C58 Deep in Love Deep in Love

He had walked this road countless times, but almost every time, he could think of something new. For example, today, he suddenly thought of Dugu Ming's child.

Dugu Ming's child was almost old, but she did not prepare anything because she did not have money. When a person did not have money, they should not think about wasting money to enjoy it. For example, now, Dugu Ming would definitely not spend a single cent randomly. Even if this money was not earned by her, it was not earned by her.

After Xiao Nanfeng picked out the manure, he took a shower in the room as usual. These days, he had gradually gotten used to being alone. He didn't speak much, but he became more energetic. He would not waste even a minute. He wanted to live as long as he wanted, because living was not just for living.

Before leaving, Xiao Nanfeng placed a wooden horse in front of Dugu Ming's house. It seemed that this carving could not be finished in one night. When Dugu Ming pushed open the door and walked out, she suddenly saw the wooden horse. The owner of the wooden horse had disappeared.

Her eyes were a little moist. She looked at Xiao Nanfeng every day on the road, as if he would appear by the roadside in the next second.

Little melon seeds had grown a lot bigger. When Mrs Ma and Dugu Ming saw them, they would smile and would stutter and say some words. The child's smile was so sweet. A year's time did not make Dugu Ming grow old but it had already made the little melon seed grow up.

On the day of his birthday, Xiao Nanfeng stepped into Dugu Ming's house for the first time. After Yunyun left, Xiao Nanfeng almost never came again. However, he was very familiar with this place. Whether it was the bed, the table, the chair, or even the entire house, they were all built by him.

He put the big bag of beef and red dates aside and smiled as he picked up the little melon seeds. Seeing that a stranger came to hug him, it looked like it was going to cry. It looked at its mother helplessly.

Dugu Ming smiled and looked at the little melon seed. She did not seem to have any intention of rejecting it. However, the little melon seeds cried out loudly and did not give her any face at all. Xiao Nanfeng could only hurriedly hand the child over to Dugu Ming. However, their hands touched slightly and Xiao Nanfeng's face was already slightly red. Dugu Ming also seemed to be somewhat embarrassed.

Mrs Ma saw everything and she smiled as she said, "Child, it is that I am unfamiliar with you. If you come and see him often in the future, then he will smile when he sees you. Alright, alright. Leave the child to me. You two can chat. "

After saying this, Mrs Ma had already made the decision to carry the little melon seeds out. Dugu Ming's hands pinched each other and her face was already red like a cloud. She grabbed a porcelain cup on the table and trembled as she grabbed the teapot but did not pour water into the cup. She only said, "I, I will treat you to some water. "

Xiao Nanfeng silently looked at her. He said lightly: "Great, just nice. I'm also a little thirsty. "

Dugu Ming's face became even redder. When Xiao Nanfeng took the cup, he realized that the cup was actually empty. He could not help but reveal a relaxed expression. He smiled bitterly and raised the cup. "The weather is so hot. The water dried really quickly!"

Dugu Ming also could not help but laugh out loud and said in a low voice, "I will pour it for you again. "

Xiao Nanfeng looked at Dugu Ming with interest. He suddenly felt that Dugu Ming had changed. She no longer had the arrogance and coldness in the past. She now had more warmth and understanding.

"Thank you for your wooden horse. It took you a lot of effort, didn't it?" Dugu Ming gave him a cup of tea and thanked him.

Xiao Nanfeng was a little surprised and said casually, "There is no other use for the knife now. I was thinking about using the knife to make some toys or something. In the future, during the holidays, you can also sell them at the market. Maybe you can even get a good price. "

Dugu Ming's lily-white hands covered her mouth as she smiled and said, "Then it is really a waste of talent!"

Xiao Nanfeng said seriously, "No, I feel that only when I sculpt the wooden horse for the melon seeds do I know how powerful the knife is. I did not really let down all these years of hard work. "

Dugu Ming's eyes suddenly became hot. She did not dare to look at Xiao Nanfeng's face again and only said in a low voice. "Then, have you thought about what to do in the future?"

Xiao Nanfeng's eyes did not leave Dugu Ming for a moment. He smiled and said, "What else can I do? I am a loner. I only want to raise, uh, if you are willing, I only want to raise little melon seeds to adults. "

Dugu Ming's face turned red again, and her eyes were filled with tears. She thought for a moment and continued, "No, he is my child. You do not need to do this. "

Xiao Nanfeng sighed. "Don't worry. I am just afraid. You have heard Old Ma say that he originally had a child. Unfortunately, he was pulled to become a saber user. In the end. . . I don't want Little Melon to return to Dugu family and become a saber user! He could have lived a dull life. "

Dugu Ming suddenly raised her head and looked at Little Melon in Mrs Ma's arms not far away. With a worried expression, she said, "Unfortunately, he is a descendant of the saber user family. "

Xiao Nanfeng sighed and said, "But he has the chance to choose. We are already like this. Since we know that there is no end to this path, why should we bring him along this path?"

