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I took the bag from Qing'er's hands and walked towards the dorm with him. "Why didn't you greet them? Aren't you afraid that I'll travel? "

looked at me with a wronged expression, "I watched the news on TV yesterday. When the People's Daily ? Deputy Chief Editor came to inspect the river and sea, he caught sight of you in the camera. I saw that Deputy Chief Editor left, so I think you should be back by now ? "I just came directly here ?"

Qing'er is really smart, I praised in my heart, then said: "Why don't you go to my dorm and wait for me? Didn't you take my dorm key last time?"

"I'm afraid that you'll go out and interview me again. If I don't know the dorms, I'll stay in the empty room. What's the meaning of that?" Qing'er said as he intimately took my arm.

I flung Qing'er's arm away. "We're surrounded by colleagues, pay attention to the situation ?"

Qing'er was stunned: What's wrong with colleagues? Are you afraid your colleagues will know? We were in love with each other in broad daylight. What's wrong? "

I suddenly realized that I had made a mistake. I was speechless for a moment before I slowly walked forward.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Qing'er didn't continue chasing after me. He grabbed my arm and pouted: "Hmph, I'm just letting your co-workers see, knowing that I'm your girlfriend, so your female colleagues don't have any ideas on you ? I know this girl is very open-minded as a reporter... "

This time, I didn't dare shake Qing'er's arm again.

"Oh right, my department's best Sister Lan is more than 10 years older than me. She treats me so well, and often invites me to her house to eat ?" Qing'er started to chatter in my ear.

I listened to him casually and quickened my pace. I just wanted to get to the dorm as soon as possible.

"That's right, I just found out that the leader of the Sister Lan and your Department of Public Information is a good friend. Hehe ?" "What a coincidence ?" Qing'er followed closely by my side.

"Oh ?" I was a little worried, "You mean the Director Liu? Liu Fei? "

"It's not Director Liu, it's Director Liu, Liu Yue ?" Qing'er continued to speak: "Sister Lan and she are actually university classmates. The two are from the same dorm. What a pity, I heard from Sister Lan that Liu Yue had been transferred to the province, otherwise, I would have let Sister Lan talk to me, and Liu Yue would have taken good care of you ? "

I was startled in my heart and immediately stood there, looking at Qing'er: "Is there such a coincidence in the world?"

"What coincidence is this? Isn't it just a classmate? Isn't this very normal?" Qing'er looked at me and giggled: "Brother Feng, I will bring you to Sister Lan's house to play someday. She heard that you are an old subordinate of Liu Yue, and she specially invited you to be her guest ?"

I stared at Qing'er, my mouth half open: "Qing'er, did you tell Sister Lan about us?"

"Of course I did. I said my fianc? is a reporter from the Jianghai Daily News," Qing'er said with a face full of pride. Everyone praises you for writing well... "

I suddenly felt that the matter wasn't fun anymore, and my heart became heavy. I shrugged my shoulders and said to Qing'er: "Let's go back to the dorm to eat."

Qing'er looked at me with a strange expression. "Brother Feng, why do I feel that you're not normal?"

I walked quickly back to the dormitory. "I'm perfectly normal. Don't let your suspicions get the better of you."

Qing'er didn't speak anymore and followed me back to the dorm.

I suddenly felt that I was very unfamiliar with Qing'er, I actually didn't have anything to say when we met, and the words Qing'er was nagging in my ears, the chatter that I liked to listen to before, had now become boring.

But being with Liu Yue, no matter what I said, even if I didn't speak, I would still feel that it was filled with feelings, so much warmth and tenderness, so time passed by so quickly ?

Suddenly, I felt a sense of guilt. I returned to my dorm and prepared some egg noodles for Qing'er in silence.

Seeing that my face was not well, Qing'er became well-behaved and did not speak anymore. He quickly tidied up the room for me and washed my clothes.

"Brother Feng, do you want to pick up the pillow and mattress on the bed and take them out to be exposed to the sun? Today's weather is very good ?" Qing'er told me as he hugged his pillow.

Beneath the mattress under my pillow, were Liu Yue's letters. I hurriedly said, "Qing'er, don't.

Hearing my words, Qing'er looked at my expression, and then put the pillow down, not saying a word.

After cooking dinner, I invited Qing'er to eat. Both of us had our own thoughts, and finished eating lunch in silence.

After eating, Qing'er told me to sleep for a while, and I was also feeling sleepy. Last night, Liu Yue and I played around in the mountains until midnight, and I was really too tired.

I was very tired, so I climbed onto the bed and went to sleep. Qing'er did not stay idle, he continued to clean the room and wash the clothes, afraid that it would disturb my rest.

In a daze, he heard the sound of Qing'er closing the door and going to bed.

I knew that Qing'er had finished his work and wanted to rest.

Sure enough, later on, Qing'er? Then a soft body curled up in my arms, like a kitten, curled up beside me, sleeping quietly, one hand on my arm.

I suddenly felt that lying with Qing'er was very awkward. I opened my eyes and sat up, the room had already been cleaned and tidy. Although it was simple and crude, it was still very clean.

