C79 I've Made up My Mind

"What are you doing here?" Zeng Yiwen understood that Huo Shaoqian did not like men, so it was impossible for him to like him. He did not say that he wanted to cut off all contact with him.

But now he did not understand why this brat had suddenly become like a ghost.

Ignoring Zeng Yiwen's obstruction, Huo Shaoqian squeezed into the office. As soon as he entered, his brows immediately furrowed. He looked at the ashtray on the coffee table that was already filled with cigarette butts. "Master, didn't you tell me that you were going to start giving up smoking? Why are you still smoking so much?"

Zeng Yiwen closed the door and stood behind it, silently looking at him without replying.

Huo Shaoqian carefully placed the cloth bag on the sofa, then threw the trash on the coffee table into the trash can. He threw away the cigarette butt in the ashtray, then took the glasses that hadn't been washed in days to the bathroom.

When he came back the glass was clean, and he had a rag in his hand. He carefully wiped the coffee table before taking the cloth bag from the sofa.

The thermos was filled with food that Huo Shaoqian had cooked for lunch. "Master, you left in such a hurry at noon, and you said that you had something to do at the company. I'm sure you didn't have lunch today. Come and eat. After you left, I specially went to the nearby supermarket to buy some vegetables and made what you like to eat."

Huo Shaoqian wanted to use delicious food to please Zeng Yiwen, so that he would not be angry because of the hype he created.

"Huo Shaoqian." Zeng Yiwen came to the tea table and called his name.

"What's wrong, Master?" Huo Shaoqian set the dishes and handed the chopsticks to Zeng Yiwen. When his master called him by his full name, his master would definitely not be in a good mood. He carefully said: "Master, how about we eat first?"

Zeng Yiwen took the chopsticks that he handed over and threw them on the ground. Then, he bent down and grabbed Huo Shaoqian's collar. With some difficulty, he threw the man who was taller than him onto the sofa at the side.

Huo Shaoqian felt an unprecedented rage from Zeng Yiwen's body. He was somewhat surprised and baffled, "Master, what's wrong with you today? I've already said that if you think that Chen Siyi and I are in the wrong, I can clarify. Can you not..."

Before Huo Shaoqian could finish his words, Zeng Yiwen had already pressed down on him. He straddled Huo Shaoqian's waist and did not let go of his collar, "Huo Shaoqian, no matter how you and Chen Siyi hype it up, it has nothing to do with me. I didn't leave your house at noon because of some company matter. I deliberately avoided you, so why can't you let me be alone? You hang around in front of me like this, taking care of me like this, how can I let it go? Is it really the only way I can go without you? "

Huo Shaoqian looked at Zeng Yiwen's face, but all he saw was pain. The other party's words made him even more puzzled, "Master, why did you put me down and leave me?"

If he had really angered Zeng Yiwen because of the hype, no matter how angry he was, he shouldn't have gone so far.

"Heh, you want to know?" Looking at his blank and ignorant expression, Zeng Yiwen laughed bitterly.

Huo Shaoqian nodded.

Zeng Yiwen did not say anything, he lowered his head and kissed the lips that he had wanted to kiss for a long time. Before Huo Shaoqian could react, the gentle touch immediately turned into a desperate bite.

This was probably the only time, and also the last time. Once it was made clear, he would lose this disciple forever.

Only when he felt the smell of blood in his mouth did Zeng Yiwen slowly let go of him. The blank look on the face of the person below him had already turned into surprise.

A straight man who liked beautiful and gentle women would definitely be surprised and even feel disgusted when he was suddenly kissed by a man.

"Now do you know that I, who used to teach you acting lessons, and whom you have been calling your master for years, have fallen in love with you, have fallen in love with you for years? That's why I wanted to let go of you, even to leave you, because I knew I was in love with someone who would never fall in love with me, and I wanted to free myself. I had already had a shock when you announced your relationship with Chen Siyi."

Zeng Yiwen let go of Huo Shaoqian's collar and left his body. His eyes were lifeless and his face was expressionless, "So, I beg you not to appear in front of me again, let alone treat me well. Your kindness to me is the greatest torture to me. If I can't see you, I might be able to let go of this feeling in half a month, a month, or half a year."

If he couldn't let it go, if he didn't care, if he didn't care, then he wouldn't know that this man had nothing to do with him.

Zeng Yiwen's actions and words shocked Huo Shaoqian for a long time before he regained his senses. He had not completely digested those words yet. He only knew that he had never seen Zeng Yiwen in such an emotional and depressed mood before.

And he seemed to be the culprit.

"Master." Huo Shaoqian sat up from the sofa and wanted to pull Zeng Yiwen's arm.

However, he dodged it, "Don't call me master in the future. Hurry up and leave. I don't want to see you right now."

He finally said what was in his heart. He made up his mind. He didn't want to be swayed anymore.

"Zeng Yiwen." Huo Shaoqian was rather obedient. He did not let him call him master, and immediately changed his name, "We are both men? We're the same gender and organs. Are you sure your feelings for me are love?"

"Are you an idiot?" With regards to Huo Shaoqian's question, Zeng Yiwen felt a little powerless. He had once again denied the possibility of the two of them being together," You've never heard of homosexuals in your life? It just so happens that I'm that kind of person. "

"I didn't mean that, I..."

Before Huo Shaoqian could finish his words, he was pulled up from the sofa by Zeng Yiwen. He dragged him to the door, opened it and pushed him out, " I still say the same thing. If you can't accept it, then stay away from me. It's best if you don't appear again. "

With that, he slammed the door.

"Master, open the door!" Huo Shaoqian shouted as he knocked on the door.

Zeng Yiwen wanted to pretend that he did not hear him, but the other party's voice was not soft. He grabbed a pillow from the sofa, covered his head and lay back down.

He had already made it very clear that for a straight man like Huo Shaoqian, shouldn't he be surprised and disgusted by the way he looked at him? It would be normal for him to run away in fear.

Why couldn't he just leave him alone?

No one opened the door, so Huo Shaoqian just stood there. It wasn't until the trainees came into the rehearsal room next door and gave him strange looks that he finally left.

Huo Shaoqian entered the Golden Year as an intern at the age of eighteen, then went to another small company, and then signed with Feather Star. He had been busy with work, and early in the career, it was forbidden to fall in love, so he had no experience in love. The only time he "fell in love" was with Chen Siyi, and the process was like acting in front of the media. It was not love.

When Zeng Yiwen had confessed to him just now and revealed a dejected and helpless look, he did not feel as conflicted, disgusted or disgusted as Zeng Yiwen had said, nor did he feel reluctant to part with the relationship of master and disciple and wanted to keep him. At that moment, he actually had the urge to rush up and hug him.

Did he have feelings for Zeng Yiwen as well? But how could he like a man?