C474 She's Depressed

Ye Yuni dreamed that she was dead.

This was a kind of relief.

There were so many things waiting for her to do now, but she could dream that she was dead.

This was truly a form of release.

But escaping would not solve the problem. Right? There were still three days left until the tax bureau's tax payout. Really, Ye Yuni felt that she could not hold on any longer.

How should I put it?

If all of this was because the company had a financial loophole, if she could add a hole in the hundreds of millions, then it would be fine. She might face the biggest threat and lose a portion of her salary.

Because in the recent few months, Ye Yuni's company's financial situation was clear to all. She would not be able to return it. If she wanted to return it, then... She would not be able to return it.

What should she do?

Who should he look for?

Looking for Ann Qianxi? She still had a lot of work to do in her own company. Finding a man was not Ye Yuni's style to begin with. Besides Deng Yujin, there was no one else who could have her mind and wisdom.

But Deng Yujin had already broken up with her.

It was painful, very painful. She wanted to die. She really wanted to die. Now, she had nowhere to go. The person who wanted to plead with her superior was the CEO of the company in the United States. That guy placed his assets at the very front.

In other words, whichever company's assets evaluation was high, which company would be more likely to win the favor of the American company.

Ye Yuni's company was not bad in the past, but recently, it was her fault for taking on three major projects. Now, even her own operations were unable to operate.

Every day was tiring, but this kind of fatigue earned less income than before.

Ye Yuni also knew that her low income was high in other people's eyes, but they earned more and also spent more. So it was basically the same.

Sometimes, Ye Yuni really thought that as long as she moved the mouse and signed her own name on other people's funds, that amount of money that could not be transferred could be refunded.

But could she?

That was a crime.

Even if she took advantage of others and did not get caught, Ye Yuni's conscience could not be justified.

This kind of pain was like being cooked in a frying pan. Without experiencing it personally, ordinary people would not understand. Many people thought that she would cry and laugh when she got depressed. In fact, she would not be hysterical.

Now, let Ye Yuni go back to the company. She was really no different from a so-called normal person.

Nowadays, there were too many people who consumed depression. Any streamer would have depression. For the sake of covering up what happened in the past, they had turned their heads upside down. Now, real depression patients could not be helped.

If Ann Qianxi did not discover her, Ye Yuni did not plan to tell anyone, including Deng Yujin. She did not want anyone to trouble her. If she really wanted to die, she would not choose to trouble others.

She had thought about this question many times. She felt that the most appropriate way was to commit suicide in Japan.

In this way, they could be discovered immediately. Secondly, the success rate of death was relatively high.

She had thought of many other methods, such as jumping off a building. If she jumped off her original house, then her big villa would definitely depreciate.

No one wanted to buy a house that had already died, right? Although she did not have to think about these problems after she died, when she was alive, she had to consider for others, right?!

Also, the house depreciated. The money left from selling the house for the first time. If the depreciation went to fill the hole in the finances, a portion of the money would be lost. Then who would pay the money? It must be her mother.

Ye Yuni knew her mother's character. She was a typical saber-tongued person. She might even sell her most precious luxury goods and whatnot. That was her lifeblood. Moreover, it was not certain if she could fill it up.

There was another person who could help her deal with her assets, Ann Qianxi. If the house depreciated, to be honest, Ye Yuni wanted to transfer such a big house to Ann Qianxi, so she decided to keep it for Dong'er in the future.

She was done with the problem of the house. Oh, right. She thought about not committing suicide at home, not jumping off a building.

Choose a hotel was even worse, more or less it would bring bad reputation to the hotel. If she chose the downtown area, it might even ruin the pedestrians. It did not matter if she died, she must not implicate innocent people.

Basically, the method of death in the secret room was eliminated by Ye Yuni because of the house.

Whether it was the slightly violent way of jumping off a building or the gentle way of suicide, unscrewed the gas or took sleeping pills, they were all rejected.

Thinking about it, if they could be discovered earlier, they would not give others any trouble. Only the rails.

During this period of time, Ye Yuni did not eat well all day and night and did not sleep well either. She would always be in a daze or something. After that, her thoughts and brain would become numb and she would not think.

There were some very simple things, such as washing her face and brushing her teeth. In her opinion, they were not much worse than boarding the Everest Pearl.

Lying in bed all day long, her brain was obviously very sleepy, but she could not sleep. She looked at the ceiling and shed tears. She ran to the table to write a diary.

In the past, Ye Yuni used to hate those who wrote novels the most. They were depressed all day long, sad poets and so on. She felt that it was the lazy cancer syndrome caused by reading Annie's baby novels.

There were too few people who dreamed of writing something. There were too many people who were not sick and moaning. Therefore, whenever Zhu Zhu and Ann Qianxi discussed something about "novels," "literature and other similar words.

Ye Yuni would take out her most treasured instruction book and look at it. Those special nouns of chemical composition were as inspiring, encouraging, and exhilarating as the annual income of finance.

During the period of her illness recently, perhaps even she herself found it hard to believe that she started to write a diary and began to like using words and books to comfort herself.

This diary was given to her by Ann Qianxi back then. Her relationship with Ann Qianxi had been better from the start because they had known each other for a long time and knew each other's preferences.

For example, with just a look from Ann Qianxi, Ye Yuni could understand what joy and sadness was.

Oh, right, during this period of sickness, other than Ann Qianxi, she often came. It was Jia Wanrou. She always acted like everything was very funny and the ignition point was also very low.

Everyone could have depression, but Jia Wanrou would not. She was very invincible and optimistic (it was just that she did not have a heart). She might have dementia due to her low IQ, but she definitely would not have depression.

Jia Wanrou came and laughed. She changed ways to tell jokes to make her happy. But there was no need. Even if Jia Wanrou did not say anything, she would still be very happy.