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My world is dark, and I don't know how I can live without Ya. The five years I have persisted in Myanmar were all because of Ya. Now... I am gradually going against her. Even if I win this battle, then there is a deep barrier between us. I don't want her to suffer with me. I want her to be depressed.

I just hope that she will be happy, even if I love her a little more subservient