C125 Do You Still Love Them?
I looked at Miao Miao. She stopped crying. There were no tears in her eyes, but. . . I felt that her eyes were different from ordinary children. The eyes of those children from the welfare institute this morning would shine. Only those children who are full and have bad tempers. . . Only then would they have such a cold look in their eyes.
Miao Miao was the same. When she looked at Susu, there was no warmth in her eyes. I don't think it's good.
"Wuwuwu. . . "
I want to tell Susu what I saw because Susu is lowering her head and lightly patting Miao Miao's hand. Susu is thinking about how she is going to continue talking to Miao Miao.
"Da Mei, play with Miao Miao. She likes Gouzi too. " Susu turned her head and said to me while hugging my neck.
I looked at her with a worried look in my eyes. I'm afraid that this child's personality will change!
"Auntie, what does Da Mei like to eat the most?" Miao Miao looked at me and asked Susu.
I feel that when Miao Miao looked at me, there was a light in her eyes. That cold feeling disappeared a lot.
Susu was right, Miao Miao liked Gouzi.
Alright, I am the cutest and smartest rescue dog. I'm also a healing type dog. If I can cure Jiang Huai's dog fear disease, I'll definitely be able to cure Miao Miao as well.
I leaned forward and leaned my head against the bed sheet to look at this girl.
The girl was ruthless and thin, and the bed sheet had the smell of disinfectant. I looked at her and grinned.
"Beauty is so blissful!" Miao Miao reached out her hand. She wanted to touch me, but she was not sure if I would bite her.
"Don't worry, Xiaomei will not bite. " Susu gently rubbed my neck and said, "Not only will Da Mei not bite, she will also do a lot of actions. In two months, she will be participating in the provincial police dog competition. "
"Really? She will win the award. Right? " Miao Miao's eyes suddenly lit up. She seemed to be very interested in everything that had happened to her.
Previously, when Susu talked to her about her mother, grandmother, and younger brother, she only asked a few questions and didn't seem to be very interested. Furthermore, when Susu talked about her mother and younger brother, she even showed a very irritable expression.
However, when she talked about things related to me, she seemed to be very interested.
I rolled my eyes and looked at Susu. I felt that Susu had also discovered that she was tilting her head to observe Miao Miao.
Miao Yao reached out and pressed her hand on my head. I felt her palm turn a little cold. That small hand was gently placed on my head as if it was afraid that it would hurt me. She was very careful.
I think Miao Miao is really a good girl. Those who treat Gouzi well are all good children.
"Auntie, what kind of competition is Da Mei going to participate in?" Miao Miao touches my head and asks Susu.
"She's going to participate in the most basic of all ten items, including jumping obstacles, climbing rope ladders, digging iron rings, crawling forward, and so on. After that, the search and rescue project that increases the difficulty is a test of the dog's sense of smell and the ability to cooperate with the trainer. " Susu explained to Miao Miao.
I'm listening too. I know that after I go back tomorrow, I'll have to devote myself to the intense and arduous training. For the rest of the time, I might not be leaving the base before the competition.
"Can Xiaomei smell someone hiding a weapon?" Miao Miao asked Su Su.
"Of course, most weapons are made of iron, right? You just need to tell Da Mei. . . By smelling the weapons, she can tell if the other party had any blades on him. If there is, she will bark. Every dog had a special way of communicating with its trainer, and their barking was different from usual. This has to be differentiated based on the agreement between each other during training. " Susu told Miao Miao very carefully. Of course, it was also the most basic. Susu said that anyone could listen to her. Anyone can understand the important role of a rescue dog through explanation, but. . . Su Su won't tell anyone anything related to secrets. . . Even if Miao Miao really wanted to know, she wouldn't say it.
"The beauty association won the first place, right?" Miao Miao asked Susu.
"Then you have to ask Da Mei!" Su Su smiled and turned to look at me.
Miao Miao looked at me, her eyes sparkling. "Da Mei, you will get first place. Am I right?"
"Wuwuwu. . . "
I nodded very seriously. Of course, I was sad for a long time after getting third place last year. Susu comforted me and said that it was fine.
However, I already knew that I was in a place where I didn't do well. My fur was shaved to the side of the circle, and I would pay special attention this year.