Seeing that I had woken up, Qing'er laughed unhappily: "Brother Feng, did I wake you up?"

"No, Qing'er, you should go to sleep," I got off the bed, put on my jacket and sat in front of the writing desk. "I have a script that I haven't forced out, I need to hurry up and write it ?"

Indeed, a non-eventful piece of news I interviewed the other day was delayed because of a lack of timeliness and had not yet been written.

"Mm ?" Qing'er also woke up, poured me a cup of water and placed it on the bedside table. Then he went back to bed and lay down.

I washed my face and began to write.

Qing'er was lying peacefully on the bed. I was working hard at the writing desk beside the bed, almost forgetting about me.

An hour later, I finished writing. I heaved a sigh of relief and turned my head, and suddenly saw Qing'er lying on the bed, motionless. He had not closed his eyes, and was looking at me while blinking his eyes.

I kept the script and looked at Qing'er. "Qing'er, what are you looking at me for? "Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I can't sleep, I want to see you ?" Qing'er rested on a pillow and carried a pillow in his arms. He was half rolling on the bed, and his expression was a little gloomy.

"What's so good about me?" I smiled.

"I haven't seen you for over a month. Of course I want to take a good look at you ?" Qing'er was still lying on the bed, his mouth was puffing out: "You don't want to look at me? "You don't miss me?"

"I ?" I looked at Qing'er, hesitating to speak. "I ? Do I deserve that? "

"You?" "What do you mean, why did you say that?" Qing'er glared at me: "Of course you're worth it. You're my fiance, I definitely miss you. You're the man in my life, the only man in my life ?."

My heart suddenly sank. I was indifferent to Qing'er's words, but in my heart, I felt as if something was rapidly falling down from a bottomless abyss ?

"You?" When are you planning to go back to school? " I said again.

"Sick! I just came and asked when I was going back to school. Of course I'm going back tomorrow afternoon, but I'm fine with going back the day after tomorrow. If you have time, I'll accompany you for one more day ?" Qing'er sat up, leaned against the headboard, and hugged his pillow as he looked at me.

"Oh ?" "So you're going to stay here tonight?" I said again.

"Yes, useless words. What happened to you today? That's abnormal, "Qing'er said as he touched my forehead." There's no fever ? "

My heart was beating really fast. I was thinking that I should talk it over with Qing'er sometime, since I couldn't avoid it anymore.

"You don't have a fever, why are you sweating so much?" Qing'er took out a tissue to wipe my sweat, and said: "Did you use your brain too much these few days, causing your body to become weak?"

I felt even more nervous, as if I had a guilty conscience.

"Come, let's go for a walk. We'll relax by the river and take a look at the autumn scenery ?" Qing'er got up and put on his jacket, then pulled my hand.

I also want to go out for a walk, so I went out for a walk with Qing'er by the river.

"Brother Feng, it's rare for us to meet again. I'm so happy to meet you ?" Qing'er held onto my arm, and with light steps, he lightly said. "I really like holding onto your arm, and watching autumn with you ?"

I sighed in my heart as I lifted my eyes to look at the yellowing leaves falling from the poplar trees. Then, I landed on the slowly flowing river and drifted away with the river ?

I have finally made my decision, this matter can't be delayed any longer. Tomorrow, before Qing'er leaves, I must have a complete showdown with him.

In the evening, I took Qing'er to have a meal of seafood, and ordered Qing'er's favorite big crab and oyster.

Qing'er felt his heart ache: "Brother Feng, it's too expensive. Our meal is enough for us to eat for half a month normally ? ?"

Qing'er's family is the same as mine, they are all commoner families, they are not rich, half of her monthly salary is sent to her family, normally she lives very frugally.

Before I was with Liu Yue, I had always thought that Qing'er was a good woman who was a good wife and mother, and was the most suitable woman for me.

But now, in just a few short months, the situation has undergone a tremendous change. I still think that Qing'er is a good woman, but, she isn't the best woman for me.

My heart ached a little as I laughed, "Qing'er, do you like it?"

"Mm ?" Qing'er nodded his head, the horse tail behind his head raised upwards: "Delicious, but it's too expensive ?. "It hurts to have eaten ?"

I couldn't help but laugh. "Eat, don't feel bad. I will treat you ?"

Qing'er didn't know that this was our last meal.

"Mm ?" Qing'er nodded again, and ate happily: "Brother Feng, why aren't you eating?"

How could I have the heart to eat this? I was just thinking about how to give Qing'er time to talk to him, and upon hearing Qing'er speak, I smiled, "I interview you all the time, and eat seafood often outside. Eat it, I won't eat it ?"

Qing'er looked at me and laughed happily: "Brother Feng, you're so nice. You really love me ?"

My heart was filled with sadness. My lips couldn't help but tighten as I forced a smile.

After eating, Qing'er and I walked back to the dormitory, where Qing'er was going to stay tonight.

I took the quilts out of the closet and tried to make a pallet.

Qing'er stopped me. "Brother Feng, let's sleep on the bed together. This isn't the first time, don't make a bed ?"

So we slept in the same bed.

After extinguishing the light, Qing'er fumbled around my body in the dark ?