C225 Thunderbolt 2 on a clear day

No, I don't want to sit down. Once I sit down, I will lose my balance, I will fall down, I will be lost, I won't be mine, I ? I did not sit down at the table, but squatted down and leaned against the thin leg of the table. There was something real on my back.

Tightening my hands and covering my chest, I was like a fish that had been fished out of water