C22 I Just Want to Look at You like This

Wen Mian had been alone for so long that she wasn't used to having a man around. While she claimed the tension was keeping her from resting well, she didn't feel like she was lying. She always felt that as long as this man was around, one day she might actually become the way she described.

That's why Wen Mian wanted to nip this possibility in the bud