sense of superiority came from.

"What posts are you recruiting?"

"Because it's a newly established group, we recruit all kinds of posts. The ones who recruit the most are the customer managers, and the one who earns the most is Carrie."

"Do you have any writing jobs?"

There are some administrative jobs, but there are very few. " You're so young and beautiful. You're the most suitable to be a beauty. You can earn money quickly. " The boy sized me up as he spoke. A hint of slyness flashed across his face.

"I only know how to write, I'm not good at other things. What does a beauty mainly do? "

"The main thing is that she can say something nice to make the customer happy, socialize with the customer, and stabilize the customer."

"I can't do that. I don't really know how to deal with strangers." I continued walking forward. This position doesn't attract me at all. It's too hard for me to socialize. I was only suitable to stay in my own small space, make plans, and write documents. Regarding my own abilities and characteristics, I was always clear about them.

"Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. We also have administrative duties, and there are many other positions. How about this, you fill out a form first, and when there's a suitable interview, I'll let you know." The boy chased after him. I feel a bit strange, why does hiring seem like a promotional activity, not letting off a potential customer?

"No need, thank you, I'm not very interested." I kept waving my wrist to reject the boy. The hot and humid weather made me a little impatient.

I continued to walk aimlessly on the street, looking at the pedestrians on the road. So there were so many people who were wandering around the streets during their working hours, just like me. I felt a surge of comfort and jealousy in my heart. It was already the hottest time of the year. It was like being wrapped in a huge steamer. There was nowhere to run. I don't like summer. I don't like the greasy feeling on my body. They say there's hormones in summer, but why do I smell cold sweat on boys in summer? The brochure that was just sent to me is being held in my hands like a fan, constantly flapping. Perhaps this consumed more energy than what I gained, but as soon as I stopped this action, It seemed to get hotter.

Unknowingly, I returned home with a flyer. Unconsciously, I brought back the flyer that I had no interest in, and even placed it on my lovely dark green floral tablecloth.

During lunch, Peach called me.

Peach is my university classmate. She has lived in the same dormitory for four years. She is from the city. Her family arranged for a job in the bank. From leaving the campus to entering the workplace, it was almost seamless. Due to the advantage of being a local, she could always overwrite her savings and loan tasks. After graduation, the few small gatherings of her classmates were almost always her customers.

On the phone, we chatted about our daily lives and gossip among our classmates. Finally, she suggested, "Let's go to Switzerland together sometime next year." She described excitedly that her friend had recently gone there and posted pictures on her WeChat Moments. It was as beautiful as a fairyland.

"It's still early next year. We'll talk about it when the time comes." I interrupted her endless longing. I could even imagine the stars in her eyes as she spoke.

"It's neither early nor early. I have to start preparing to save money now. Going to Switzerland is expensive."

"Then I won't go. I'm poor."

"Don't disappoint me," Wang Yao said. With your job, you can save a thousand yuan every month. " We'll be able to accumulate enough money until next year. " Tao Tao still doesn't know about my resignation. I haven't told anyone about my resignation. I keep feeling that an adult doesn't need to make a big fuss about making a decision. "But if you don't tell them the truth, they won't understand you. Adults like to hide things and suffer for their reputation.

"Alright, alright, I'll try to pull it." I hung up the phone perfunctorily.

In the vast blue sky, there was a large patch of green grass. A vast expanse of pure water, a small European house with white walls and red roofs by the lake. The endless gentle mountains, this land that gave off boundless peace and peace. How could I not yearn to go to such a fairytale world that only appears in my dreams? To go there, it would cost a lot of money. For me who is currently unemployed, it is a little difficult to achieve. I'll go ask my parents for some money to go on a vacation, right? No, I can't. Absolutely not. When I graduated, They told me to go back to my hometown to look for a job. I vowed to stay here. I told them that working here was definitely better than living in my hometown. If I go look for them now, When I graduated, they gave me 5,000 yuan at once. I didn't have much rent left after I paid the deposit of 1: 3. Oh right, I have to pay the rent at the end of next month, my God.

