C4 Danger

It's unexpected.

I shouldn't have done it, with him. With my brother. How many times did something happen to us last night?

Now I am confused as to what I did wrong. We both caught fire. Even I can't control myself.

That's a big mistake. Because after that nothing happened. I was enrolled in an elite high school. It's my last year in high school. I feel that I am different from the students there. Because of me? I never experienced being normal like them. I became aware of violence at an early age. I have never experienced laughing and smiling sincerely like them. I feel like a foreigner among so many students.

I took a deep breath and held my shoulder bag carefully.

Our class started early. In my past week of studying here, I have been elusive to everyone. I feel that if I make friends with them, everything will change for me. I'm afraid to make friends.

I was about to enter, they were already whispering. I'm used to it.

"Nice."

"She's so flawless, she looks rich."

"That's rich. Her expensive car is just outside."

I sat quietly in my chair. Until our teacher came to all subjects today. This school's policy is different. The standard of each of their teachers is high. Other equipment is high-tech. Each building has different cleaners. For a week we only had four hours of class.

"Good morning sir!" that was followed by girls of my class. I was stuck in my position. I couldn't move while staring at our teacher now.

His eyes bored me. He smirked and locked his lips.

"Good morning," he said crisply. I blinked and slowly sat up.

Why on Earth is he here?! Yes, it is! Last time we met he was graduating BSED!

Felix Mondragon is here!!

He didn't hesitate and immediately gave us up to one hundred in the exam! Hell!

Because I was surprised, I dropped my ballpen!

Shit!

I picked it up. "Miss Maxima, are you nervous?" I didn't know he was by my side. My classmates looked at me especially when he pointed a hand at my desk.

"No sir."

"You should be a princess," he whispered and left the side. I almost lost my breath because of that.

Bitterness almost spread through my system remembering what happened with Diego and me. It's like a nightmare for me.

I don't want to make a big deal of it. I can pretend that I'm good.

After Felix's never-ending strict instruction, we dismissed at two o'clock in the afternoon. I meant to take my time. My classmates came out first. It seems that he deliberately slowed down his actions. When my classmates were all outside, I stared at him. He smirked again and laughed.

"What now?"

"Don't worry princess, I don't have the coronavirus. What's wrong? Don't I have a hug there?"

"Nothing." I struggled and grabbed all my things and wanted to go out but I heard his quick footsteps and hugged me on my back.

He sighed. "You didn't wait for me. you left me." he sounds serious now.

"Many have changed Felix, I'm not the first to leave."

His hug tightened. "Let's start again,"

I rolled my eyes, ''Seriously Felix? I'm just twelve before, I didn't know what I was doing when you flirted with me." I winced.

He laughed and released me, "I'll drive you home.."

"No."

"Come on Bloom, I know what happened. You can't keep anything from me."

Yes, it is. Member of a very influential agency here in the country. Besides that, he also wants to be a teacher.

I want to ask for help and cry a lot to him but how? I know he can't do anything either and I don't want him to get hurt.

"I am always here for you. I am here for you Bloom."

I can't get Felix's out of my mind. I know that he is planning something again. I knew that all along!

In the mansion, I don't socialize much. I don't talk much with Don Cleo and Diego. They are busy as hell while I am. I'm so sick of it.

When I came down from the room, I saw a woman waiting in our living room on the stairs.

"Who are you?" I may sound rude but that's exactly what I want to ask.

She bit her lip.

She gently smiled at me and held out her hand. "I'm Ivana, I'm waiting for Diego. I'm supposed to wait for him here," he said.

I think my eyebrows are palpating. How dare he! After what happened to us?! Well, what am I doing? It shouldn't be like this!

"Oh," I also tried to smile. "That's it? Just wait for him, huh? You know that there's a lot to do besides...you know? Girls! His needs!" I laughed again.

She was offended by what I said so I pretended to be surprised.

"Oh! Sorry. Are you my brother's girlfriend?"

She smiled awkwardly. "Uh no. W-we're friends. You're his missing sister? You know the organization knew about it."

Is this girl a member of them? That's why.

"Yes. I'm going to leave you right? Feel at home!"

I was thrilled to go to the pool area of this mansion. I didn't even turn around knowing I had guards. I'm not acting. I just can't wrap my mind around the fact that something happened between us and now, he almost ignores me! And he still sends a woman here?

I shouldn't care! Damn!

I swallowed and closed my eyes. I just want my old life back. I don't feel like this. Back then, my life was rough but I didn't feel this pain.

I seemed drawn to the sparkling swimming pool in front of me. I tore off my yellow dress and it fell at my feet. I floated in the pool staring up at the stars above.

I will find my father if I have time. No matter what I do I can't escape. My guards became tighter.

"Get up and you might catch a cold."

I almost froze when I heard that voice. My chest felt like it was pounding. I looked at him closely and tormented him.

Until I went up and didn't accept the towel he offered, I was still annoyed with him.

"Get dressed. We have a guest coming."

I glared and turned to him mockingly.

"Oh, you have a visitor inside. Who is she? Also one of the ones you are talking about? After you fucked me it's like nothing happened?" I laughed. "Yes, it was nothing. It's wrong! You can fuck all you want and I can fuck who I want!"

I don't care if anyone hears! I don't fucking care! They should reject me!

His jaw clenched, He pulled me and dragged me. The maid's head almost fell as she bowed her head as if to worship this pest.

"What! Let me go! You fucking ass hole!" I struggled but his grip tightened. He almost pushed me into my room and stroked his hair.

I took the vase from my side and hit him without hesitation, he dodged. The broken parts of the poor vase made a noise. He pulled me again and pressed me against the wall.

"Stop!!" he hugged me.

"After you pig me out, huh? I'd like nothing to you? How many years have I kept my virginity!"

"I didn't force you! You gave it to me willingly!"

The fuck?

I don't know if I can cry or kill someone. With various emotions, my tears spontaneously escaped.

"Let me go! F-for get about what I've just said." I only said it to get away. I felt suddenly tired.

He took a deep breath, "I'm sorry, baby. Listen."

He tried to catch my eyes. When our eyes met, I felt like I was going to burn again.

I feel, when our eyes meet and when we are this close to each other. I will always sin.

"I like you so much." He whispered. I was silent. My lips parted.

"Fuck! Bloom, I like you! If I don't stay away from you, I might crazy for now! That's why I am avoiding you but fuck," he kissed my neck and jaw. "I can fight our father so we can both be legal."

"I can't take it," he added.

I felt nervous. His words seemed to be a threat. I don't see that he can compete with thousands of members of their group. We're in danger.