C5 5

Zachary, the Alpha

Suddenly, I found it hard to say words, breaking the peace in the room. "I- I have a mate!" I admitted, saying it in a rush and with nerves. "I found my mate three years ago, when I turned eighteen."

She quietly disagreed, saying it as if it was a fact. She mumbled something that disagreed with what I said, with a confidence that didn't shake. "Okay," she accepted, her legs crossing slightly as she sat up to look at me, "but I'm sure we are mates."

I was stunned. I ran my hands through my hair, trying to make sense of this shocking news, not able to understand what was happening between us or the strong attraction I felt. The room felt smaller, like it was closing in on us, and my inner wolf was agitated.

'She is our mate.' It was shouting in my mind. I didn't want to believe it; it was something that went against everything I knew. I asked myself and my inner wolf, how could this happen?

I wanted to get closer to her, but I told myself, 'I am the Alpha. I need to stay strong.' Even though a strong desire threatened to overtake me, I suppressed it. It was hard, both for my wolf and me.

I had always been loyal to my Luna. I never felt such strong impulses before. But this small, homeless she-wolf who found safety in my pack, she had me tied up in something that seemed destined.

Maybe she sensed my confusion. She crossed her arms, looked sternly at me, and said - "Go back to your mate." Then, without looking back at me, she turned away and drifted into an uneasy sleep.

As I sat there, trying to make sense, my fingers traced a gentle path along her legs and up to her bottom. I tried to pull back, to control myself, but I couldn't. I moved closer to her, attracted like a predator to its prey, and before I knew, I had torn her underwear.

"What are you doing?" she said in surprise.

As an answer, my tongue touched her private area, exploring and teasing her. The inner wolf expressed deep longing, fuelling my passion.

Quickly, I turned her onto her stomach. Quickly removing my awkward clothes, I positioned her legs wide apart. My voice lowered to a whisper, "I'm confused. I don't know if we're mates. What I do know is that I want you. Is it okay with you, at least for now?"

She stopped, showing different emotions in her eyes, but finally, with a shy smile and a soft nod, she agreed. "Yes, I agree."

In a flash, we undressed completely and gave into our raw instincts. I aligned myself at her entrance, announcing, "I'm going in."

I reached my limit. I pushed into her in one swift, powerful move. The suddenness made her grasp the sheets, breathing out in surprise. But I continued, increasing the strength of my thrusts.

She reacted with a mix of pleasure and discomfort. Expressions of surprise turned into sounds of surrender. Losing herself between pleasure and pain, she lost control of her breath and heartbeat. I was no different.

The situation was strange but thrilling. In spite of the confusion, doubts, and the unexpected turns, it felt right.

I increased my pace, pushing harder and faster against her small body. Her cries filled the room as I found the perfect balance between speed and force. "Sorry, I'm a bit rough," I managed to say in between breaths. "I know it's your first time. But I can't control myself with you. I've no control over my body. Even my inner wolf is howling for more," I confessed, my voice shaky with honesty and vulnerability.

She held onto my neck tightly as she gasped for air, bringing me down to her until there was no space left between us. "I feel the same," she admitted, her voice quivered as I moved inside her and echoed the intensity of the passion building inside her.

Caught in a wild dance of lust, I felt the sweat running down my chest. I took a deep breath while looking at her bright face in the dim room light. Her reactions changed from pure joy to surprise with every powerful thrust I made into her delicate body. Leaning in to make it more personal, my damp lips lightly touched her ear. "I need more, I want more," I whispered deeply into her ear, my voice containing a deep, animal-like growl that matched the wild beast within me.

The intense desire I felt for Jenny was unlike anything else. My hard excitement was trapped inside her warm body, refusing to come out. While waves of pleasure washed over me, I felt confused. I questioned my sanity, my desires - was it possible for me to be this taken by her?

Her small hands explored my back, her nails lightly scratching my skin and leaving paths of burning sensations. The intense nakedness sparked an uncontrolled fire within me – a fulfillment that wasn't present with Luna. I recoiled at her touch, it was different with Jenny. I was shocked at this realization. Could she be more than just a member of the pack? Could she be my Luna?

Her small hands pressed on my bottom to go deeper into her, her voice both alluring and desperate, "harder. Please. I crave more. I feel... I'm in heat."

Her confession cleared my confusion. She was in heat? That was the clue I needed to solve this confusing situation. It explained the uncontrollable lust boiling inside me, the uncontrolled wildness that was taking over my body. Finally it hit me - I was also in heat. This meant she was not just another female wolf, she was my mate. Although this thought haunted me - could I have two mates? This confused me because it contradicted the rules we live by.

As I was deep in thought, her uncontrollable lust won over mine. She gave in to my dominance, inviting me into her. Lifting her legs around my waist she whispered in a deep voice, "Fill me up, please."

I stopped for a moment, her words gave me shivers, "Fill you? With my babies?"

Her lower lip went under her teeth, enticing but innocent, she whispered in my ear, "I mean— fill me with your sperm."

A powerful wave of primitive assertiveness came over me as I quickly pulled out and spilled myself onto her breasts. I let out a beast-like grunt, my inner wolf seemed satisfied with this victory. As I came back to my senses, Jenny looked upset. After giving a quick peck on her lips and pulling her closer to my chest, I asked, "what's wrong, didn’t you enjoy it?”

A big sigh escaped her lips, her voice showed a small disappointment, "you didn't... release inside me."

Her quiet confession gave me deep thoughts. "Mm, about that— it would be strange. You know, I mentioned I have a Luna and I can't risk being a father. I don't want to breed," I honestly explained. I was committed not to cheat her emotions and create false hopes about an unsure future.

She nodded with understanding and asked, "okay, I understand. But don't you think that you could have two mates?"

The question had crossed my mind many times. But Jenny could not have known that I was already sure she was my mate in my life. The situation was complicated. Luna was waiting for me while Jenny's presence created a whirl of emotions and desires in me. And I didn't expect that losing my real mate would result in my death – which is the fate of a werewolf.

With a soft peck that sealed the uncertainty between us, I comforted her, "let's just stay in this moment and not worry about anything else." As she zoned out for a while, I found myself touching her cheeks, "so, you don't want to be with me now?"

"I am your mate, Alpha. I'm sure," she answered confidently, her voice showed a hidden annoyance and her beautiful face was filled with determination.

Feeling strangely puzzled, I walked away from her, towards the window, my words echoed in the silent room, "No, you're not. I DO have a mate. We can end this here if you wish. I chose Luna and I'll never leave her for you."

The seriousness of my words seemed to hang heavy in the room. I'd been brutally honest, but I couldn't give up my Luna. Even if Luna was a stand-in mate, I could never cheat her. Luna had managed to calm the raging beast within me, looked after all my needs and most importantly, loved me fully. For that alone, I will always be grateful.

Pulled out of the vortex of my conflicted emotions when Jenny wrapped her arms around me from behind, her voice echoed softly into the quiet room, "okay, even if I'm a passing phase in your life. I can live with it, I don't mind."

I let out a big sigh of relief as I quickly turned her to face the wall. I took a good look at her face. It was so beautiful, it could make a moon god come down. "Alright," I said, "I'll stay here for three nights. Can we just let go of everything and enjoy these nights?"

Even though I saw a smile on her face, I knew she agreed for my benefit, not hers.

So, we spent three wild nights together. These nights were a perfect mix of raw pleasure, with moments filled with lust and sensual intimacy. I have to say, these nights were incredible. So much so, I started to wonder - will I ever be able to forget about her and the time we spent together? The full moon that night stood as a witness to our wild, yet honest desires.