C67 Decide Early
"I... you, you..." Compared to Qin Lang's kiss, what he said shocked Qiao Lin even more. Initially, he thought that Qin Lang would only be grateful for his help, but he did not expect...
"Haven't I made myself clear enough?" Qin Lang had been keeping his voice very low, but since the two of them were too close to each other, even if Qiao Lin did not want to hear it, he could still hear it clearly. His deep voice lingered in Qiao Lin's ears like a devilish voice, scratching his ears and the tip of his heart.
"I've waited five years for you, and you think it's just gratitude? Can ordinary friends wait? I like you, don't you see, just the same as men and women love each other, I don't care if you're a man or not, I care more about you than your sex." After hiding his feelings for so many years, Qin Lang finally said it out loud. This time, he did not have any scruples at all. Even if Qiao Lin chose to leave him this time, just like five years ago, it would be better for him to leave this time. However, could he really bear to let him go?
"But I'm a man." Qiao Lin could not understand why he had such feelings for Qin Lang even though they were both men. After all, Qin Lang treated him well, and he did not seem to dislike Qin Lang that much. What he could not accept was that they were both men. This did not make sense at all.
"Didn't I say that I don't care? I knew all about my feelings for you from the beginning, and I was grateful to you when you offered me your hand, but I gradually discovered that they had changed. Even in the same house, my eyes and my heart were always after you. If it weren't for the fact that I can't forget you, I might have chosen to ignore you for five years, but I can't. "
After saying everything, Qin Lang seemed to heave a sigh of relief. However, due to Qiao Lin's current reaction, he felt a little tired in his heart, "Why don't you understand? If I was just grateful to you for making it up to you and helping you enter the Golden Year, I would have gone my own way long ago. Why would I let you stay in my house? Not one of my agents or assistants has been there except my family and you. I am not a good person. I won't do anything to anybody. Everything I do to you is because I like you. "
" Thank you. " Qiao Lin did not know what to do when he heard Qin Lang's sudden confession. He could not help but thank him, but he did not intend to take back his words of thanks. After all, he should thank Qin Lang for what he had done for him during this period of time, "But I..."
Qin Lang seemed to be afraid that Qiao Lin would reject him. Without waiting for him to finish his sentence, he lowered his head and kissed him on the lips again. However, this time, it was just a simple touch before he let go of him, "Don't be in such a hurry to reject me. Are you so sure that you have no feelings for me?"
"I... Sigh ~" Qiao Lin sighed lightly and pushed her away, "The filming is about to start. I need to change my clothes. You can go out first."
Facing Qin Lang's true feelings, Qiao Lin did not know how to answer. He had once seen his parents love each other. After that, they betrayed each other and became enemies. The love between his parents in the past was just a false impression that his young child had seen. It was a lie. They abandoned love and kinship, causing Qiao Lin to feel insecure since he was young. He did not trust anyone and did not believe in so-called feelings. After he left that house, Qin Lang was the first person to walk into his house and the first person he took the initiative to approach. This person had waited for him for five years. It would be impossible to say that he was not moved, but he could not accept it. His feelings were only momentary. When the two of them were together, even if he could disregard the other party's identity and gender as Qin Lang said, he could not be responsible for each other's feelings, especially when his feelings for Qin Lang were not clear.
He was afraid that he would accept Qin Lang because of his impulsiveness and reluctance. In the end, he would betray him like his parents.
He did not want to hurt Qin Lang.
He wanted to refuse, but when he saw Qin Lang's face, the hope on his face, and the pleading tone in his words, he could not bring himself to do so.
He hated himself for being so indecisive.
Qin Lang could not tell whether he should be happy or sad. Qiao Lin hesitated to prove that the other party did have feelings for him, and that he still had a chance.
However, Qiao Lin did not accept him either.
"Let's work first. We'll talk about it when we get back to the hotel tonight." Qiao Lin needed time to think about it. Whether he rejected or accepted it, he had to end it as soon as possible. It was not good for anyone to hang around like this.
"Alright, I'll wait." Qin Lang forced a smile on his face. After five years of waiting patiently for someone who treated him like a stranger, there was nothing unacceptable about being rejected again.
Qin Lang turned around to open the door to the fitting room. Just as his hand touched the doorknob, he turned around again and hugged Qiao Lin, who was still in a daze.
Not knowing the result was the most terrifying thing. He was afraid that such a hug would never happen again.
Only after Qin Lang left his side again, opened the door to the fitting room and walked out did Qiao Lin relax and tried his best to calm himself down to change his clothes. Only when he calmed down could he see his true feelings and make the right decision.
At this moment, his phone in his pants pocket rang. He took it out and saw that it was a text message from an unknown number. At the same time, he saw several WeChat messages. They should be from Qin Lang this morning.
He first looked at the text message.
"Brother, I'm engaged to Sun Qi next Tuesday. Can you attend the engagement banquet?"
Qiao Lin had changed his phone number several times, but it was always found by people he did not want to see. He often went to various production teams, and there were many groups in the cinema city that had his contact information, so it was not surprising that he was found.
"I've been filming recently and I'm not free." After a simple reply, Qiao Lin opened WeChat.
Qin Lang: "It's almost nine o'clock. I'm already on set. I've helped you get your script to the set. Come over directly."
Qin Lang: "I heard that there's a new stylist in the crew today. His name is Meng Lang. I heard that he's as wild as his name and might be in charge of styling you. Don't talk to him too much."
Qin Lang asked, "Do you want me to wait for you to go to the crew?"
Qin Lang asked, "What did you eat outside? I ate a bowl of noodles for breakfast at the hotel. The taste was not as good as what you made."
... "
Qin Lang asked, "Where are you? How about I go and have a meal with you?"
Qin Lang replied, "Where are you? Yu is still waiting for you to have breakfast with him."
From the latest WeChat message to the first one in the morning, Qin Lang had sent him a total of more than a dozen messages. After reading through all of them, Qiao Lin felt a warmth in his heart and his ears burned even hotter than before.
After reading these messages, Qiao Lin was in a good mood all of a sudden. He could not help but smile and the heaviness in his heart disappeared.
He really did not reject Qin Lang's concern for a man.
Just as Qiao Lin was about to put away his phone and change his clothes, another text message came.
"Brother, why are you still filming? You know that Dad hates it the most."
His good mood was ruined by the text message again, "What does what I do have to do with him? I've never been from that family. I wish you a happy engagement. Please don't disturb my life again. "
In order to prevent his mood from being affected again, Qiao Lin turned off his phone and started to change his clothes after sending the text message.