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Qing'er forced a smile at Chen Jing: "You can go back."

Lao San remained expressionless and did not say a word.

Chen Jing smiled at us all, put on his down jacket, lightly closed the door, and left.

There's only me, Lao San and Qing'er in the ward.

Qing'er lowered his head and sat there silently.

Lao San looked at me. "You brat, you're lucky that you didn't die, but you're back to life ?"

I smiled bitterly and explained how I leaned my body against the headboard. "I won't die from such a minor ailment..." Thank you for your hard work to take care of me... "I'm fine now. Tonight, you all can go back. Tomorrow, there's no need ?"

"F * ck, it doesn't matter whether I come or not. I'll come as I please, and I'll leave as I please. It's none of your business!" The Lao San said rudely.

"Lao San, shut up!" Qing'er raised his head and said.

The Lao San obediently shut her mouth.

Looking at my weak expression, Qing'er's eyes were filled with the familiar care and concern. In the past, I would have been happy to receive this kind of care and concern, but now, in my opinion, all of this was just an act, a show for me. Behind this act, there was schadenfreude and ridicule.

Life was a big stage, where actors stood, and Liu Yue was an actor, and Qing'er was one, but his acting skills were different.

I thought bitterly.

"Lao San, I want to talk to Qing'er alone!" I said numbly.

I mean, go out and make room for me.

Lao San obviously understood what I meant. He stood up and looked at me. Fine, I'll go out and take a walk, let me warn you, if you continue to bully Qing'er, I'll come back and pull your tendons ? "

No matter how much trouble Lao San and I have, I know that the brotherly feelings between us are extremely deep. This is just a way of expressing the feelings between men, but, for Qing'er's sake, Lao San will really fall out with me.

Lao San then patted Qing'er's shoulders lightly: "I'm walking around in the corridor. If he dares to bully you, shout, I'll come in and beat him to death."

Once again, I bitterly laughed. Qing'er lightly shook his head at Lao San: "Don't say that.

Lao San turned his head and glared at me, waving his fist at me in a demonstration, then closed the door and left.

After Lao San left, the sickroom fell into an awkward silence.

I leaned against the headboard, coldly looking at Qing'er, who was silently wringing her hands with her head lowered, and knew that she was very nervous at the moment.

Qing'er had a habit where when he was nervous, he would wring his hands together.

I thought about the destructive disaster that Qing'er's trip to Xijing had brought me. I thought about how easily she had ruined my future happiness.

If it was said that I still felt apologetic and guilty towards Qing'er in the past, now, my anger had faded, to the point that it had stopped.

I'm sorry, but you're taking revenge. I didn't get anything, and we're even.

"Are you satisfied now?" I tried to suppress the anger in my heart, and the words came out of my throat.

Qing'er raised his head, his pale face was filled with suspicion: "You? What do you mean? What do you mean 'I'm satisfied'? "

"Huh?" What do you mean? You don't know? You don't understand? " I snorted heavily. "She and I are finished. It's over. You can be proud now that you've gotten your wish. You've finally achieved your goal ?"

"What?" You broke up with her? " Qing'er was surprised, her eyes lit up: "What is it? "Why?"

"Why? Do you really not know? Mr Xu, stop pretending. " I sneered.

"I really don't know. Just what is going on here?"

"Fine, since you don't know, let me tell you." I glared at Qing'er: "You went to the Xijing to study, and you went to find Liu Yue. You told her about me and your matters, and made her leave me, right? Isn't that right? "

"Me?" Qing'er's body shook: "Where have I seen Liu Yue before? You? You don't want me anymore, how could I? Why would he look for her? Me? I can only wish you happiness. Me? How could I destroy your happiness... That's right, I went to the Xijing to study, I did have the thought of asking Liu Yue for an explanation, but I really didn't go look for her. You? After so many years, you should understand me. How could I do something like that? "

"This is what happens when people don't know each other's hearts. I've been blind for so many years," I said furiously. "You haven't seen her before, how could she know that you're gentle, kind, beautiful, and quiet. Furthermore, she even wants me to return to your side?"

"Huh?" Qing'er opened his eyes wide and looked at me: "She? Is that really what she said? "

"Yes, why? You're satisfied, aren't you? " I glared at Qing'er, feeling very angry in my heart.

"Me?" Qing'er was speechless for a moment, then suddenly remembered something: "Sister Lan told me to bring something over for her to her university classmates. When I went there that day, her group of university classmates were gathered at the teahouse, with about five chapters and six chapters. They invited me to sit down and drink a few cups of tea. Could it be that the Sister Lan had deliberately arranged this ? That time, after your parents left, Sister Lan found out from Lao San about the matter between you and me ? "

"Alright, Qing'er, continue making it up!" I didn't believe Qing'er's words at all. "If you can't tell, then you're great. You can make up a story ?"