"She really understands. She really nodded. What a good dog. " Miao Miao was happy. She stared at Susu with wide eyes and spoke excitedly.
"Of course, Xiaomei can understand everything. Sometimes, Auntie is tired. When you are in a bad mood, you will complain to her. She also knows how to comfort people. " After saying that, Su Su looked at me and raised her eyebrows while lowering her head.
I seemed to understand what Susu meant. She wanted me to comfort Miao Miao, and she wanted Miao to tell me about the grievances in her heart.
"But what's the use of hearing it from Da Mei?" Miao Miao suddenly became unhappy again. She pursed her lips and lowered her eyelids. Her hands were taken away and she no longer rubbed my head.
"Wuuuu. . . "
Susu lightly patted my back and I immediately pushed my head forward. I looked at Miao Miao and encouraged her: Tell me, I will comfort you.
Su Su smiled and patted Miao Miao's hand. "Auntie actually also wants to hear your story. Da Mei also wants to hear your story. Can you tell us?"
"Auntie, how are your parents treating you?" Miao Miao asked Susu.
"Mm, very good. " Susu thought for a moment and replied.
I also nodded. Grandfather and Grandmother not only treat Susu well, they also treat me well. Grandfather's Braised Pork with Soy Sauce is really delicious.
Thinking of Braised Pork with Soy Sauce, my stomach feels hungry!
However, Susu asked me to accompany Miao Miao. Of course, I'm accompanying the little girl. I can't leave, and I can't eat anything right now.
"Da Mei is hungry, right?" Su Su seems to have heard my thoughts. She walks to the side and opens her backpack and takes out my water bottle and a bag of beef jerky.
"Auntie, what kind of jerky is Da Mei eating? In the future when I save money. . . I'll buy it for her. Is that alright? " Miao Miao looked at the beef jerky in Susu's hands and asked.
Su Su gave me a piece of beef jerky, then turned to Miao Miao and shook the bag in her hand. "This, Uncle Huo Li made it himself. When you grow up, you can learn how to make beef jerky. "
"I can cook, Auntie. " Miao Miao said to Su Su.
"Mm, aunty believes you can cook. " Susu nodded.
"I can cook, and I can also wash diapers. I also know how to do housework, clean up the things at home. . . When Mom and Grandma quarrel, Grandma will leave the house. I'll go out and sit in the neighborhood for the whole day, and I'll go home after school. . . I will quickly do housework, or else. . . Mom will vent her anger on me, and the toilet will be filled with diapers. . . It's quite tiring for Dad to wash diapers when he comes back. I'll help you wash some of them. " Miao Miao said.
"What a sensible child. " Susu raised her hand to rub Miao Miao's head and said softly.
I also agree with Susu's words. Miao Miao is really a good child. I don't know why her mother always says that it wasn't easy for her, that it was hard for her to take care of her brother, that Miao Miao's father didn't understand her, and that Grandma always quarreled with her.
Although I feel that Miao Miao's mother doesn't look like a bad person.
"Grandma's concept isn't good, and she doesn't care about hygiene. However, Mom wouldn't have disliked Grandma like this in the past. Grandma used to come down from the countryside every year. She lived at home several times during the Lunar New Year. Her mother and her grandmother would get along well, but for some reason. . . Ever since Mom got pregnant and gave birth to a brother, She had changed. Sometimes, she was fine. Sometimes, she would look very crazy. " Miao Miao looked at me. She said slowly.
"Maybe Mom quit her job because she gave birth. And then, your dad is the only one who makes money in the family. The whole family lives nervously. She has a fear. . . Miao Miao, do you know postpartum depression? " Su Su asked Miao Miao.
I tilted my head to drink some water and looked at Susu. I was thinking, if Susu told Miao Miao about depression, this child would understand, right?
After drinking the water, I saw Miao Miao nod her head.
