C25

I nodded and hurried back to my room. I left the hotel, turned right, walked up the mountain road, turned a small bridge, walked to a lush forest and sat down on a big rock. I waited for Liu Yue to come and date me on a bright, cool autumn night in the middle of the mountain breeze.

There was no one around him. The autumn air was clear and the autumn moon was bright.

Not long later, Liu Yue walked over. Her figure under the moonlight was extremely graceful and soft.

I stepped forward and opened my arms. Liu Yue quickly flew into my embrace and without saying a word, we tightly hugged.

I happily looked at Liu Yue ?

Liu Yue closed his eyes for a moment, and then suddenly laughed, and extended his hand to caress my chin: "You did not shave, go!"

I smiled and said, "Tomorrow, there will be no one to prick you. This will definitely prick you ?"

"Scoundrel ?" "Little Scoundrel, Ah Feng Scoundrel ?"

I stood up and turned Liu Yue around ?

The mountain breeze blew gently and the sound of small insects came from the nearby bushes.

A full moon quietly hung in the night sky, silently watching us...

Then the two of us sat down on a flat outcropping of rock at the edge of the woods and quietly looked up at the cool night sky and the stars and the moon.

Liu Yue looked up into the sky and suddenly sighed.

"What's wrong? Big Sister Yue'er? " I gently held Liu Yue's hand and embraced his soft shoulder.

"I think of my childhood, my homeland, my past ?" Liu Yue said faintly.

I didn't say anything. I wrapped my arms around her shoulders and leaned in my direction.

My actions unmistakably sent a signal to Liu Yue: I'm listening, continue.

"Are you interested in my past? Want to hear it? Do you want to know? " Liu Yue asked me.

"Mm ?" "I'm very interested. I really want to hear it. I really want to know ?" I said, "But, if you don't say it, I definitely won't ask. I'm afraid that your past hides too much sadness. I don't want you to be sad in your memories ?"

Liu Yue looked at me under the moonlight, his eyes emitting a blurry light. "Ah Feng, you really know how to look out for others ? "Actually, I've wanted to tell you many times, but I'm afraid you won't like it ?"

I smiled and put Liu Yue down, laid her half in my embrace, and turned her face towards the night sky: "Yue'er, speak, I have been waiting for this day ?"

Liu Yue looked at me gently. "Ah Feng, kiss me ?"

I lowered my head...

Liu Yue placed my hand on her chest, and then pressed her hand on the back of my hand. "Ah Feng, do you feel my heartbeat?"

"I feel it!"

"My heart is jumping along with the trend of the night sky... In my childhood, in my hometown, I often had this kind of bright starry sky, and this kind of tranquility and serenity, "Liu Yue's voice slowly spoke, and she began to narrate a part of her past ?

"My hometown is not the river, nor is it the East River. I'm from Zhejiang, my hometown is in the Cangnan County, a fishing village by the sea, my parents are both fishermen, my dad goes out to sea every day to fish, my mom is at home weaving the net, and I'm at home to watch the little brother ?" Every time Dad returned from the sea, our family would be in the moonlight by the sea. Dad would drink with salted fish, and Mom would gather with me and my brother to listen to Dad's stories about the sea. There were beautiful mirages, and there would be legendary mermaids ? We lived a simple, happy, and happy life together... "

I was so captivated by her words that I gently caressed Liu Yue's hair.

"However, happy times are always so short. In the middle of a typhoon, a tropical storm swept through my hometown. My home, my father, my mother, my brother, all of them ? And I, because I went to school in town, got away with it... "In the blink of an eye, a happy family broke apart. All of my relatives were gone. I was the only one left ?"

Liu Yue's voice was very calm, as if she was telling a story, but I could still hear the sadness and pain in her heart.

I didn't know that Liu Yue actually had such a miserable childhood.

"My uncle did business in the ocean. After I became an orphan, he returned to the Cangnan and took me away. He brought me to the sea so that I could go to school and live ? However, after I entered junior high school, my uncle fell ill and died. My aunt remarried, and once again I was sent out of the house. I had no choice but to spend the night in sympathy with my form teacher family. With the help of my classmates and the school, I finished high school and entered Dongjiang Normal University. "My childhood was spent in the Cangnan. Until now, my youth and youth were spent in the East River Province ?" Liu Yue opened his eyes and looked at the deep night sky. "A motherless child is like a blade of grass ? I don't have a father or a mother, what do I look like? I summarized it, I had a happy childhood, a troubled youth ? "

My heart is about to break. To think that my Yue'er actually had such a tragic experience, I only embraced Liu Yue's body, and put my face against Liu Yue's face.