I suddenly realized that my pampered life can no longer continue. I have to quickly find a job. I have to find a job that can support myself first. Whether I go to Switzerland or not is no longer important. I have to collect the rent for next month first. The sense of urgency was like a storm in July. The clear sky suddenly turned dark, lightning, thunder, and heavy rain. The entire world was crying. Sigh, the world of adults is really tough.

Inadvertently, his eyes caught the recruitment notice placed on the rattan table. From the moment the notice was sent to my hands until the first second, I didn't even take a close look at it. Previously, when I placed it in the ranks of scrap paper that had nothing to do with me, its only value was for me to use it as a fan to help me get rid of the cold. But now, it's different. It might become a "meal ticket" related to my life. I brought it over, looked at it again and again.

It said: Dream Sky International Entertainment City. Customer manager, number, gender, age, monthly salary 2000-20000. Jiali, gender female, age 18-30, monthly salary 5000 to 100000.

For a moment, I thought I was dazzled. I rubbed my eyes with my hands. I blinked a few times and continued to look. That's right. It really says 5-100000. 100000, what kind of concept was that? It's the amount that I can't earn even after working for a year. I fell into deep self-doubt. This monthly salary denies all of my previous learning experiences. For a moment, I felt that I had learned the wrong profession. How long does a word worker need to work? How outstanding does he need to be to get a monthly salary of 100,000? And a socializing partner. A few nice, hypocritical words to coax people to work could be easily obtained. A diploma that Han Xin painstakingly studied for almost twenty years, But he was ostracized by a high salary job that didn't require a degree. I seemed to see the recruitment advertisement in front of me gloating and laughing. I grinned. I revealed my teeth that were stained with vegetable leaves and said sharply. "You stupid readers who feel good about yourselves," a foul smell came out of my mouth. Payment was the most direct reflection of a person's value. Then, the value of a real mind recorder. In the process of self-denial step by step and the subversion of value, I slowly approach this society. I want to feel its true rules. Those rules may not be as clear and clear as those written in black and white in books.

At this moment, whether it is doubt or doubt, it doesn't matter. The one hundred thousand monthly salary in front of me tempts me. Like an addictive Rosemary, it lingering above my head, causing a part of my desire to be held and hooked by it, unable to extricate itself. I don't know if it was due to desire or curiosity, but I took out my phone and dialed the number on the brochure.

"Hello, hello." The person who answered the phone was a lady. Judging from her voice, she should be around 40 years old.

"Hello, may I ask if you are Dreamsky International..."

"Oh, you want to apply for a job, right?" Before I could finish my question, I was interrupted. My anxious mood was like that of the boy who chased me and promoted me to the position of a beauty.

"Yes, I want to ask. Do you have any requirements for hiring a beauty? " Also, there is the issue of salary. "

"May I ask your surname?" She completely ignored my question and changed the topic, which made me feel somewhat disgusted.

"My surname is Bai." Originally, I was the one who raised the question. But now, I have become the one who replied.

"Hello, Miss Bai. If it's convenient for you, you can come to our company today. We will talk about the specifics in person. Later, I will send our company's temporary office address to you on your phone. "Do you think it's okay?"

Temporary office address? You don't even have your own office? Could it be a marketing campaign?" This mysterious job with a high salary makes me feel a wave of doubt and fear.

"Don't worry about that. Our company is not a marketing campaign. It is absolutely formal and has a total area of more than 400 acres. It has just been completed and hasn't moved in yet. I think we can move in next month. The official business should be at the end of the year. Coincidentally, you are here. I will show you our company's 3D plan. "

"Okay, then send me the address. I will go over now." I guess it's only noon now. I'll pack up and take the bus. It's about two o'clock.

