C305 Struggle
He felt like a coward who was too afraid that his emotions would be revealed in front of Xie Zian. He didn't want to admit what was on his mind, so his chest felt like it was being pressed down by a huge rock. The tip of the rock was stuck right on his heart, and the slightest movement would make it hard for him to breathe.
Thus, he had to do something to make himself feel better