"I'm not making it up. You have to believe me, I'm really not lying!" Qing'er panicked. He looked at me with reddened eyes.

From Qing'er's eyes, I saw grievance and anxiousness, and also a bit of hope.

I sighed: "Alright, I don't want to argue with you about this, no matter what the process is, no matter if what you said is true or not, in short, you have succeeded, your first goal has been achieved, congratulations, Teacher Qing'er!"

"You?" Qing'er choked on her words, and then said: "What first goal? Do I have a second goal?"

"Of course," I said angrily. "I'm asking you, do you want me to come back to you?"

Qing'er lowered his head and did not say a word, his hands were nervously intertwined together again.

"The first step is to break us apart, the second step is to let me go back. These are your two objectives," I fumed in my heart. "Love, how can you force yourself to do so? I'm telling you, Qing'er, Liu Yue and I have separated, but don't have any illusions, I won't let you succeed.

Qing'er's body shook again as he raised his head. His face was completely pale and his lips were trembling: "You? "You?"

"What about me?" You can scold me, you can hate me, you can curse me. However, you shouldn't have done this, you shouldn't have ruthlessly destroyed my happiness, I fought with a High-ranking official for a woman, was it easy for me, it was so difficult for me to succeed, but I was destroyed by you ? You? You? Me? I will not forgive you... You? You go on, don't let me see you again... "I wish you all happiness ?"

After saying so, the grievances and sorrow in my heart gushed out, and once again, my tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Wow?" Qing'er suddenly burst into tears, he stood up, opened the door, covered his face and ran out.

Then, Lao San's voice came from the corridor, "Qing'er, wait for me ?"

Lao San didn't have time to deal with me, he immediately chased after Qing'er.

The ward was empty except for me, left in a state of anguish.

That night, in the lonely ward, I tossed and turned, did not sleep for the night, thought a lot, many...

Since then, my thinking has changed dramatically.

On the one hand, I vowed to myself that I would fight to achieve my dream of transcending the nobility, to make the man who had taken my woman and the woman who had abandoned me look up to me. On the other hand, I began to despair of love, cynicism of life, and a life of indulgence and decadence.

The next morning, after experiencing an entire night of torture, I had just dozed off when Chen Jing ran in: "Jiang Feng, I can't accompany you today. I'm going to gather at the entrance of the city council.

"Go on, it's alright, I can take care of myself," I said as I looked at Chen Jing gratefully.

"Come on, who are we and who are we?" Chen Jing glared at me, as if he thought that I treated her as an outsider. Suddenly, he laughed: "Oh right, Jiang Feng, Director Liu called again last night to ask you about something, how are you doing ?"

When I heard this, I felt a wave of stabbing pain in my heart. She has already dumped me, she has already thrown herself into the embrace of the other nobleman. Why are you still pretending to greet me? No need, no need!

I forced a smile at Chen Jing: "Thank you Director Liu for calling me again. Tell her, I'm fine ?"

"I already thanked her on your behalf last night," Chen Jing said as he waved his hand, and then said, "It's so strange, I heard that Director Liu's voice was very low and weak as if she was sick. I asked her and she said that she was fine ?"

I didn't want to hear any more from Chen Jing and waved my hand: "Journalist Chen, you should leave, don't be late!"

"Yeah, I'm going to be late. Bye bye!" Chen Jing looked at the time and quickly left.

Chen Jing went out to interview him, but Qing'er was scolded by me and left. I stayed alone in the sickroom, feeling exceptionally cold and lonely in my heart.

After finishing the bottle at noon, just as I was about to go out to buy food, Lao San came in with a lunchbox.

I glared at Lao San, not knowing if he would suddenly beat me up.

"Why are you staring at me? "Damn it!" Lao San scolded, then he opened the lunchbox, and the fragrance of ribs floated out.

My stomach growled and my appetite grew.

"Eat!" Lao San told me before he turned around and went back to the balcony to smoke.

I didn't hold back and started to eat. After a while, the meat and soup were all swept up by me.

When I finished eating, Lao San threw away his cigarette and walked in, sitting in front of me.

"Thank you ?" You guys take care of me these two days! " I said to Lao San.

"Scram!" "Don't try this on me!" Lao San scolded me, then looked at me: "How about it, am I right? You and that woman will not have a good ending! "

"Get lost!" I was angry. "Your father has been trampled on. Are you very happy?"