C2 Painful beginnings 2

This chapter contains some act of violence. Skip if you don’t feel comfortable.

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I cried endlessly as he finally pulled out of me leaving me in pain.

I'm definitely gonna get my revenge on him for the evil thing he has done. He released on my body like I was some slut.

I couldn't move, I was just too weak to do so. I felt used, he treated me less human, and stole my pride, my virginity.

"That was great. Now listen and listen good, if this gets out, I won't hesitate to kill you!" he said sternly and I knew he meant every word he said. I was now beginning to see the evil side of him.

"Have I made myself clear?" he yelled making me flinch.

"Yes." I said in croaked out voice.

"Better. Keep being a good girl, and daddy won't hurt you." He gave me a wicked smile and I nodded slightly.

"You stink, go take a bath," he huffed and walked out of my room. I collapsed on my bed and cried my eyes out.

It felt like the whole world was against me, and I felt like ending it all but, then mom said to be strong and never give up and those words kept me going even in the darkest moments of my life.

"Hey, Claire open up," Owen voiced out as he knocked on the door.

It was morning already and I locked myself in my room. I was dressed to in a white jeans trousers, white T shirt, black biker jacket, and a pair of white canvas. I wore my white sling bag, and a white face cap.

I planned on going to Danielle's place, it would save me the stress of having to see that monster of a Stepdad.

I had to apply a light makeup to cover the bruise his slaps left on my face. I was still sore and I had to take some painkillers earlier.

I opened the door and met Owen's face. It was obvious that I didn't look happy that morning. I mean who would be? I was just raped last night by the man I called father.

"Claire, are you OK?" he asked concerned.

"I'm fine. I guess I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed," I faked a smile.

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"Are you going out?" he asked scanning my outfit.

"Yeah, Danielle's place."

"OK. Dad says you should come downstairs for breakfast." At the mention of 'dad' I almost puked. I was disgusted and irritated by him.

"OK." I followed him downstairs to the dinning. On sighting him, I felt my blood boil. He just acted like nothing happened.

I ate my food in silence staring daggers at him.

"Claire, where are you going dressed like this?" he asked eating his food.

"None of your business!" I replied sternly.

"What did you say?" He shot me a killer glare and I shivered. I was so scared of him and I hated the fact that he had to steal my virginity in a creulsome manner.

Something I had been keeping for my first love.

"D-Danielle's place," I stuttered.

"OK. Just make sure you don’t do anything stupid," he smirked at me and I felt like driving the cutlery I was using into his stomach. I hate him so much.

"Dad, did you guys fight or something?" Owen who had been watching us for a while asked.

"No, not at all. I only scolded her yesterday for being rude," he replied and I just couldn't take any more of it.

"I'm leaving," I picked up my sling bag and left.

"Dad, what did you do to her?" I heard Owen ask.

"Nothing." Bastard!

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"Claire, are you OK?" Danielle asked snapping me out of my thoughts as I tried to concentrate on the game we were playing.

"I'm Okay."

"Danm! I won you thrice already. What's up girl? You don't look happy."

"I'm fine Danielle. No need to worry." I faked a smile.

"Look, I know how you feel about your mom's death. It's okay to feel hurt but, you shouldn't let your problems weigh you down. I believe your mom would want the same thing."

"I don't know Danielle, I feel broken." I wish I could tell her what was really bothering me, but, I couldn't. He threatened he was going to kill me.

"I feel your pains Claire. I got something to cheer you up."

"You do?"

"And trust me we are gonna have fun, just the two of us." She squealed.

"We are gonna go the Cinemas first, then the Aquarium and lastly, the amusement park," she giggled.

"I don't think we should go to the.…"

"Don't be a killjoy, It's gonna be fun and don’t worry the bills are on me," she said cutting me off.

"OK, not like I can say no anyways."

"Of course, you can't. Let me go get dressed."

She got dressed in a black Jeans, white T- shirt, and a black leather jacket. She put on a white canvas shoes, and a black sling bag.

"Seriously? You don't want us going out looking like twins?"

"And there is nothing wrong with that. There is one thing missing," she smiled and brought out a black face cap. She put it on and giggled turning around for me to check her out.

"What do you think?"

"Very nice," I smiled. A genuine smile this time.

"Thanks bestie. Let's head out," she picked up her car keys, and purse, and we left the room.

The cinemas was our first stop and we watched a movie titled 'girl's trip'. The movie was so interesting and also funny.

Through out the movie, Danielle was busy flirting with a guy by her side and I think they exchanged numbers.

I sighed as I ate my popcorn. I wished things were the way there used to be. When it was just me and mom, life was so much more simple. Now, it's just complicated.

After the movie, we drove to the Aquarium, and I got to see different types of sea animals. Watching them swim freely in the water made me smile.

"Hey, bestie, we are here to have fun. Stop being sad," she said placing her hands on my shoulders.

"Hey, let's take some pictures," she brought out a camera and handed it to me.

"Awwn look at that one, so cute. Take a picture." It was a flame angel fish, one of the most beautiful fishes in the world.

We also took pictures of some other fishes too before leaving to the amusement park.

We got to ride on the roller coaster, Aero 360, steel curtain, and trust me, it was fun and also scary as I literally screamed my lungs out.

I have never had so much fun like this for a long time. It's sad it had the end and I had to go home once again. I wished I didn't go home but, I was scared of dying.

