C93 Meus Aeternus

IRA

I couldn't feel my arms.

I had progressed to the stage where my body felt numb to the pain and horrors I'd experienced in the past few days.

I couldn't wrap my head around why they wouldn't just kill me. Why they would rather put me through the never-ending nightmare of taking me to the brink of death, and stopping right before I was able to grasp freedom