C572 Bad Diary
"Do you think it's not worth mentioning that you've completed a specific mission and brought endless harm to the victims and their families?! You! You are playing the role of hell! " You're a pervert with a twisted personality! " During the interrogation, Detective Zheng couldn't control his anger and stood up.
In the face of the family members of the innocent victims and the anger of the investigators, Hao Daren only smiled and looked at them. He then told the detective, "Hey, bro, I didn't just kill these people."
The detective then found out that Hao Daren had committed too many misdeeds. He even burned the school's activity room when he was in junior high school. He was unable to continue his studies.
After he dropped out of school, Hao Daren studied at a locksmith. At the same time, he did things like stealing and robbing. The detective sorted out some of Hao Daren's criminal records and found that Hao Daren had been arrested three times for theft. He had been imprisoned for three years for assault. He had been imprisoned for four years for robbery and arson.
When Hao Daren was 14 years old, he had started his first crime. This time, there was an accident when he killed someone. He broke into a house and wanted to steal something valuable. However, when he entered the room, he accidentally found a 22-year-old girl sleeping on the bed.
He stole the girl's money and killed her.
"I heard the sound of blood spraying and dripping on the mattress. The blood sprayed into my palm in an arc. The entire process lasted for about three minutes. Then, I locked the door and returned home."
Recalling Hao Daren's face in this case, what the people present saw was more of a 'longing'. This kind of calm and twisted desire was above the social rules. It made one's heart palpitate.
Regretfully, because the suspect was not even 18 years old, Hao Daren was released after only a few months of correction.
He was not imprisoned because of this case. Instead, he was jailed because of a large-scale arson case. This arson caused a huge loss and injured more than ten people. Hao Daren was sentenced to eight years in prison.
During the interrogation, the detective found out that Hao Daren's mother was a grocery worker in a convenience store. Her father was a jobless homeless person. He often beat her up and scolded her. Hao Daren had been beaten up since he was young.
When Hao Daren was eight years old, his father had a fight with his mother in front of Hao Daren. He had killed Hao Daren's mother with a kitchen knife. Then Hao Daren's father was arrested. Hao Daren was brought up by his uncle and aunt.
Hao Daren was greatly affected by his father's violence. For example, playing with his companions. He had tried to push his companions into the water when he was in primary school.
"When I saw that person's death and was about to die, I felt that their lives were under my control, just like the kittens and puppies that I threw into the pond."
Chi Shaojun was afraid that the devil would hurt his girlfriend, so he secretly found out that devils liked to abuse small animals. Chi Shaojun, a man, could not bear to describe the cruel side.
When Hao Daren was young, he became a mobile crime machine. Every time he was imprisoned, he would modify himself to make his next crime more perfect and exciting. This kind of self-modification was a way to savor and fantasize.
Coming to the south to work, being a boyfriend for a rich woman was the most shameless thing Hao Daren had ever done in his life. His girlfriend disliked him for not making enough money and even spread his bad habits to her parents.
Hao Daren clearly remembered that day when he returned home, his girlfriend's parents were discussing and pointing at him. He scolded him angrily.
The two of them thought that they had a big fight. Because their girlfriend did not trust them, they even said evil words, which directly dealt a blow to Hao Daren.
Hao Daren was angry. For a period of time, when he was young, he wanted to kill his girlfriend, but he also had a trace of liking for her.
However, it was that afternoon that Hao Daren was completely destroyed.
Hao Daren returned home as usual, but found his girlfriend lying in the bedroom. He was ready to apologize because his girlfriend was naturally sensitive and his words were too heavy.
When he removed the blanket, Hao Daren was shocked to find that his girlfriend's bed was full of blood. Her girlfriend had cut her wrist and killed herself.
The death of his girlfriend made Hao Daren completely lose the motivation to live well. At the same time, the malicious speculation of the people around him also made Hao Daren more and more vicious.
Later on, because the company heard that Hao Daren's reputation was bad, his performance declined, and he failed, they fired him.
Ann Qianxi found Hao Daren's diary.
June 3rd was sunny.
What was true freedom? I don't think I deserve it in my life. Since I don't have it, no one else deserves it.
August 2nd, cloudy day.
Today, the landlord came to ask me to check out the house, but I didn't agree.
The landlord said that the house had been dead, and it was very unlucky.
The money I saved from working was used to rent this house, and I spent a year's rent.
In the following days, I might have to eat instant noodles again.
But as long as I don't move, I can always feel that you're alive. Are you still blaming me?
Why do I hear you crying in your room every time I'm in the middle of the night?
Do you really think it's painful to cut your wrist?
I tried it today. The knife fell on my finger and cut my finger, but I saw that your blood was beautiful. I want to feel what it would feel if you died in my arms. Or maybe I could go to another woman and experience it.
September 10th, sunny and windy.
Today is Teachers' Day. Many students came to send me flowers. I changed to a proper job. Although I earned more than before, I felt bored. I had a stupid girlfriend who confessed to me. Maybe getting married was a good choice.
October 2nd. It was a cloudy day.
This year, it was snowing strangely late. It was so tiring to work. I wanted to find something exciting to do, for example?
Buy a kitten and boil it. Look at it struggling in the boiling water, just like a dead struggling person.
The days without money are hard to endure. I quit my job, I want to do a big job!
June 20th, Little Rain.
I finally found the joy of not torturing the kitten, I felt unprecedentedly good.
July 12th, sunny.
I dreamed of that dream again. The moment I got into college, My mother's world was like a skylight. I knew that my hard work made her feel proud in front of the people around her.
My mother, who usually didn't smile, even hummed a song when she walked and cooked. But I didn't feel happy at all.
But in front of her, especially at the dinner table, I could always bring up the topic of life in Huaqing University, from the curriculum setting, to the teachers, to the students, and even the goddess of chemistry whom I had a crush on.
My mother listened to her talk, and after the meal, my smile froze. Look, my acting skills are enough to get the Oscar little golden man.
If I knew that I didn't go to school, or even touch the university gates, I would have compiled all those stories. I couldn't imagine what kind of reaction my mother would have when she found out the truth.
Since she was already dead, it didn't matter anymore.
After closing the diary, Detective Zheng was very grateful for Chi Shaojun's help. In fact, he didn't know that Chi Shaojun was doing this for Ann Qianxi.