"Young man?" "Haha ?" Liu Yue reached out to wipe the tears at the corner of my eyes, then said with a smile, "The age of struggle, the age of struggle ? To this day, I'm still fighting, fighting... However, in the course of my struggle, I also lost, also lost, and also lost my footing ? "

I raised my head and left Liu Yue's face, staring intently at him.

On the eve of college graduation, on a train back to Jianghai in Xijing, I met a high-ranking official with a mysterious identity. After talking to me for a while, we drove to Jianghai, where he gave me a phone number and told me to look for him if I needed anything." I had no relatives, no connections, and was facing the fate of being a teacher in the countryside. So, three days later, I called the man and he asked me to meet him in a hotel room. After we met, he asked for some food and wine and asked me to accompany him to eat and drink. During that time, he told me that he could fulfill my dream of staying in the city and arrange a comfortable job for me ?

At that time, I had no social experience, I was like a lifesaver in my helplessness, repeatedly thanking him, and accompanying him to a few drinks... During this time, I went to the bathroom, came back for a drink, and fell into a deep sleep ? When I woke up again, I was lying on my bed in the hotel room, with a trace of uncertainty on my face and the same feeling of uncertainty on my side ? I understood everything. My heart was dead, I didn't cry, I didn't make any noise, I couldn't remember how I stumbled out of the hotel, I ran to the river bank, I gritted my teeth and jumped straight into the river.

"When I was carried down by the surging rivers to the south, a fisherman saved me. Under his persuasion, I decided to live on." "It's not easy to live on in this life, it's not easy to live on in this life. It's because it's not easy to live on in this life, that's why I have to live on in this life ?" The words of the big brother fisherman encouraged me, and I decided to live...

That senior official didn't go back on his words and under his arrangements, I was quickly assigned to the Jianghai Daily News and directly to the Department of Public Information ? And so, for the sake of my future, for the sake of a happy job, I lost my first time ? "

My heart tightened and my eyes filled with pain.

"Later on, I found out that the high official was actually the vice Mayor of Jianghai City, a person with actual authority in Jianghai City ? While I felt shame and disdain for my actions, I could not refuse his arrangement. I had no choice, I was scared by poverty and despondency, I wanted to live a dignified and secure life, I wanted to be a man of honor, I wanted to be a high class in this society, I needed this job ?

They were all firmly rejected by me. After that, the secretary of the vice Mayor took a fancy to me and madly chased after me, I was anxious to get rid of the entanglement of the vice Mayor and felt that the secretary was very shrewd. With the tacit approval of the vice Mayor, I quickly fell in love with the secretary and got married ? "Soon, there will be children ?"

"Nini!" I cried out involuntarily, "That secretary is Song Mingzheng! "Isn't it?"

"Yes, it's Nini. The secretary is Song Mingzheng, and at that time, Song Mingzheng was working as the secretary of the Mayor in the city." Liu Yue glanced at me. "Song Mingzheng has always been in the dark, and he has never known about the matter between me and the Vice Mayor ? Not long after we got married, the Vice Mayor started transferring Song Mingzheng to the most remote county to become his Deputy County Chief. This way, he would have the opportunity to get close to me, but he didn't succeed in the end ?

Not long after, something happened to the Vice Mayor. He was caught taking bribes, and at the same time, his life became extremely extravagant, with many mistresses ? But, on the list of confessions he made, I wasn't there... And as for me, the guilt I had accumulated for Song Mingzheng ever since the incident with the Vice Mayor, caused my expression to become extremely abnormal, so Song Mingzheng noticed it and asked closely, before I told him the truth ?

From then on, Song Mingzheng changed, he often drank outside, and often did not return home. Until one day, I went out to interview someone and returned late into the night. When I opened the bedroom door, I saw Song Mingzheng and a woman in our bed ? The child is sleeping alone on the sofa outside... I carried the child with me to the temporary dormitory in the unit. The next day, I calmly and peacefully proposed a divorce to Song Mingzheng ? Song Mingzheng begged bitterly not to get a divorce, saying that he was just trying to find a balance between them. Now that they were even, he would live a good life in the future ?

I don't blame Song Mingzheng, I am already unable to bear the pressure that the past has brought me, my mind is already at the brink of collapse, I can't live a life like this any longer. I'm sorry, Song Mingzheng, his revenge on me is also natural, it's my retribution, I can't destroy myself, I also can't destroy him ? Song Mingzheng had no choice but to ask for a child. I felt that I was neither a qualified wife nor worthy to be Nini's mother, so I promised him that Nini would be his. After the divorce, Song Mingzheng quickly married the woman on the bed that night. That woman was a nurse in the hospital.

Later, Song Mingzheng transferred back to Jianghai, and took over the Bureau of sanitation's position in the city ? And I, I've been living alone ever since, thinking of nothing but work and nothing else every day ? "

I listened intently.