C162 Can't Afford to Love
"You haven't heard from the company yet, have you? Why are you going back so early? Didn't you promise Qiao that you would celebrate his return from the production? You left without even saying goodbye?" As soon as Qin Shu stepped into the dormitory, he received a text message from his brother.
He had actually forgotten that Qiao Lin had said that he would celebrate for him and left without saying goodbye in the morning.
He had been living in a daze these past few days.
Qin Shu quickly replied and apologized, "Brother, please help me tell Qiao that I'm sorry. The next time I go back, I'll treat you guys to a meal. I decided to go back to the company suddenly because of something, but I forgot about it."
"Why is Qin Shu leaving in such a hurry?" Qiao Lin leaned his chin on Qin Lang's shoulder on the bed and watched him reply to Qin Shu's text message.
"I don't know either." Qin Lang was also puzzled. He did not believe that something had happened to Qin Shu. "Yesterday he told me that the company has not informed him to return. He wants to stay at home for a few more days."
Qiao Lin suddenly pushed Qin Lang and almost pushed him out of bed, "When you came back last night, you warned me not to be too intimate in front of Qin Shu, but in the end..."
Qiao Lin blushed, "I think Qin Shu was provoked and was afraid of embarrassment, so he left without saying goodbye."
Qin Lang scratched his head. There was still a possibility, "You can't blame me for this. You seemed to be even more anxious than me last night, so of course I couldn't hold it in."
"Huh? "You're still trying to shirk responsibility from me?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Qiao Lin kicked him and Qin Lang immediately fell off the bed, "I'm warning you, you are not allowed to enter my room when Qin Shu and Yu are at home in the future."
It was not easy for Qin Lang to maintain his balance and prevent himself from falling to the ground. However, Qiao Lin's words made him want to cry but had no tears. He recklessly went over and hugged him, "Yu is home every day. Are you trying to suffocate me or do you want to change the time to daytime? It's actually quite interesting."
In the end, Qiao Lin elbowed her in the chest again, causing her to fall onto the bed in pain.
A few minutes later, Qin Shu received another text message from Qin Lang, "Since you have something to do, you can go ahead and do it first. But I hope you understand one thing. Whether it is when you were young, now, or in the future, I will always stand on your side and support you. No matter what choice you make, I will understand you. People are not made of iron. We are family and brothers, so I also hope that if you have anything to do, you can share it with me like you did when you were young and let me share it with you."
The text message from his brother made Qin Shu's heart warm. Sure enough, the only one who felt sorry for him was his family.
There were some things that he had kept in his heart for too long and the burden was too heavy. He really could not bear it anymore.
"Brother, I'm fine. I just fell in love with someone who can't possibly fall in love with me, and it's over before it even started. I'm already trying to let it go."
In fact, when Qin Shu was at home these days, he really wanted to hug his brother and cry like he did when he was young and unhappy. Then he would sniff and nothing would happen.
However, some things could not be solved by crying.
"Qin Shu is indeed out of love." Seeing Qin Shu's reply, Qin Lang's heart felt heavy.
His brother had someone he liked. As expected, he had grown up. However, he had to experience the process of love.
He could talk to her, but he couldn't help her with things like love.
He wondered now what sort of woman his brother was fond of. Wasn't it easy for girls to be attracted to his brother, who was good-looking, tall, cheerful, and easy to get along with?
Why did this woman have such bad taste?
The current Qin Shu was clearly pretending to be strong, but as the elder brother, he could not help at all.
"If you're not happy, then go home. Brother and Yu will always be by your side."
"Okay, brother." After a short reply to his brother's text message, Qin Shu put down his backpack and fell onto the bed.
Since Faang Su had yet to return, the dormitory was terrifyingly quiet.
Just as he laid down on his bed, his phone suddenly rang. He thought that it was Qin Lang calling him, but when he looked at the caller ID, he found that it was an unfamiliar number.
After hesitating for a moment, he picked up the phone and said, "Hello."
After a moment of silence, he could only hear a deep breath.
"May I ask who you are?" Qin Shu asked patiently.
"I..." The person on the phone wanted to say something but hesitated.
However, he could tell who the other party was just from one word. It was Yee Fann.
His first thought was to hang up the phone. However, before he could press the hang up button, the other party seemed to have guessed his thoughts and immediately stopped him.
"Qin Shu, don't hang up, okay?" It took Yee Fann a lot of courage to make this phone call. He knew that Qin Shu had been hurt too much by him. "The other day at the entrance of the company, you and I were too excited. You were busy running away from me. I was the one who hurt you, and I said the wrong thing that day without thinking, but I was in such a hurry that as soon as I knew how I felt about you, I couldn't wait to tell you, and I didn't deny it, I didn't want to see you with someone else, I wanted you to be all I had, just mine, and no one else was allowed to touch you because I was jealous. You were drunk that night, and I took you home, and we slept in the same bed, and I was willing to hold you, and it wasn't you who clung to me like a drunk. If at first I was jealous of your possessiveness, and I wasn't sure of my feelings for you, then when I looked at you in my arms and heard you say my name when you were drunk, my heart didn't ache for you. Can you give me a chance? Let me make up for my mistakes? Give me a chance to cherish you."
Every word of Yee Fann's words was like a needle piercing his flesh and heart. Perhaps this person existed to make him feel bad. It was a confession, but it also made his heart ache. "Why are you so annoying? I'm in a good mood. Why are you ruining my mood again? You were right before, because I never said I liked you, and you don't like me, so it's only right that you should do anything. I was the one who didn't know what was good for me."