C11 Confession

Ask for the moon 10

I almost panicked because of what he said. Did he call me baby?

"B-baby?" I say it again.

I tried to get away but he wouldn't let me. I want to break free. I want to get some distance away from him. I want to not be too attached to him because maybe if it lasts longer I will give in to the flowery words he says.

I looked at him hard while his arms were still wrapped around my waist. His eyes were pleading looking at me. He's not even drunk! Why is he already acting weird?!

He pouted "Just answer me, didn't I tell you that don't wear a freaking revealing dress like this?" he asked.

He brought me even closer to him and slowly rested his chin on my shoulder. We are so close to each other that it's like just being close to me will make my heart explode.

"Huh?" Not on my mind, I promise.

He took a deep breath and looked at me "Damn it," he whispered. "Nevermind, I can't do anything anymore," he whispered softly.

"Hey...Why are you acting like this?" I have a curious question.

Because he is not like this.

"I can't take it," he whispered as his chin rested on my shoulder. "I can't see you from afar. Earlier I tried to endure not to act like this. Two damn fucking weeks, baby...I tried to avoid you but I can't. I really can't," He said softly promise

I just kept quiet and didn't speak. I can't find any words to say! I'm speechless.

"Two damn weeks without hearing your voice, Two damn weeks without glancing at your smile, Two damn weeks without staring at your sparkling eyes. I can't take it anymore, Baby... I will never be," he explained seriously.

So he really does avoid me?!

"The first time I saw you, You already hooked my attention. Every time I don't see you I go crazy," he admitted. "And baby...The way you smiled at Ben? I want to punch him because I want my baby to smile only at me,"

Is he really crazy?!

"Excuse me? I'm not your baby and you don't own me, Cyrus." I correct.

Even if there is a little bit of me that praises what he is doing, there is also some that doesn't.

"Oh, My baby hurting me with her words," she answered sadly.

I looked around and saw his friends and my friend in the same habit watching me and turned their backs on me at the same time.

"T-truth hurts?" I asked laughing even though I was nervous.

"Nah, I'm allowing you to hurt me because you're my baby,"

"Are you drunk? You don't smell like alcohol, why are you like that?" I asked irritated.

I'm annoyed because if he says something that softens my feelings, I might give in completely.

"Maybe?" He returned to me. "All I know is that your gentle face got me so drunk that I couldn't think straight anymore, Baby. I got so drunk with you that I don't know if I'll be able to get up," his voice was soft. promise

"Stop it," I ordered. "If you intend to play with me then stop it. I'm not new in this field, I know where what you're saying is going. So better stop," I insisted.

He will leave me too, after he gets what he wants then he gonna leave. He's gonna leave me alone.

He shook his head "If you think I'm playing with you...If you think it's just a game for me then you're wrong...because if it's just a game for me why am I here? why am I asking to get your attention? why am I crazy to think of you?" He asked gently. "If it was just a game I would have stopped it because I knew eventually I would be the chaser, I would fall, I would lose." He said softly.

"Just stop," I said firmly looking directly into his pleading eyes.

He shook his head and adjusted his seat "Don't stop me because for you I will gamble," he said calmly. "For you, I'll gamble... even if I'm crushed," He said before standing up and walking away.

He left me stunned! I can't even blink! Did he say what?! Even if I wanted to move, I couldn't because I might suddenly melt.

How can I trust him? He's so in love with his ex?! Why is this all of a sudden?! Is he really trying me? Why do I feel like it's affecting me?!

No, I can't be carried away by the words he spoke and told me. I can't give in because of his soft voice. I can't fall just because of his flowery words. No way, No way.

"Let's party!" I heard Angel shout as the music got a little louder.

I looked up at them with a hint of awkwardness. I just raised an eyebrow at them.

They carefully placed the wine they were carrying on Ben who seemed to be estimating my expression. Did they think I was angry because of their sudden defection? No, I'm not. Because first of all they are not Cyrus. So I smiled slightly at them. I brushed my loose hair that was touching my cheek.

