C288 Truth 2 Concealed 2

Zhao Ruijia looked at the two of them with a complicated expression. For a moment, she did not know what to say. After hesitating for a while, she slowly said, "Mom and Dad, thank you for taking care of me all these years. Although I did not obtain a clear heart and love through my efforts, at least you love me. I should have known, but I didn't want to, and now we're all unhappy. In fact, before I married him, he tried to talk me out of it, he wanted to put an end to it by my refusing, he said he didn't like me, that he wouldn't have agreed to marry me if his family hadn't forced him, and even if he did, he wouldn't have fallen in love with me. But I loved him. We've known each other for so long, I thought there ought to be feelings, and he would fall in love with me if I tried, but it turns out that love can't be forced, and liking or not liking isn't something that can be achieved by trying."

Zhao Ruijia put down her suitcase and sat on the stairs. Suddenly, she started crying. She felt that she had thought too simply of things. It had always been her own wishful thinking. She had always thought that if she worked hard, there would be hope, but in the past few years, she had not seen any hope at all.

"Ruijia, you can't give up. Who said you had no hope? Don't you have two children now? Aren't they hope? Feelings can always be developed." Yan Ming's mother was a little panicked.

Zhao Ruijia shook her head. "Mom, I have known Yan Ming for more than a day or two. Because our two families have known each other for a long time, I have known him for as long as I can remember. When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, I found out that I liked him, but he has never liked me. Excluding the years we have been married, I have known him for more than twenty years. It has been such a long time, but I have not developed any love for him. I'm afraid that twenty years will be useless. The year I graduated from college I was happy to wait for him to fulfill the engagement, but he told me that it was between the Zhao and the Yan family, and that he had never promised it, and that it was then that he told me he had someone he liked. Just before we got married, he told me he didn't have to come back to this house, or things wouldn't have gone so wrong, but he and the people he loved were already getting ready for the wedding, and Mom and Dad wouldn't let them, but you were his parents, and he'd come home just to invite you to the wedding and make a last-ditch effort to get your permission, but you restricted his freedom when he came home. I don't know what you threatened him with, but I could see that he was in so much pain and difficulty that he had to leave his beloved and agree to marry me."

"As for the two children." Zhao Ruijia could not help but smile bitterly, "Mom, you should know very well how these two children came about, right? Actually, in front of Dad, I have nothing to be embarrassed about. After all, I don't have any face to speak of now. Just a year or two after Yan Ming and I were married, he was still thinking about the people he liked in his heart, and because of work, he often got drunk. It was all thanks to you, Mom, that he was sent to my room several times when he was unconscious. I had a chance to succeed, but every time I got his cold words in return, and I kept arguing that he was drunk and muddle-headed. When I told him the news when I was pregnant with my first child, I thought that he would treat me better for this. But what happened in the past? After I became pregnant, he still treated me the same way. After that, he stopped drinking and didn't give me another chance. You gave him something to do with it. You thought I could have a baby for him and tie him up with it. In fact, I gave up after that. It had been three years since then, and when he was drunk or delirious, all he said was Qin Shi's name, and I wasn't even a substitute. If it was a substitute he would have at least been willing to do it to me, but the fact is that I did it every time, and it struck me as pathetic and repulsive, but it was too late."

After listening to Zhao Ruijia's words, the anger in Yan Jiaxing's heart also burned. He was no longer as gentle to his wife as before. He grabbed her shoulders tightly with both hands and roared, "What have you done to Yan Ming? Drugged? Threaten him? That is your own son. Why do you say you are doing this for his own good? Are you really doing this for his own good? I am afraid it is for your own selfish desires. Threaten him? Back then, he was willing to give up his family for Qin Shi. What else could threaten him? It's Qin Shi, right? Are you threatening him with Qin Shi? You forced him to stay away from Qin Shi."

Now that the truth, which had been hidden for so long, had been exposed, his wife no longer quibbled or tried to hide it. However, she did not feel that she had done anything wrong. "I threatened him with Qin Shi, but he was confused by that woman and his mind was not clear. I only asked a few bodyguards to secretly follow Qin Shi and told him that if he did not listen to the arrangements of his family, he would never see that woman and the unborn child in her womb. Why did I do it? I was hoping that he would agree to the marriage with the Zhao family, solve the difficulties of the Yan family at that time, and stop your father from looking down on us in the Yan family. I married you against the will of your parents, and I thought that you would treat me better and cherish me more, but in the end, you went out and flirted with women in a few years, and you broke my heart, and I had a child at home and was called useless by your parents, who said that it was my presence that caused your divorce from your ex-wife, and that I was a sinner, and what did that have to do with me? They never thought there was anything wrong with you as a son. It was all my fault. That was when I realized that men are unreliable. I have to rely on myself for everything. "

" You... " Yan Jiaxing suddenly did not know how to refute his wife. She was right, it was his fault. Because he was unfaithful, his ex-wife divorced him, causing his eldest son to be unable to see his mother often. After that incident, he did not repent.

"But he's your son, and didn't you think about how he felt when you did it? Aren't you afraid he'd be sad?"

"How could I think so much about the situation at that time? But what's the use of saying all this now? Is there any possibility between him and Qin Shi? It has been so many years. Are we going to let our daughter-in-law and granddaughter get hurt again for that woman?" Mother Yan Ming took two steps up the stairs and grabbed Zhao Ruijia's hand. "Ruijia, this matter is my fault. It has nothing to do with you. I will go and tell Yan Ming and apologize to him. You can't leave and you can't divorce him. Have you ever thought about what your child should do? "