C150 Save me

**CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains suicidal thoughts that may be triggering to survivors.**

No.

Not today.

Stay focused, stay alert.

I’m slipping and I said I wasn’t going to do that today.

He was coming and I couldn’t be unaware.

I had to be as much myself as possible.

I don’t even know if I still remembered how…

He was coming and he would save me