C186 Shitty

Stepping into the shower under the spray of lukewarm water, I welcomed the uncomfortable feeling that cascaded over me as his scent was covered. I leaned my head forward and the shower head doused me and I prayed it would take away this feeling in my chest. I didn’t want to think about him, didn’t want to wonder about him, didn’t want to put a name to the feeling. The harder I tried not to