"I looked it up on the Internet. It says on the Internet: Mom's condition is most likely postpartum depression. But, Auntie. . . No one had forced her to do this from the beginning. She was the one in the office. Others said that she had a son. She also wanted a son. I heard that she and her father discussed giving birth to a son. Dad didn't agree, but Dad said. . . The family is pretty good, giving birth to another. . . He'll be under a lot of pressure. " Miao Miao pouted and sniffled before saying, "In the past, I can go out and play every week, and I can eat KFC. I could also buy things I like, but. . . Ever since Mom got pregnant, she stopped me from going out on Sunday. She also didn't give me any pocket money. Mom said. . . She wanted to leave the money to her brother. It would be a lot of money to give him milk powder and diapers. "
"Yes, Mom did it wrong. So, Dr. Jiang took his mother out. He criticized and educated her. " Susu nodded and put my kettle in her backpack. She continued to sit by the bed and said, "Mother might still want a child in her bones. But she is not prepared. . . This child came, and after she quit her job, Her father was stressed and worked for a long time. She would start to think that she was wrong, and she actually blamed herself. She blamed herself for not being able to make money. She blamed herself for giving birth to this child. This would make her depression worse and worse. Miao Miao. Let me ask you, think about it seriously. Tell me again, do you still love your mother? Do you still love your father?"
I tilted my head, rolled my eyes, and looked at the door. However, Susu gently pinched my neck, and I immediately turned to look at Miao Miao.
I heard footsteps at the door. Although it was very light, my hearing is much more sensitive than ordinary humans!
"Love her, she is my mother. I still love her. " Miao Miao thought for a while and finally sighed. She said, "I also love Dad. I know that Dad is very sad. He is very painful. He is busy from morning to night every day. He also goes to work overtime during the weekend. When he comes back to sleep, he snores loudly. In the past, his father didn't smoke, but now he smoked. Because of smoking, they quarreled again. Dad's temper was getting worse and worse. . . She had never hit me before. . . She hit me!"
Miao Miao started crying. She grabbed the blanket over her head and started crying.
"Miao, Miao Miao!"
The door of the ward was pushed open and Miao Miao's father walked in quickly. He hugged the child on the sickbed and cried, "Dad was wrong. Dad was really wrong. Dad shouldn't have, Miao Miao's father said. I shouldn't have scolded you, I shouldn't have hit you. . . You will always be Daddy's favorite little princess. Daddy has been too busy recently. I've neglected you, I was wrong. . . Dad was really wrong. "
"Dad!"
At first, Miao Miao was stunned. Then, she hugged her father and cried.
Su Su held my hand and pulled me to the side. We quietly stood by the side and waited. I feel that Susu is really a very careful and smart girl.
Just now when she was asking, Miao Miao's father was at the door. I feel that Miao Miao's father is still a little timid and he doesn't dare to easily barge into the ward.
However, Susu knows of his existence. So, she asked Miao Miao that question.
Outside, Jiang Huai also brought Miao Miao's mother over. Seeing the child and her husband crying, this woman finally didn't have the bad mood from before.
"Miao Miao. " Mother Miao walked to the bedside and sat down.
"Wuwu. . . "
When Miao Miao saw her mother, she did not speak and only cried.
Jiang Huai waved at Susu. Susu nodded and immediately led me out quietly.
Jiang Huai conveniently closed the door. He hugged Susu's back and said, "Go to my office. Huo Li got someone to send some porridge and soup over. You should drink some too. I think there's chicken soup. Let Da Mei eat some chicken. "
I turned my head to look at Jiang Huai. He was also looking at me and smiled at me. I also bared my teeth and gave him a smile.
Jiang Huai is really good, really a good man!
Jiang Huai's office had two large insulation barrels and two bowls of soup.
"Huo Li was here just now, I reckon it was him who put it up. " As Jiang Huai spoke, he went to find a paper bowl and scooped up a large piece of meat from the insulation bucket. He placed the paper bowl by the wall and said to me, "Da Mei, quick, eat chicken. You must be starving. "
I glanced at Susu and she nodded. "Yes, just now in the ward, Da Mei performed very well and can be eaten. "
I quickly walked over and started to eat that piece of chicken.
Hmm, I used some herbs to cook the soup. There was a special taste of the herbs, which was different from the plain boiled chicken that I usually eat.
Jiang Huai moved the chair at the side over and let Susu sit in front of his desk. He sat at the side and then they drank chicken soup together.
"I tested Miao Miao's mom's mood and answered a few emotional questions. She displayed a manic state and her depression was very obvious. She has been suppressed to a mild schizophrenia. Wait a moment. I want to talk to Miao Miao's father about it. It might be that Miao Miao's mother needs a psychiatrist for interventional treatment. Otherwise, the consequences will be very serious. " Jiang Huai said.