We start drinking the wine they brought. Every time I step in, I remember what he says. How can he say those words! I don't know why I'm acting like this. My friends are still looking at me as if they know that I'm thinking deeply about something. I looked around and I haven't seen Cyrus since our last conversation, it's been almost two hours but he still hasn't come back.

where is he Maybe he went back to his ex when he realized what I said? But didn't he say he was willing to gamble even if he was going to be crushed? Why isn't he here? Why isn't he here by my side? Why didn't he stand by what he said? Why did he leave me here? Shouldn't he be here and coax me to give up completely? But why am I surprised? Why do I seem demanding?

"Where's Cyrus?" A soft voice asked.

Even though I was struggling because of the dizziness, I looked up at him. My eyes were spinning a little but I could clearly see her red lips that looked like she had eaten a lipstick.

"I don't know," Hugo answered.

They seem to be right because I barely looked at them. They were leaning on the sofa and clapping their hands together looking like they had given up.

The woman giggled "It's too bad, but he's here, isn't he?" he asked.

The hell she cares!

"Yes," Jake answered indifferently.

"Oh, well, I'll just wait here!" He promised with a smile and sat on the sofa opposite me.

What is he waiting for?! Then what? Will they fight in front of me? This girl is thick.

"Layas," I said irritatedly and pointed my finger where.

"What?"

I rolled my eyes " U-get out of here!" I said hysterically.

She laughed a bit "I'll wait here for Cy---"

"Forbidden!" I cut her off.

My friends and Cyrus's friends widened their eyes because my shouting seemed to grab their attention so they looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"Oh, He's already here," he said flirtatiously and stood up and walked.

I looked at the way he looked. Our eyes met, Why does he seem angry? Why did his expression immediately change as if the wind blew?

"Cyrus, I don't have a chance to get your number last night," the woman said softly and wrapped her arm around Cyrus' waist. "Can I have it now?"

I angrily looked at Cyrus who immediately changed his expression due to the anger in my eyes. He looks scared so he immediately removed the woman's arm and walked next to me.

I glared at him "No way," I said out of the blue.

Cyrus looked at me as if examining my appearance.

"Damn it! Baby, You're drunk lets go home," He said gently.

He held me in his arms and supported me.

"Cyrus," the woman called him.

"Your girl will call you," I promised seriously and removed her hand.

He took a breath and turned to the woman "Sorry but I don't know you, If I flirted with you last night then I'm sorry. So for now mind your own business and I will mind mine," he said seriously and turned back to me to the girl "And please go away, My Baby is jealous," he pouted and snaked his arm around my waist.

I looked at him and he just looked at me seriously and took a small breath.

"Let's go home!" He announced to his friends and turned back to me. "Baby...Let's go home, I'll take you," he said softly.

He forced me to walk but I didn't budge. If he pushed me hard to walk I would have shaken but he was careful so I didn't shake.

He looked at me as if there was nothing I could do about my actions.

He turned to his friends and kicked them slightly to stand up "Going home! Hurry up!" He promised.

I looked at my friends who walked beside themselves with Sai. Sadnie, on the other hand, was fine as if she had slept a little and was in the right mood. Thank goodness!

"Baby...let's go home," he said softly and I supported him.

I pouted "That's your girl! She's beautiful and then that's sexy! Fuck that! You're a bitch!" I yelled in annoyance as I walked out.

He just remained silent and said nothing.

I blinked " What?! You can't say anything?! You said it earlier! You're ready to gamble for me even if you're going to crush me?! Why did you leave me?! Why did you come back now?! Maybe you've had sex with another girl no! The one that's sexier than me? Alright, that's right there!" I allege.

I pulled his hand away but he didn't let me out of his arms.

"Baby... Everything I said is true. I'm ready to gamble just for you and I left you earlier because I wanted you to think but I'm watching you from afar. You even smiled at Ben," He said and shook his head . "I didn't date anyone else. I would only date you if possible because you are the only one I want," he admitted. "So for now baby lets go home you look so beautiful in what you're wearing. I don't know if I still can handle to not punch other guys who are staring at you. Please, Baby...I don't want to be a criminal," He added before putting me in his car.

He said something to his friends and my friend. I slightly closed my eyes and shook my head. Before everything went black.