C47

I wasn't in the mood to be happy that you got kicked. Originally, I wasn't optimistic about you guys, "Lao San was not angry, and continued to speak neither slowly nor slowly," Jiang Feng, you idiot, think about it, the age gap between you two is so huge, is it possible? "She's almost done as your aunt ?"

"Die!" "Cut the crap!" I am very angry, I do not allow Lao San to say that about me and Liu Yue, although she does not want me anymore.

"I'm still alive!" I'm still alive! The Lao San was not angry: "Also, if I follow the upper class path, then my circle will be the higher class. Such a beautiful and outstanding woman, then how can the powerful men in the government not pursue after her? Who do you think you are? A so-called great reporter is nothing at all. Who would even put you in their eyes? "Not only did those men look down on you, even that woman didn't really treat you as a scallion ?"

Lao San's words had hit my sore spot. I was speechless, my self-esteem had received a blow, and a strong desire to rise once again in my heart.

Remembering that Liu Yue, who once belonged to me, was lying in the embrace of another man, allowing that man to wreak havoc and insanity on his body, stroking his ears and ears with the spring rain, my brain began to convulse violently, and my heart shattered once again.

"Idiot, wake up. Perhaps you love that woman, but does that woman love you? What do you have for her to love? Do you have the right or the money? What are you compared to the powerful people around her? To put it bluntly, other than the fact that you're a young cucumber, you don't have any other advantages... "If you eat enough young cucumbers, you'll be useless. You'll be laid off ?"

"Lao San, don't say anymore, give me a cigarette ?" I said weakly.

"Here, here's your cigarette ?" Lao San handed me a cigarette and lit it up, "Brother, at least you have not gone far. You have fallen quite deep.

I smiled bitterly. It wasn't too far, it wasn't too deep. It was about to end my life!

"Did the food taste good?" Lao San changed the topic.

"Delicious!" I nodded. "You know my fucking appetite best!"

"Bullshit, I don't know what you like to eat. Did you know that this meal was cooked by Qing'er? Early in the morning, she specifically went to the market to buy pork ribs and stewed them well, so I brought them here today ? "

I lowered my head and violently smoked my cigarette, but in my heart, I was still unwilling to forgive Qing'er.

"Jiang Feng, come back, return to Qing'er, the person who truly loves you is Qing'er, it's Qing'er, not that woman, in her eyes, you are just a young cucumber, used to enjoy playing, in Qing'er's eyes, you are a treasure, the person she loves the most, a person who can be her companion, a person who can live a life together and live a life together until the end." Lao San's words were very moving.

"Don't say anymore, Lao San ?" I interrupted the Lao San.

I suddenly realized that I still could not allow others to say that Liu Yue was wrong. I still felt that my heart was still filled with Liu Yue.

"Love, I can't force you. Don't force me. Thank you for your good intentions ?" I raised my head to look at Lao San. "I know Qing'er is a good girl and I know I'm sorry to her, but I don't want to talk about love anymore. Don't talk to me about love... I know you like Qing'er, but you have always liked him in your heart ? "All of you, just develop properly ?"

What I said was true. I was really disheartened by love and indifferent to it. It was really just a game. Life is like a dream. Love is like a play.

"Bastard!" Jiang Feng, you are a bastard! " Lao San suddenly became furious, snatched the cigarette in my hand, threw it onto the ground, and ruthlessly stomped on it, "I know you still care about that woman in your heart, you still haven't given up yet ? [Look at you! You deserve to be ditched!] I see that you won't look back until you've been played to death by her ? Let me tell you this, that woman dumped you not because of the matter between you and Qing'er at all. She has basically tired of you, and has gone off to some other place to climb up to power.

I don't want to argue with Lao San. I know what Lao San said makes sense, but if Qing'er didn't go look for Liu Yue, I would have had the chance to obtain Liu Yue and win against him. Qing'er thought that once I finished with Liu Yue, he would obediently return to her side. I will never let her scheme succeed!

"Lao San, everyone has their own aspirations, please do not force yourself!" I said coldly, stood up and walked to the balcony. I really hated the Lao San saying this to Liu Yue.

No matter how much I scold Liu Yue and curse her, I will not allow anyone to speak of her like this, I will not allow anyone to speak of her wrongdoings!

"I'm really sad for Qing'er, really sad for Qing'er, she actually fell for you, you bastard!" Lao San angrily said as he picked up his lunchbox and left.

I was left alone in the ward again.

In the afternoon, the doctor examined me again and told me that I could be discharged tomorrow.

As night fell, I went out to get a box of food and sat alone in the warm room, preparing for dinner.

Outside the window, the wind was howling and the snow was falling heavily.

Looking at the white dress and the pure white snow outside the window, I couldn't help but to think of Liu Yue in the distance. At this moment, she must be on her way home from work, or maybe she was at the hotel dining table, chatting and laughing with those men.

Originally, Liu Yue and I belonged to the same world but now, I have been isolated in another world and I can never enter Liu Yue's world again!