"Where are you coming back from by this time?" Logan asked as I walked into the house.

"Danielle's. I told you before I left," I said, sternly.

"By this time? Fuck it's 8pm, you're going out with some other man?"

"The last time I checked, you don't control my movement."

"How dare you talk back at me?" A slap landed on my cheek. Bastard! I felt like killing him. I was sick and tired of being used like a dog. If I die, I die. This life was not worth living anyways.

"Go ahead and do your worst that's what you're good at anyways. I'm so sick and tired of you!" I yelled.

"You bitch!" he grabbed my hair forcefully and he pushed me on the couch. He tried to get on top of me but I was quick to kick him in his dick. He groaned and fell to the ground.

I sprang out of the couch and was about running out of the house but I wasn't quick enough as he dragged my hair and pushed me on the couch.

"You bitch, you're gonna pay for that!" A slap landed on my face but, I refused to cry.

"Bastard, let me go! I hate you!" I yelled.

One by one, he tore off all my clothes from my body with a scissors. I tried to fight him off but, I ended up receiving more slaps.

"This is to teach you manners," he penetrated me forcefully and I squirmed in pain.

"Bitch," he yelled giving me more slaps.

"Dad, what are you doing?" I heard Owen ask as he advanced into the sitting room.

My heart leaped with joy as I thought he would save me from this brutality but, the opposite happened.

"What does it look like I'm doing?"

"Dad, you're raping her." I gave him pleading eyes hoping he would save me but, he never did.

"You want to fuck?"

"What!"

"You heard me. I see the way you look at her, she's a bitch anyways."

"Dad…"

"Just do it and stop being a coward,"

"Fine."

"Owen, please don't do this," I begged.

"I'm sorry sis."

All hopes were lost now, I expected Owen to save me from he's father but, he joined him in abusing me.

Life really wasn't worth living anymore. I was so tired, I needed to be free from this turtore.

When they are done with me, they left me on the couch to sulk.

"Better clean up this place yourself. You stink!" Logan said walking away. Owen gave me a pitiful look, and left too.

I couldn't clean up the sitting room, I just walked straight into the room with a broken heart.

I sat on my bed and the only thought that came to my mind was sucide. Mom was right, life doesn't always turn out to be the way we want it. Now I know what she meant. Mine turned out to be worst.

My life wasn't worth living anymore so I decided to take it. That way I can go be with mom. We can be happy together. Like we used to be.

I took out a sharp hairpin from my drawer. I was gonna end it all, once and for all.

"Mom, I'm sorry I couldn't keep the promise I made to you. I don't want to live anymore, I just wanna be with you." I said in tears.

I was about cutting my vein when my phone rang making me jump in fright and the hairpin fell from my hand. Who could be calling me at this time?

I checked the caller id, it was my dad. I grudgingly picked the call.

"Hey Claire. How are you doing?" Dad asked. Terrible! And I was just about killing myself.

"Why did you call?" I asked sternly. He is the reason for my suffering.

"I know you must hate me a lot but, I did it for you Claire."

"You fucking abandoned me!" I yelled in tears. Now, I'm being abused.

"I'm sorry Claire. I was just scared Lily will maltreat you. She doesn't like you and you know I'm rarely at home." I prefer a wicked step mom to the mean treatment I'm getting from my step dad and brother. At least, she wouldn't rape me.

"I'm gonna make it up you Claire. I decided to get you your own apartment." Does it matter I'm gonna die soon anyways. But on a second thought, that means freedom!

"Really dad? A new apartment?" Finally I get to leave this place.

"Yes Daisy. I owe it to your mom, and you."

"Thanks dad. When are you getting the apartment?"

"I'm actually out of the country, but, when I get back next tomorrow, you're getting your apartment and you get to go to college too." College! I'm so not dying anymore.

"Thanks dad. Dad, I got something to tell you."

"What is it?"

"Dad….It's about my step dad and brother…" I sobbed a little.

"Did they maltreat you Claire? Talk to me."

"Dad t-they…" I stopped talking when I saw Logan by my open door. His face held a murderous look and I shivered in fear.

"Claire are you there? Claire…"

"I'm fine dad."

"But, you were about saying something."

"Dad, it's nothing. I just feel sleepy."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, dad."

"OK. Good night dear."

"Good night." I whispered, and ended the call.

"What did I tell you about not telling anyone of what happened between us? You really want me to kill you?"

"You can go ahead and try. I'm not scared of death anymore, besides, my dad is gonna kill you if you do so." His eyes changed completely revealing the monster in him. But fuck him! I'm not scared of him anymore.

He grabbed me by the neck and pushed me against the wall as I struggled to breath.

"You really want to die huh? How does this sound? I kill you and then I say you killed yourself because you were sad that your mother had died. After all, you did say you were going to kill yourself if your mom died." He smirked.

"So don't think I can't kill you Claire. Don't annoy me cause I seriously feel like ripping out your throat."

"You bastard!" I said as I chocked. I felt life slowly draining out of me and just when I thought I was gonna die, he snatched the phone from my hand and let go of my neck.

I held my neck as I tried to catch my breath back.

"I'm watching you Claire. Don't dare me," he scowled and walked out of my room. Monster!

***LOGAN***

So Adrian decided to remember his daughter. If I let her go with him, she will definitely tell him everything, and I can't let that happen.

Selling her off into slavery might be the best option but, what will I tell her father? I know just what to do!

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