C14 Leaving Him Behind

I was up already, headed up to the kitchen, and made us a coffee.

What am I doing here?

I felt like I was digging my own hole. I should've been left alone. I was falling already for Brenton. With Collin, it was a puppy love, that grew into marriage over the years. When it all fell apart, I ended up in a loony bin.

God! I should've stayed away from him