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"You can't get up when you're in love. Originally, there was nothing much to do. Instead, your kneeling down made people feel like you had done an unbearable thing. I'm very grateful that you can testify personally, but if I had to kowtow three times and thank you nine times, it would be able to quell the hatred in your heart. Don't rely on yourself to stay by his side for so many years
