C31 Feeling disgusted

"I know I am their sister but I don't know what I done to get them as my brother's and sisters. Everyone have love towards their sister but I feel these all have that on me a little more. From childhood to till now they never let anyone scold me or hurt me. What if they got to know what I went through 2 months back? What if they know about my fear and fear I have after seeing that guy.