C450 Was This the Arrangement of Fate?

Alright, let's just say it's innocent!

If there's blame to be had, it's on me for not distinguishing between reality and fantasy, for not being clear-headed enough, for not being brave enough when facing my feelings. I waver between love and indifference, lacking confidence and trust in my partner.

My brother always taught me to be brave, to be the master of my own life, the master of my heart