Bound By The Ghost/C22 Love Ben Is Not Guilty
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C22 Love Ben Is Not Guilty

Meng Nuo was a lesbian, which she had discovered when she was twelve years old and in love. Her first love was her childhood friend, Lin Xiaoxiao.

Meng Nuo, who was still young, did not know how to hide or how terrible homosexual love looked in the eyes of others. All she knew was that if you liked someone you should treat that person unconditionally, so she almost gave up her heart to treat Lin Xiaoxiao well.

Lin Xiaoxiao had always treated Meng Nuo as a good friend and enjoyed her kindness. She didn't think about anything else.

The feelings she had for Meng Nuo when she was young were always pure. As she grew up, this purity was gradually dyed in color and hurt others in various ways.

In high school, Lin Xiaoxiao was confessed to by a senior who was as good to her as Meng Nuo was to her. Lin Xiaoxiao was moved and immediately told her good friend, Meng Nuo, that her feelings for Meng Nuo had changed.

"If you like him because he's good to you, why don't you like me because I'm good to you?" For the first time, Meng Nuo lost her mind in front of Lin Xiaoxiao. She grabbed Lin Xiaoxiao's shoulder and shook her, questioning her. For the first time, she did not care about Lin Xiaoxiao's thoughts.

"Meng Nuo, let go of me!" Lin Xiaoxiao was frightened by Meng Nuo and panicked a little. The Meng Nuo that she had always known seemed to have changed into a different person. Or perhaps, this was the real Meng Nuo. She had never understood Meng Nuo, and now that she knew her, Lin Xiaoxiao was a little annoyed. She pushed Meng Nuo away.

"Get out of my way, Meng Nuo, we're both girls, don't disgust me with your feelings." Lin Xiaoxiao ran away as soon as she finished speaking. She didn't look at Meng Nuo's pale face, nor did she care about the unknown emotions in her heart.

Young people were always ignorant. Their first reaction to the unknown was to run away. They were afraid that they would hurt themselves in the end.

From that day on, Lin Xiaoxiao began to deliberately avoid Meng Nuo, but she was not with the senior either.

Why would she refuse? Lin Xiaoxiao herself did not know. Perhaps it was really as she had said. Studies were more important - a reason that even she did not believe.

"Xiao..." Meng Nuo looked at Lin Xiaoxiao as she turned to leave, unable to hide the sadness in her eyes.

"Hey, have you heard? The student who dropped out of school was gay!"

"It can't be, it's so disgusting."

"I really didn't expect our school to have such a pervert."

Meng Nuo heard her classmates say as soon as she entered the room, and her face turned pale. She looked at Lin Xiaoxiao, who was in the middle - did she think so too?

"Don't use your feelings to disgust me."

Disgusting?

Meng Nuo didn't understand - she had just fallen in love with someone, so how could she be disgusted?

"Shut up!" Lin Xiaoxiao shouted. "Why are you making so much noise about other people's business?" Lin Xiaoxiao shook her head and walked out, bumping into Meng Nuo at the door.

"Why are you looking at me? Don't block the way!" She pushed Meng Nuo away and left.

"Xiaoxiao." Meng Nuo hurriedly chased after her, but just as she was about to catch up with Lin Xiaoxiao, a senior called out to her and said that the teacher was looking for her. Meng Nuo had no choice but to follow the senior.

The moment Meng Nuo turned around, Lin Xiaoxiao stopped and turned around to look at the two of them. She couldn't help but follow them.

Lin Xiaoxiao didn't follow them in. She just stood not far away and watched. She didn't know why she had followed them. She glanced at the office door and was about to leave when Meng Nuo and the senior came out.

Something good seemed to be going on, and Meng Nuo seemed to be in a good mood.

It was dazzling.

Lin Xiaoxiao turned around to leave, but her heart was filled with frustration.

After that day, Lin Xiaoxiao deliberately targeted Meng Nuo, as if she wanted to vent all her anger on her.

After another round of teasing, Lin Xiaoxiao called Meng Nuo to the dance studio and spoke to her coldly.

"Xiaoxiao, is my liking that disgusting to you?" Meng Nuo looked like she was about to cry. Lin Xiaoxiao looked at Meng Nuo and felt as if there was a breath stuck in her chest. She couldn't breathe, and she felt very uncomfortable.

"I just like you," Meng Nuo said carefully, her face full of pain.

"Then you can stay here for the night. I'll think about it." Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know how to answer, so she just said it casually.

"Alright." Meng Nuo was silent for a moment before she agreed.

Lin Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment. She wanted to look at Meng Nuo, but before she could see her, she turned around and left without saying another word.

If she had known that she would never be able to see Meng Nuo again after this farewell, she would never have treated her like this.

Lin Xiaoxiao was afraid of one person, so Meng Nuo would never let Lin Xiaoxiao go alone. But no one knew that Meng Nuo was also afraid of one person.

When night fell, despair engulfed Meng Nuo as she looked at the dark sky, tears silently falling.

By the time Meng Nuo regained consciousness, she found that she couldn't leave the dance studio.

Did she hate her? Of course she hated her, but when she saw Lin Xiaoxiao's face full of tears, she could not hate her anymore. Forget it.

Meng Nuo was a more accommodating person, and she accepted the fact that she was dead. She resigned herself to staying in the dance room, repeating the same action year after year.

As time passed, she let go of her obsession with Lin Xiaoxiao, but Lin Xiaoxiao could not let go.

Meng Nuo's death had awakened the emotions hidden in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart. When she saw Meng Nuo's body, the feelings that she had ignored all this time flooded over her.

All the girls who had bullied Meng Nuo with Lin Xiaoxiao had gone crazy and left the city. Only Lin Xiaoxiao stayed behind.

Why did she stay? Because only here could Lin Xiaoxiao feel Meng Nuo's presence and know that she had once existed.

After the ridiculous act of revenge, Lin Xiaoxiao and her family came out of the house. She was a girl, and she had an older brother. Her family did not put too much pressure on her and doted on her, but that did not mean that they could tolerate their beloved princess falling in love with a girl.

So Lin Xiaoxiao was kicked out of the house. After being kicked out, Lin Xiaoxiao felt a lot more relaxed.

Lin Xiaoxiao went to Meng Nuo's house and told Meng Nuo's mother everything. Meng Nuo's mother slapped her, but she couldn't say anything vicious.

"Mom, should I call you Mom? I love Meng Nuo as much as she loves me - please let me stay and take care of you." Lin Xiaoxiao knelt in front of Meng Nuo's mother and begged - this was the only thing she could do.

Meng Nuo's mother didn't want to agree at first - after all, Lin Xiaoxiao was the one who had caused her daughter's death. However, she knew that she couldn't blame Lin Xiaoxiao for this, and she wasn't wrong either. Meng Nuo's brother was still young, and her father had already passed away.

However, Meng Nuo's mother still couldn't completely forgive Lin Xiaoxiao, so when she saw Meng Nuo, she didn't say anything to her.

"You wanted to see her, but her obsession wasn't with you."

Yue Ling's words crushed the last straw in Lin Xiaoxiao's heart. She had long since been unable to hold on any longer. Even without her, Meng Nuo's family would still be alive and well.

Lin Xiaoxiao hummed in the dark night, the knife in her hand flashing.

"Meng Nuo, how can you just put it down like that?" Blood flowed out, but Lin Xiaoxiao did not feel any pain. She smiled happily.

"You were the one who provoked me first. I will not rest until I die."

This time, it was my turn to chase after you.

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