C30 Bella is afraid of thunderbolts but what if Aiden's there

"You'd have to be ten times hotter than you are for me to even think of fucking you." He says, making me gasp in surprise.

I feel moisture in the back of my eyes but I blink the tears right back.

How could he go from caring and thoughtful to such a hurtful monster.

And he said that like he didn't really give a damn that he fucked a different girl every night.

I replied with a useless