C134 Cant Recover

Niu Shanshan opened her eyes in a daze. Where was this? The first thing she saw was a white wall with a pungent smell of disinfectant on the tip of her nose. Then she knew it was a hospital.

But she felt strange: didn't I commit suicide? What? Why did it appear here? Did someone save me? Why would someone like me save me? People like me should have died a long time ago