C108 I Can't Say It
But he was different from Yee Fann. Yee Fann used to treat him as a junior brother, then saw him as a young master who sold him. In the end, he became a rotten person who wanted to use him to threaten him and use him to get promoted.
Yee Fann's impression of Yee Fann was getting worse and worse. Moreover, Yee Fann didn't have any feelings for Yee Fann, so there was no point in pestering him.
If the man had shown even the slightest interest in his body, there might have been a glimmer of hope if he had tried to seduce him, but he had tried, and failed, and had fled.
Thinking back to the night he dragged his sick body out of Yee Fann's house, Qin Shu felt defeated. He had always been able to get along with people in a short period of time, no matter how difficult they were to get along with. However, in front of Yee Fann, he failed. In the past, there were so many ways to deal with people, and they all worked. However, he chose the worst one and used it on Yee Fann.
If he could turn back time, he would rather not have met that night, he would rather not have had that brief moment of pleasure.
But time could not be turned back. It was impossible for him to carry out his plan again.
Since he had promised Yee Fann that he would not pester him anymore, he should keep his promise.
"Everyone has their own determination and unwillingness, but they have to give up because the situation is different." Qin Shu picked up the bottle of wine and poured half a cup into his own cup. As if he had made a big decision, he drank all the wine once again.
He could not tell if the wine tasted good or not. All he knew was that what he swallowed was bitterness.
"Qin Shu, do you have someone you like? I remember that you were very frank with me when I was a child. You could tell me what was on your mind, and maybe I could help. You were a person who hated singing and singing out of tune, but you were able to persevere in your training, improve your singing skills, and successfully enter Anton. You are still valued by the company, and you can work so hard at things you didn't like. If you really meet someone you like, don't give up so easily. Otherwise, when you regret it, that person might not be waiting for you." It was true that his brother was troubled by love, but there was nothing Qin Lang could do if he didn't want to say it. Qin Shu was an adult now, and he couldn't be in charge of everything anymore.
Qin Shu kept shaking his head, "Brother, you're thinking too much. What do you mean by like? I have high standards and I don't like anyone. I'm afraid I won't meet anyone I like in this life."
He had promised not to pester Yee Fann anymore, but that didn't mean he could forget him so quickly. It had been seven or eight years since he had last seen Yee Fann after graduating from school. Wait another seven or eight years? See Yee Fann announce his relationship?
Perhaps only then would his heart die.
To Qin Shu, this relationship wasn't just something he wanted but couldn't get. He also didn't know that he liked Yee Fann. It had always been his wishful thinking, so in the end, he could only feel sorry for himself.
Initially, Qin Shu wanted to be happy when he asked his brother and Qiao Lin out, but when he was with someone close to him, he wanted to let down his guard and pour out his troubles. However, he was afraid that it would affect everyone's mood, so he swallowed his words back down in the end.
Since Qin Shu was unwilling to confess, there was nothing Qin Lang could do about it. Looking at his uncomfortable expression, Qin Lang was afraid that he would feel even worse if he continued to interrogate him.
"Don't be too sure of yourself. You will never meet someone you like in your life. How old are you now? Don't make a decision so soon. Remember what I said today. If you meet someone you like, don't give up on a little setback, and when you really can't have her anymore, it's no use regretting it. "
Since the matter could not be clarified, Qin Lang could only give Qin Shu some advice.
The atmosphere of the meal was not very good. Qin Shu had been forcing himself to smile, and Qin Lang and Qiao Lin could only accompany him in silence. Even Yu noticed that something was wrong with his uncle and did not dare to make a fuss. He just ate obediently.
After the meal, almost all of the red wine they ordered went into Qin Shu's stomach and he was completely drunk.
Fortunately, this kid's alcohol tolerance was not bad. After drinking too much, he quietly lay down and slept without making any noise.
Qin Shu was drunk, and so was Qin Lang. In the end, the three adults and one child could only take a taxi home.
They also took Qin Shu home. Since he was still drunk, they were worried about sending him back and left him alone at home.
As soon as they got home, Qin Lang brought Qin Shu back to his room and put him on his bed. If he let this brat sleep on the sofa, his back would definitely ache when he woke up. There was no room at home and Qiao Lin's room could not be moved, so Qin Lang could only let Qin Shu sleep in his room.
As soon as he settled the people, Qiao Lin came in with a glass of water.
Qiao Lin passed the cup to Qin Lang and said, "Feed him some water. It will make him feel better."
Qin Lang took the cup and placed it on the bedside cabinet. Then, he helped the person on the bed up and held the cup to Qin Shu's lips so that he could drink slowly. Only after the person on the bed began to refuse did he put down the cup and let the person lie back down on the bed.
"I'm sorry." Qin Lang apologized, "Today's meal was supposed to be a celebration and should have been a happy meal, but it turned out like this. This is probably the first time Qin Shu has fallen in love with someone. He probably encountered a setback and didn't know how to deal with it, so he used alcohol to complain."
"Why are you apologizing to me?" Qiao Lin was a little stunned by Qin Lang's apology, "Actually, I should be glad that Qin Shu was able to show this side of him in front of me, which means that he doesn't dislike the matter between you and me, right? It's just his matter... "
Qiao Lin could only sigh at this matter. Love was not something that others could interfere in. Not to mention him, even Qin Lang, his own brother, might not be able to interfere.
"I can see he's in pain, but he's no longer a child. He has to deal with his feelings, and learn how to deal with them." At this point, Qin Lang gritted his teeth. He really wanted to see what kind of woman Qin Shu liked and what she did to him to make him sink so deep and suffer so much.
"Dad." Yu, who was playing in the living room, suddenly called out.
Ever since Qiao Lin and Qin Lang had confirmed their relationship, Yu would call Qiao Lin daddy in order to distinguish who was calling him daddy. Therefore, he should be calling Qin Lang daddy instead.
"Hurry up and go check on Yu." Qiao Lin urged Qin Lang to go to the living room to check on Yu. Then, he took the cup from the bedside table and prepared to go to the kitchen.
"Ye... Yee Fann." The drunk man, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly called out the name of the person in his heart in a daze.