C11 She Obviously Couldn't Get His Love

In life, there are 80 to 90% unsatisfactory things. There must be something more worth paying attention to than feelings, right?

Si Wan did not know how long she had been silently crying until she did not have any strength left in her body. Si Wan looked at the ceiling. Her eyes were sore and could not open anymore before she slowly fell asleep.

But in her dreams, she could not calm down. Feng Ling's most beautiful years, when she was lying on the hospital bed without any signs of life, was a nightmare that Si Wan could not get rid of for the rest of her life.

Because she did not have enough sleep, Si Wan, who was standing in front of the mirror in the morning, had red and swollen eyes. She looked like a completely different person from the experienced and neat person in the company.

However, the days had to continue, right?

Si Wan, These things will soon be over. You can go and do what you want to do.

Thinking of the ending, her heart was in pain again. She was in so much pain that she could not breathe. Could she really give up? Whether she could give up or not wasn't something she could decide.

Gong Siming only hated her but did not love her. She would only annoy him if she stayed.

She shook her head. She did not want to think about these painful things. She used cold water to wake herself up and used makeup to make herself look delicate.

After she walked out, she would be invulnerable. No one would pity her, so she wanted to make herself stronger.

Stepping into the company and looking at the stack of documents on her desk, it was good that she was a little busier, so that she could forget a lot of things.

The first document was the contract with Mr Zhang last time. Because Si Wan drank too much, she was inexplicably brought back by Gong Siming. Later on, because of the family gathering, the signing of the contract was dragged down.

She drank too much and did not remember what happened. She also did not have any contact with Mr Zhang. She had paid a lot for the cooperation this time. She absolutely could not fail.

"Mr Zhang, long time no see. We did not have a perfect solution for our last cooperation. I wonder when Mr Zhang will have the time to discuss it again. "

Si Wan took the initiative to call Mr Zhang. When Mr Zhang received her call, the places where he had been beaten up by Gong Siming were now aching.

"It was Director Si who praised us. How could a small company like us dare to work with Gong’s? Humph," Mr Zhang snorted with a slight ridicule. He had not forgotten the humiliation from that day.

"Why would Mr Zhang have such an idea? We are working together to win, aren't we? " Mr Zhang used to be polite to Si Wan, but now his attitude had changed.

Could it be that something happened that night? Thinking back carefully, her memory stopped at the mirror when she went to the bathroom to wash her face. The nauseating smell of alcohol made her want to throw herself into the bathtub.

After a moment of silence, Si Wan calmly said, "I gave Mr Zhang a chance to think about it. I believe Mr Zhang is also very clear about the benefits involved. Cooperating with Gong’s is the wisest choice. "

Gong’s Group was a company that all businessmen wanted to cooperate with. Even if the profits were not the most significant, long-term cooperation would bring the most benefits to the company.

It was not that she could only choose to work with Mr Zhang. If she worked with him, their company would get more profits. Moreover, it had already reached the point of signing a contract. If they gave up, their previous work would be in vain, and there would be no economic benefits.

"In the afternoon, find someone to meet me and bring the contract with you. " Mr Zhang did not want to delay the signing of the contract. He could not give up on the benefits in front of him after being beaten up.

"Mr Zhang, I wish us a happy cooperation in advance. "

In the past, he had asked her to come out to talk about cooperation. Something must have happened that night, which changed Mr Zhang's attitude.

Si Wan frowned and could not remember what had happened for a long time.

But since the contract had been signed, then what happened was no longer important. After completing a big task, Si Wan's mood also relaxed a lot.

Relaxing was only a matter of a moment. Her mother-in-law Yan Xiuya had already returned to the company. Her strictness was well-known. The company's working atmosphere became tense.

Si Wan was no exception. As the director of the advertising department, she needed to report to Yan Xiuya in many aspects. When Yan Xiuya returned, she gathered all the directors to explain the recent situation.

After preparing the information in her hands, she rushed to the meeting room without stopping.

The person sitting in the middle of the meeting room was the person she was familiar with, but she had two completely different temperaments that made people feel fearful.

Si Wan did not have any emotions. She admired Yan Xiuya very much. Other people who married into a wealthy family would be a leisurely rich wife, but she was in charge of the entire Gong’s Group.

Most importantly, she also made the Gong’s Group invincible for a short period of time. Not only Si Wan, but many people in the company also admired her.

"Ms Si, you stay after the meeting. " After Si Wan finished her work summary, she was called by Yan Xiangya to stay.

Stay? Official business or private business? Si Wan was very afraid of contacting the Gong family's parents. She absolutely did not have any progress with Gong Siming. She was disappointed on this point, and her family would only be even more disappointed.

She nodded. Relationship was the most troublesome thing.

"I just saw your recent performance. It's very good. Your mind is flexible and your management ability is also strong" Most of the people had left, but Yan Xiuya was still as strict as before.

"Thank you for the compliment, Chairman. " Si Wan nodded her head to express her modesty but her heart was still at ease after being confirmed.

She was neither servile nor overbearing, but flexible. Si Wan was indeed impeccable when it came to work. This way, she had the demeanor of Yan Xiuya when she was young.

Yan Xiuya did not like this daughter-in-law because she did not appear at a suitable time. But Si Wan was also using her actions to prove her ability. This made Yan Xiuya think a lot more highly of her.

"But your focus should also be on your life. I won't say much, you know it yourself. " Yan Xiuya did not want to meddle in Si Wan and Gong Siming's matters, but master had been supervising her all day, so she could only convey her intentions.

"Understood. " Life, what kind of life did she have now? She wanted nothing more than to work so that she could be more relaxed.

"It's good that you understand. Go to work. Your work ability is very strong, continue to work hard" Yan Xiuya then stood up and picked up her bag and prepared to enter into working mode.

"Yes, Chairman. " Seeing Yan Xiuya's back as she left, Si Wan's entire body relaxed. She sat on the chair and her thoughts began to drift away.

When she was not mentioned, she did not feel anything but when Yan Xiuya mentioned it, it was as if the two of them had never seen each other ever since that night. It was as if Gong Siming was deliberately hiding from her.

The two of them had pretended to be married until now, and they had been separate. It was just that Si Wan still had a trace of longing in her heart. This trace of longing made her suffocate.

She clearly could not obtain his love, why would she have such extravagant hopes?

Don't ask for too much. Si Wan, once two years is up, you can go and live your own life. You can travel around the world and enrich yourself. Perhaps you can forget about that person and start anew.

No one can live in the past forever. Si Wan comforted herself in her heart. Her nails had unknowingly dug into her palm. Was it painful? Perhaps she had already become numb, so she no longer felt it.