I stared out of the window at the snow, my heart filled with sorrow and loneliness.

Right at that moment, the door creaked open, and Mei Ling entered the room.

Mei Ling was wearing a expensive blue fur coat with a white scarf wrapped around his neck. It was snow-white, and he wore a pair of black gloves.

"Director Mei, you're here!" I stood up.

Somehow, I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity towards Mei Ling. Maybe it was because the loss that I had been abandoned needed to be filled, or maybe it was Mei Ling who had helped me send the hospital.

"Jiang Feng, are you alright?" Mei Ling entered the house and took off his jacket, revealing a purplish-red woolen sweater underneath, with her ample breasts protruding, it was very eye-catching.

"Alright, we'll have one final check tomorrow, then we'll be able to leave the hospital ?" I didn't dare to look at Mei Ling's angry body and hastily pulled over a square stool: "Director Mei, please sit."

"You recovered really quickly," Mei Ling said as he sat down and looked at me. "When Chen Jing called me the other day, I saw that you were almost burnt to a crisp. That dormitory was as cold as an icehouse. "I've arranged an office. There are still two electric heaters in the warehouse. I'll have them deliver them to you later. It'll be warmer at night ?"

"Thank you, Director Mei, thank you ?" My heart felt warm. "I heard from Chen Jing that you were the one who was hospitalized that day ?"

"We are colleagues, there is no need for you to be polite." Mei Ling looked at me, and suddenly reached out his hand to caress my face: "Tsk, tsk, look, thinner, thinner ?"

I didn't think that Mei Ling would actually reach out his hand to touch my face, and didn't have the time to dodge in time.

After touching my face, Mei Ling laughed complacently and continued to look at me: "Brat, I am representing Secretary Ma in expressing my condolences to you ? When Secretary Ma heard that you were hospitalized, he specially entrusted me to represent him in greeting you ? "

Even a little bit of warmth from the Big Leader was able to cause ripples of happiness in a small character's heart. Although I don't know how true Mei Ling's words were, I was still quite touched: "Thank you, Secretary Ma, thank you for the care and concern of the Leader ?"

"Secretary Ma has instructed you to take good care of your body. Wait until your body is completely recovered before going to work, then you can make a new contribution to the revival of the newspaper industry ?" Mei Ling pursed her lips and laughed, her peach blossom eyes shone with a captivating light: "What about me, today is not in the name of your public, it is your personal name that came to visit you, a pretty boy ? "When you're out of the hospital and recovered, I'll give you a breather to calm you down ?"

"Thank you, Director Mei ? "Receiving the wind and suppressing the shock, there's no need ?" I lowered my head, not daring to look Mei Ling in the eye. Those eyes were too alluring, I didn't know if there was anything in this world more alluring than this.

"Jiang Feng, let's be siblings, don't be so polite. In private, don't call me your position, it's too distant. Just call me Big Sister Mei. "How about it?" Mei Ling affectionately reached out and patted my shoulder, "Many of our colleagues at the newspaper call me Big Sister Mei ?"

"What about?" Alright, Big Sister Mei! " I cried.

"Eh? That's right, alright, Little Brother Jiang, "Mei Ling was clearly very happy:" In the future, at the newspaper office, if you have any difficulties or problems, find Big Sister Mei and I will solve them for you ? "As long as it's in the newspaper department, and not something your Big Sister Mei can brag about, there's no problem that I can't solve ?"

Mei Ling's words were a little boastful, and a little confident.

I believe in the credibility of Mei Ling's words. I know that Mei Ling is not exaggerating, she does have the ability to ignore everyone once she leaves the Secretary Ma, even the other members of the Newspaper party committee, including the Editor in chief.

As it was an open secret, everyone other than the Secretary Ma were accustomed to Mei Ling's status and posture. Everyone was aware of the special relationship between Mei Ling and the Secretary Ma and seemed to have accepted the existence of this phenomenon.

If there was a special relationship, Mei Ling's position would not be strong, which meant that the authority of the Secretary Ma was insufficient, and would directly affect the prestige of the Secretary Ma.

And in the newspapers, no one dared to challenge the prestige of the Secretary Ma, including Editor-in-Chief Zhang of the same county.

As for what kind of special relationship Mei Ling had with the Secretary Ma, no one could say. No one saw what the two were doing;

Although they didn't have any evidence, everyone believed that it was wishful thinking, and that there was something going on between Secretary Ma and Mei Ling. Furthermore, Mei Ling seemed to be more willing to let everyone believe that she was from Secretary Ma.

I naturally do not doubt Mei Ling's words, "Alright, Big Sister Mei, if you need anything in the future, you need to take care of it."

"To be honest, with your abilities and basic qualities, I think you are useless. You are now one of the most popular people in Secretary Ma's eyes, no matter where you go in Secretary Ma, you will always boast about how many talents you have, one of you, and the Liu Fei ?" Mei Ling said.