C51

"I want to go find Andre, if I can't find him. Then I don't want to live on my own anymore. Everyone stay away from me. What's the use if I'm the only one left?! If he is dead, then my heart will be dead too, without a trace of life. I think the dead are selfish. What right do they have to die so casually, and leave me so alone! No — I can't stand it! I can't take it anymore