C231 A Dream of Truth and Falsehood

"How would I know what decision you made? Didn't you dislike me meddling in other people's business? Hurry up and let go." Chen Zhe struggled a few times, but the person hugging him did not move.

"I don't want to let go." Faang Su hugged him even tighter, "I'm not complaining that you're nosy, but your casual concern makes me unable to let go. I like you."

Faang Su's sudden confession stunned Chen Zhe for a moment before regaining his senses. He raised his hand and touched Faang Su's forehead, "Is your brain fried? I'm a man, and to be kissed by a drunk and fall in love with him is too weak of heart, too easy to fall in love with. '"

"You've lived with me for a while, and you'll know whether it's easy for me to fall in love with someone else. I know that, and I've lived for more than twenty years, and you're the first person I've ever fallen in love with. It's not a big deal whether you like a man or a woman, is it? My cousin, Qin Shu, Yee Fann, and what I know about them." Faang Su had already tried to give up, but with just a little concern from Chen Zhe, his heart was immediately shaken. What kind of determination was this? No matter what choice Chen Zhe made, he only wanted to face his feelings and make sure that he did not regret it.

"But you don't have the courage. If you're going to be together, even if sex isn't a problem, feelings are. I don't care if you're out of your mind, or if you really like me as much as you say you do, but I can only say thank you and I'm sorry, because I don't feel that way about you. I just think of you as a friend." Chen Zhe did not have a fever, for his mind was still clear. Although he would worry about Faang Su and feel uneasy about him, that did not mean that he liked him.

Faang Su slowly let go of him. Chen Zhe's answer made his heart ache. When he had made up his mind to give up earlier, he had already thought of this outcome. But even though he had imagined it, when he heard Chen Zhe's answer with his own ears, he still felt uncomfortable.

"Is it really impossible?" Even after hearing the answer with his own ears, Faang Su still refused to give up.

"That's impossible. I don't object to homosexuality. In fact, I admire those who don't care about other people's strange gazes and fight for their own love. However, I'm not that kind of person. I'm sorry." Chen Zhe's answer was very definite, as if there was no possibility of him changing his mind.

"I understand. I won't force you." Faang Su turned around and walked to the bed, lying back down on it. "Thank you for bringing me porridge so late at night, but I really don't need it, so please take it."

"Alright," Chen Zhe walked to the door with the porridge in his hand, "Have a good rest. I'll be leaving now."

With that, he opened the door and walked out.

Hearing the door close, the man on the bed closed his eyes. He suddenly felt the world spinning around him. He felt as if all the strength in his body had been drained. He couldn't even lift his eyelids.

Chen Zhe was in a daze the entire way home. When he returned home, the room was pitch black, and his parents had already gone to sleep.

He quietly switched on the dining room light, set his bowl of porridge on the table, removed the disposable spoon from the bag, and spooned a spoonful of it into his mouth.

Especially in his chest, the porridge seemed to be stuck there. It was stuck and painful.

He did not like Faang Su and should have felt relieved after rejecting him. But why was it that Faang Su's injured appearance when he rejected him just now kept appearing in front of his eyes, causing him to be in a daze. Whenever he thought of Faang Su's injured appearance, he would feel a dull pain in his chest.

He put down his spoon and rushed into the bathroom. He turned on the faucet on the washbasin, turned cold water on it, and splashed a handful on his face.

Then, he looked at his wet but still red face in the mirror. He patted his face hard.

"Wake up, calm down." He kept trying to convince himself, "Faang Su, he's a man. You can't have an illusion just because you haven't been in love or been confessed to."

To wake himself up, Chen Zhe continued to splash water on his face until his clothes were wet and he was shivering. Then he went back to his bedroom, changed into his pajamas, and got into bed.

It was a sleepless night. Only at dawn did he feel sleepy and fall asleep in a daze.

However, the moment he closed his eyes, Faang Su's face appeared in his dreams.

He dreamed of Faang Su forcefully kissing him, of the week he was enslaved by Faang Su, and even of the moment when he lost his composure and kissed Faang Su after getting drunk. However, he did not know if the dream was the same as reality.

As Faang Su collapsed on the bed, he pressed down on Faang Su's body and dug his hands into Faang Su's clothes. His hands slowly moved down until they finally reached into Faang Su's pants. As if resisting his actions, Faang Su grabbed his hand and struggled a few times, but he couldn't break free. Instead, he opened his mouth and bit Faang Su's lips, kissing him.

The people who had been refusing began to take the initiative.

"I like you. Ever since you kissed me when you were drunk that day, I have been obsessed." Faang Su's confession echoed in his ears once again. His eyes and tone were filled with sincerity.

Chen Zhe felt his body tremble and immediately woke up from his dream. Outside the window, the sky was already bright. His heart was beating wildly, and even his breathing became chaotic.

After realizing what had happened, Chen Zhe could not help but curse, "F * ck."

After living for twenty years, he had rarely been in such a situation when he had just entered puberty. Today, he was actually with a man in his dream...

After recovering from his shock, Chen Zhe tossed and turned on the bed, wondering if the situation in the dream had happened before, or if it was just a dream.

But why did the dream feel so real and clear when he touched Faang Su?

Did he feel anything in his dream?

In order to verify the authenticity of this dream, he took out his phone from under his pillow and dialed Faang Su's number.

Faang Su was already ill, and with the shock of losing his love, he was in a daze. The phone rang a few times before he woke up. When he saw that it was Chen Zhe calling, he hesitated to answer it.

In the end, he picked up the phone. After all, it was Chen Zhe.

As soon as the call connected, Chen Zhe's angry roar came from inside, almost piercing his eardrums.

"Faang Su, tell me honestly, what did I do to you that night when I was drunk? Did I touch your bird?"