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I did not feel that the kiss that had so captivated me was now like chewing wax.

After not seeing me for more than a month, Qing'er naturally wanted to be intimate with me for a bit longer.

My mind was churning intensely, considering if I should reveal this to Qing'er.

Qing'er's gentle and affectionate actions made it impossible for me to speak, so I gently pushed Qing'er away.

Qing'er clearly felt my coldness, but she did not give up. Instead, she nestled deeper into my embrace.

I laid there in a daze. In my mind, one moment was Liu Yue's charm and gentleness, the next moment was Qing'er's sweet kiss.

I saw Qing'er's eyes staring at me in the darkness, and it was very close to my eyes. I could clearly see the fear and unease in Qing'er's eyes ?

"I haven't rested yet, and my body doesn't feel anything. Let's go to sleep early ?" Seeing Qing'er's expression, I dispelled the idea of having a showdown with her at this moment. I turned around with my back facing Qing'er, and at the same time, I secretly made the decision that I must explain everything to Qing'er tomorrow.

Qing'er didn't make a sound, and just laid behind me.

I drifted off to sleep.

In my dreams, I dreamt of Liu Yue. I dreamt of Liu Yue and I walking together in the mountains shrouded in moonlight, chatting, enjoying the future together, dreaming of tomorrow together ?

The next day, I woke up. Qing'er had woken up and was sitting in front of the writing desk in a daze.

I said apologetically, "What is it? You didn't sleep well? "

Seeing me wake up, Qing'er immediately stood up and forced a smile: "No ? "It's nothing, I'll go cook for you ?"

After a while, the meal was ready. Qing'er and I ate together silently, and as we were eating, my BB phone rang. I turned it on and saw: "20 minutes to the city committee's entrance for an urgent interview. Liu Fei "

"I'm not eating anymore. I have an emergency meeting!" I put down my bowl and said to Qing'er.

Qing'er put down his bowl, and looked at me silently, his eyes filled with melancholy.

I grabbed my briefcase in a flurry, mounted my bike, and headed for the city council.

Only after rushing to the city council's gate and getting on a waiting Central Bus did they know that a Big Leader had suddenly arrived in the province. I wanted to interview him, but this leader wanted to go to the county to inspect.

After the car had left, I suddenly realized that the BB machine had forgotten to take and had been thrown into the dormitory.

I regretted my impatience, but there was nothing I could do.

Three days later, I successfully completed my interview and returned back to my dorm after reporting the script.

The dormitory was quiet, everything was as neat and tidy as ever, and my BB machine was lying safely on the pillow.

I quickly walked over and grabbed the BB machine. When I looked at it, it was off.

I hit the start button, but nothing happened, and then I realized the BB battery was dead.

I heaved a sigh of relief, there was no more electricity, good, without it Qing'er would not be able to see the information inside.

The reason why I thought this was because I didn't want the information in the BB Machine to excite Qing'er, even though I planned to leave her.

But then another thought flashed through my mind. When did the BB come without electricity? Was it just after I left or just now? If it wasn't there just now, then wouldn't Qing'er have seen the contents of the text message before he left?

My heart started to feel uneasy. I really did not want to excessively provoke Qing'er.

I lay on the bed tiredly, smelling the scent from the pillow, the scent from the shower, and immediately realized that Qing'er had washed the pillowcase after I left.

Then I realized that not only the pillowcases, but also the sheets were clean and freshly laundered.

My heart lurched, and I pulled back the mattress under the pillow to see what I kept under it.

Opening it, I was stunned, the nearly 10 letters that Liu Yue had sent me underneath the mattress had completely disappeared, one of them was gone!

My head was suddenly covered with blood. Why is the letter gone? Where was the letter?

As I held onto the soft mattress, I suddenly realised that Qing'er must have dried my mattress and washed my sheets and pillowcase after I hastily left. When he was doing this, Liu Yue's letter was exposed ?

Then, the letter must have been taken away by Qing'er. Then, Qing'er must have seen all the contents of the letter.

I sat woodenly in my dorm room, my mind in a mess, looking similar to the shock these letters brought to Qing'er, and the torrential storm that was about to hit me ?

Or Qing'er would go straight back to my hometown, find my parents, and bring them here to help. Then, I would wait for my father to beat me up, and my mother to cry; or Qing'er's parents would come to my unit and accuse me of being Chen Shimei ?

My mind was cloudy, my mind was in a whirl, I was thinking about the storm I was about to face...

My emotions were frantic and frustrated. I could have taken the initiative to solve this problem, but now I was quite passive.

I don't know what's coming.

What I imagined did not appear. However, I also did not receive any messages or phone calls from Qing'er, who seemed to be extremely patient in testing my will, or perhaps waiting for me to take the initiative to look for her.

