C19 Nineteen

Ruby's POV

"God damn, I love you so much."

Hearing those words come out of Ryder's mouth shocked me. I kept replaying it over and over in my head.

I opened my mouth to speak but he stepped forward and held his hand up. "I know that you don't believe in love, and that I don't have a clue about it, but I know that I mean it. And I don't want to pressure you into saying it back