Dugu Ming lowered her head and sighed, "I don't want to either. It's just that I have a bad feeling. My little melon seeds, in the future. . . I'm afraid it will not just be my little melon seeds. "

Xiao Nanfeng smiled and said. "Of course, he is also my little melon seeds!"

After saying this, Xiao Nanfeng also seemed to feel that He hurriedly explained: "I mean, he is my brother's child, so naturally, he is also my child! No, he is. . . "

The more Xiao Nanfeng explained, the more he felt that it was somewhat inappropriate. When he looked at Dugu Ming again, her already red face was as red as the sunset glow that filled the sky.

Mrs Ma suddenly walked over and grabbed Dugu Ming's hand and placed it in Xiao Nanfeng's palm. She smiled and said, "I see, the two of you, hehehehe. . . "

Dugu Ming quickly broke free and took two steps back but did not know what to say.

Xiao Nanfeng smiled bitterly and said, "En? Mrs Ma, you are joking with us again. "

Mrs Ma shook her head and said, "Sigh, I really don't know what you young people think. In the past, as long as the two of them want to be together, there is no way to separate them. Look at me. Even if my family despised Old Ma for being a manure worker at that time, I would still marry him. This is a predetermined fate. "

Xiao Nanfeng felt that Mrs Ma was really an experienced person. These words made his blood boil, but when he thought of Yunyun, who had passed away, and saw Dugu Ming's helpless look, he knew that all of this was impossible.

Dugu Ming's dead gray eyes were staring at Yunyun's home. Although Yunyun was no longer there, it seemed that she was even more insurmountable than when she was there. Dugu Ming would never forget Yunyun's entrustment before her death. She had given Xiao Nanfeng to her, but it was precisely because of Yunyun's kindness that she could not bear to complete Yunyun's entrustment.

Yunyun had given her beloved man to her. That was not magnanimity. It was helplessness. Only a kind woman would do such a thing. So Dugu Ming could not bear to hurt a kind woman. As for her own love. . . Then she would bury it deep in her heart. After all, she still had little melon seeds with her. A woman with a child would never think of loneliness.

Xiao Nanfeng's heart seemed to be bleeding. He deeply loved this woman in front of him, but he did not seem to be able to love her.

He had always been a person who did what he wanted. He drank the wine that he loved the most and hit the person he wanted to hit the most. When he was drunk, he would lie down on the side of the road and sleep. When he woke up, he would continue to find a nice hotel to drink.

He didn't know when, but he started to change. He began to become the kind of person who scoffed at him in the past. That kind of person would always bury his true thoughts deep in his heart for the sake of the secular world's bullsh * t morality and insight. Even if he died of thirst, he would not steal a mouthful of wine from others. Even if he died of hunger, he would not kneel down and beg in the crowd.

Such a person seemed to live a bright and bright life, but in reality, he was the most pitiful person in the world. Often, people wanted to be like this. On the surface, they seemed to be well-versed in the ways of the world, but deep in their bones, they always looked down on themselves. Why couldn't people live a life of their own in a hurry of a few decades? Why couldn't they live as they wished? They had to endure, they had to let, they had to know how to control themselves?

Love, if a person gave up on a love because of reputation or embarrassment, then this type of person was absolutely not worthy of having true love. True love was blazing, passionate, and willing to risk his life for the other party.

Xiao Nanfeng was no longer the Xiao Nanfeng from the past. The Xiao Nanfeng from the past was not only good at saber techniques, but also good at saber techniques. He lived a carefree life. But now, he had completely changed. Even in the face of love, he seemed to have become a cowering person.

"If Yunyun is still alive, he also hopes that you live well. " Mrs Ma let out a long sigh and said in a low voice while hugging little melon seeds.

These words were said to the little melon seed. But it was said to Xiao Nanfeng. He could choose not to drink or use a knife, but he absolutely could not change his character.

A person changing his character was equivalent to having a new life. Xiao Nanfeng was not dead, so he did not need to live again. His hand had already reached towards Dugu Ming. Dugu Ming seemed to want to retreat, but she never moved half a step.

When their hands once again tightly clenched, Xiao Nanfeng panted and said: "I don't want the child to never have a father. I am willing to be his father. "

Dugu Ming's tears fell one by one. She wanted to let go of Xiao Nanfeng's hand, but she could not bear to let go. But she could not. She knew that she was responsible for Yunyun's death, but Xiao Nanfeng was Yunyun's real husband.

"No, you're not his father. You can't be his father either. There are some things that can't be done just by being willing. " Dugu Ming looked at the little melon seeds in Mrs Ma's arms and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

"Since you are willing, why not? Shouldn't we respect our hearts?" Xiao Nanfeng's eyes widened, but his eyes were filled with tenderness and sweetness.

Dugu Ming's body suddenly trembled, and her footsteps became soft. She fell into Xiao Nanfeng's arms. She struggled desperately, but Xiao Nanfeng did not let go.

Dugu Ming said with hot tears in her eyes, "I feel sorry, I'm sorry, Yunyun!"