C804 Europa and Muyandi 3
"I know you've already explained this to me, but it's been so long, there's no need to bring it up again. If you miss some feelings, you miss them."
Because he loved it for too long, it was too deep. After being severely injured, he no longer had the courage to accept it a second time. I'm at this stage right now.
He would rather be with Hankai, whom he didn't like