The temporary office of the Dreamsky Corporation is in a newly renovated office building. The office was not big, but the interior was very stylish. When you walked in, You can feel its quality. The floor is covered with dark solid wood, and when you walk on it, it makes a heavy and dull sound. The furnishings in the room were all made of red wood. There were a few pieces of blue and white porcelain that were placed in the right place, embellishing it. Here, you can't find anything that doesn't fit in. All of them are of the same style.

The receptionist brought me to Manager Zhang. It was a middle-aged woman who was very tasteful in clothes. The two of us talked for about ten minutes. From her words, I understood a few things.

First, the group is huge. There should be a big boss backing them up. This entertainment company is just one of the projects. It was right for the newcomers to stay here and develop.

Secondly, the entertainment company was mainly a place for entertainment. It took up a lot of space. It was like a big garden at the edge of the city. Almost all of the recreational methods of the current generation could be provided to you.

Thirdly, the company was now in the early stages of the recruitment process. There were a lot of recruitment and some administrative positions. However, most of them were introduced by acquaintances and might not be provided to new recruits for the time being. Right now, the main focus was to recruit workers for marketing and service.

Fourthly, the customer manager and Jiali were what they needed the most at the moment. They were also the ones with the most room for development and the highest salary. The client manager mainly recruited men, while Carrie only recruited women. The reason why these two positions had high salaries was because it was a job that focused on sales and service. To put it bluntly, once the customer was happy with the service, he would naturally spend the money.

Fifth, the recruitment mainly depended on the interview. It depended on the appearance, temperament, and character to talk. However, the interview would usually pass because they would also undergo fifteen days of training in the later stages of the interview. They would teach some skills to attract and stabilize customers. During the training period, there would also be a selection process.

Sixth, in terms of salary, if she worked overtime every month, she would have a base salary of 5,000 yuan. If she did well, there would be no upper limit to the commission. The average monthly salary for her was around 20,000 yuan. The salary training would be calculated according to the base salary.

She will tell me everything about hiring. She will not tell me everything. Some places are hidden. For example, when it came to recruiting clients, she said that she would teach them during training. There was no need to rush. For example, when she asked about Carrie and the customer manager, the two positions were similar in terms of work content. Why is there such a huge difference in salary? She told me. Because Carrie was female, and the client manager was mostly male. Men's language skills were not as good as women's, and they were not as delicate as women's interpersonal relationships. Thus, Carrie's salary was a little higher.

I always feel that this huge Dream Day International Entertainment Company seems to be hiding some secret. Just like its name, it is like a dream floating high in the sky. If you want to go there, you must be afraid of falling down, yearning and doubt at the same time. It was this strong material temptation plus a hint of flickering mysteriousness that aroused the deepest desire in one's heart. It was a longing for the future and a desire to be curious about the unknown. It pestered you, and you could not get rid of it.

Before leaving, I filled out a form, a basic information form that required precision to the height and weight of three square meters. Manager Zhang enthusiastically sent me to the door. He said that he wanted me to be at ease at home and wait for news. He informed me as soon as the training time was confirmed.

On the way back, I was in a very good mood. I felt a sense of relief and felt that the days ahead had come to an end. Although this job that specializes in pleasing people is not what I'm good at, I'm even a little annoyed, but for the sake of life, To satisfy wishes, to satisfy a series of wishes that require money to accomplish, I accepted this job that I hated, and getting it even made me happy. There are many things in this society. You hate it, you despise it, but you have no choice but to fall into it. Follow it, catch it. Become it. Because you're not brave enough, because your will is weak. Your citizen qualities make you so. You will become the person you dislike the most, no, no. You will not become him. This person you do not like will always be you. You haven't changed. He has always been a part of you. Once was, and ever will be. He will follow you for a long time. It can't be changed, it makes you dislike it. It makes you satisfied again.

Sitting on the bus by the window, looking at the scenery by the roadside, he suddenly had the intention of getting off the bus midway. On a whim, he went to the mall for a stroll and bought a white short-sleeved shirt made of hemp. He gave it to himself as a gift for his work to be settled.