I made up my mind. Since it was already like this, I will face it bravely. I will reach this step sooner or later anyways. It's better to be late than early.

On the morning of the third day, I received a large, bulging envelope. When I saw the familiar handwriting on the envelope, my heart started pounding ?

The letter was from Qing'er, I was extremely familiar with his handwriting.

My colleagues were all in the office, so I didn't open the envelope. After finishing what I had to do, I rushed back to the dormitory with the envelope in hand.

Closing the door to my room, I tore open the large envelope and dropped it in a scattered heap on the floor.

I could tell right away that this was Liu Yue's letter and these letters had indeed been discovered and brought away by Qing'er. After five days, during these five days, Qing'er must have carried out serious research and research ?

I can't imagine what kind of mood Qing'er had when he studied these letters, or what kind of state he was in, so I didn't dare to think too much about it.

My heart was in a mess, so I slowly squatted on the floor and picked up the envelope that was dropped on the ground. Only then did I realise that there was another letter on the ground, and another sealed letter.

I know that this is definitely a letter Qing'er has written to me, and this letter definitely contains all of the pain and sorrow Qing'er has suffered these past few days.

I picked up all the envelopes on the floor, packed them properly, and looked at the ones Qing'er had written for me from left to right, but didn't have the courage to open them. I didn't know what kind of enormous pain and pain I would feel if I were to face Qing'er upon opening them.

I lay on my bed in the dormitory, my eyes blind and weak, in a terrible mood.

Just then, my BB machine rang. I opened it to take a look and saw a message from Liu Yue: "Ah Feng, I have finished accompanying you. You have safely returned to Xijing. "Yue Er!"

When I thought of Liu Yue, my heart suddenly surged with incomparable courage and strength. I felt that I should be brave enough to face everything, brave enough to face everything.

I sat up from the bed and took Qing'er's envelope. I opened it without hesitation and took out the letter.

However, to my surprise, there was only a single sheet of paper inside the envelope. The sheet of paper appeared to be blank, with no words on it, only a few punctuation marks:?...

At the same time, the letter was covered in water stains ?

Whether it's a question mark, an exclamation mark, or an ellipsis, they're all seven chapters. I understand that this represents our seven-year love affair from high school to college.

I understand, this is the strong doubt, incomparable anger and grief that Qing'er expressed without words. The sky must have caved in at this moment, and the immense grief must have knocked her down ?

Huge guilt surged in my heart. I deeply felt that I had let Qing'er down, failed him, and had no face to look back ?

I know that Qing'er did not take any further measures, but she is silently bearing through all of this ?

I didn't expect things to be resolved in such a way, which was greatly out of my expectations. I knew that everything between Qing'er and I had ended, and everything that had happened from high school all the way to university had vanished into thin air ?

I know, I have deeply hurt Qing'er, and Qing'er will probably never contact me again. These few simple punctuation marks as well as the water stains on the letter have already told me what kind of pain and suffering Qing'er is going through ?

It was over, silently, like this ?.

My heart suddenly felt a huge sense of loss. The storm of rain that I had originally thought was not here, had instead welcomed Qing'er's extremely simple and speechless, almost as if it were empty, piece of paper ?

I felt a sharp pain in my heart...

The following days were calm and peaceful, I was still busy every single day, and Qing'er didn't have any more information or news.

Maybe it really was over. After days of uneasiness, my mind gradually calmed down.

Just like before, Liu Yue would send me a letter every week, and every day, she would send me a message on the BB machine. They would talk about work, talk about life, talk about today, talk about tomorrow ?

I couldn't believe that this matter would calm down so smoothly and so peacefully. Everything that I had expected didn't happen, and instead, it made me feel that something was wrong. I couldn't believe that the happiness between Liu Yue and I had come to this, that there would be no obstacles in my heart to fall in love with Liu Yue ?

That day, I received a call from the Lao San in my dorm room. He had also graduated and stayed in school to work.

From Lao San, I finally found out news of Qing'er.

"Xu Qing has been discharged ?" This is the first sentence Lao San told me.

"Ah?" "What's wrong?" I asked.

Jiang Feng, you really aren't f * * king anything! This is the second sentence Lao San said to me, and his tone was very cold.

With that, the Lao San hung up.

I was stunned, could it be that Qing'er just left the hospital because of me?

I touched my phone and called Lao San: "Lao San, tell me, what happened to Qing'er?"

"Nothing, Qing'er suffered from a serious illness, and everything has been cured ? From today onwards, Qing'er, you have nothing to do with him. You can go back to your place. Lao San fiercely said from the other side of the phone, "Qing'er, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with Qing'er, why is she apologizing to you? You dog, you actually hurt her like this ? "You and that old girl of yours can go die together ?"