C150 I've Been Waiting for You

Qiao Xinyou did not buy the roses and said that she could not disturb Qiao Xinyan and Gu Qinfeng. The two of them walked around the streets.

They had nothing to do to chat.

Gao Yang asked, "How is the filming going? I heard that Lu Ziyun is a very difficult person. "

Qiao Xinyou thought of the little demon in Lu Ziyun's house and the relationship between the two of them. Then she smiled. How could it be difficult? It was just that she did not find a suitable breakthrough point.

Ever since she had righteously expressed her blessing to the two of them, Lu Ziyun's current attitude towards her was very good. Although he liked to have a cold face, he often brought snacks for her to eat.

"Looks like we got along very well." Gao Yang looked at Qiao Xinyou's smile and said.

"Yes, very well."

"Don't tell me you are interested in her?" Gao Yang asked. In fact, he knew Qiao Xinyou would not be interested in that kind of young meat. He just teased her.

"Even if I am interested in him, he will not like me. He does not like all the women."

"So what you mean is..." Gao Yang continued to speculate.

"Er... It's not interesting. Yang, don't think too much."

Lu Ziyun's matter was probably a secret. Furthermore, the kid was still underage. If news of this got out, the consequences would be unimaginable. It would be an indecent crime.

Qiao Xinyou did not dare to continue thinking about it.

"Hahaha. Long and leisurely. Do you need me to think too much?" Long live's meaning is already very clear.

"Alright."

The boring words dissipated the bleakness of autumn.

Qiao Xinyou found that her mood was unexpectedly not bad.

She probably forgot all the troublesome matters.

This was pretty good.

He didn't need those things to fill his mind. He just squeezed away all the joy in his mind.

It was just that when she relaxed happily just now, her worries were about to come.

"Long live." Gao Yang paused.

"What is it?"

"Have you thought about it?"

Qiao Xinyou really regretted meeting Gao Yang. It would have been better if she did not walk out of the hospital for a stroll.

But since Gao Yang asked, it was also good. She did not need to drag it on. It was really tiring to leave something behind.

"Yang. I..."

"You want to reject me?"

" Yang... "

It turned out that Yang knew her intentions. She had wanted to reject him a long time ago, but when she saw the loneliness in Gao Yang's eyes, Qiao Xinyou felt as if she had committed a crime.

She felt very guilty and uncomfortable. Gao Yang had been taking care of her all these years.

However, she did not love him.

She could not lie to herself, nor could she lie to Gao Yang.

"Youyou, I have given you so much time to think about it. Have you really made up your mind?"

"I..." I've really thought it through. Before he could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Gao Yang.

Qiao Xinyou felt as if a thorn had been stuck in her heart.

"Youyou, I know you still have Yan Yilang in your heart, but you should know it too. It is impossible for you and Yan Yilang. It has been impossible since the moment you personally sent him to prison five years ago. Youyou, it has been five years. You should come out now. You can't trap your feelings in the cage designed by Yan Yilang for the rest of your life. Trust me, okay? Stay with me, I will treat you well. I won't force you to love me, I just want to give you a shoulder. I just want to accompany you. " Gao Yang looked at Qiao Xinyou sincerely. The deep affection in his eyes could be seen at a glance.

He liked her so much and accompanied her so much. He just wanted to be with her.

It had been five years. This woman could not always think of Yan Yilang.

When Qiao Xinyou heard this, the ice in her heart was about to melt. However, was it really good to be with Gao Yang? She knew that even if she and Yan Yilang appeared to be harmonious on the surface, in the end, once there was a grudge between them, that peace would disappear in an instant.

Even if she and Yan Yilang had ten thousand points of love, they would still be separated because of a single point of hatred.

Reality was so cruel. Love could not continue following a fixed path.

It would have countless forks in the road, and in the end, the two of them who were originally walking together would still be separated.

They would never be able to find each other again.

"Yang, but, I, I don't have that kind of feeling for you."

She couldn't agree to it. She couldn't harm Gao Yang. Gao Yang would always meet someone he liked and liked his woman. She couldn't let go of the future because of her.

That wouldn't be fair to Yang.

She had already let Gao Yang down a lot. She had accepted so many years of help from him. Now, she couldn't give Gao Yang any unfair treatment.

"It's alright, it's alright. I know, it's just a matter of time. I have always known. However, leisurely, there are simply too many imperfections in this world. Not every husband and wife, and every lover is in love. So, when we're together, it's enough for me to love you. You don't need to love me. Is that okay? "

Gao Yang stopped in his tracks.

Before they knew it, they had already walked to a park. Autumn Leaf floated in the air, spun, and landed on the ground, landing on Qiao Xinyou's shoulder.

Qiao Xinyou did not mind. Gao Yang lifted his hand and brushed away the fallen leaves on her shoulder.

Qiao Xinyou also stopped.

The surroundings were really quiet.

It was dyed with the unique tranquility of autumn.

She had been thinking about Gao Yang's words in her mind. That's right. How could there be so many people in love in this world? Those husband and wife... Those lovers would be together for various reasons. After being together for a long time, it would become a kind of familial love.

Gao Yang held her shoulder and said, "Long live, think about it carefully, okay? I won't force you."

"Yang, I don't know what to do. I don't think it's fair to you."

Gao Yang smiled. In his smile was the autumn wind. "What are you talking about? When did you hear that love is fair and unfair? If you can be with me, I will be happy and happy."

Qiao Xinyou did not know what to say. It was as if all the reasons she could think of could be overturned by Gao Yang.

She seemed to have no reason to refuse, but in her heart, she told herself that she could not accept it just like that.

Perhaps there was another hidden reason.

Yan Yilang.

This man that she had never forgotten.

"Yang, let's be friends."

In the end, Qiao Xinyou still refused. She really could not accept becoming a lover with Gao Yang.

"Okay, then I will wait for you."

"Yang, don't wait for me."

Yang, are you always going to increase my guilt like this? Do you really want me to feel so guilty towards you?

God, hurry up and find a woman that Yang likes. My Xinyan has already met her, so why hasn't Yang met her yet?

"Waiting for you is also my problem. You don't have the right to stop me."

Gao Yang did not expect that after so many things, Yan Yilang still had so much weight in Qiao Xinyou's heart.

What else could Qiao Xinyou do to make Qiao Xinyou completely give up on Yan Yilang?

It seemed like she needed to find someone to have a good talk with.