C5 "Secrets

Jane do like to keep her secrets to herself but then Lawrence really appeared very special to her, because he had few friends and didn’t socialize much. This made her to trust him and seriously the feelings she had for him was equally so much that she was even ashamed of herself sometimes. Yet, she couldn’t help it and at precisely 8:55pm that fateful evening she saw herself in his room where they stared at each other as if they were searching for something in there eyes.

After taking her night bath that evening, she took her biscuit and a cup of tea to his room because she promised to come and stay with him for a while in order to tell him her story.

“So dear, I’m all ears” he said to her with a smile, while she drank her tea and smiled back as she prepared to share her story with him.

And there she sat in his room about to reveal her intimate secrets to a male who really was nothing but a stranger to her, if not that she had feelings for him, and with a smile on her face she opened her mouth to do what she never knew she would ever do in her life. Hmm, love really works wonders.

She told him the first few chapters of her love life with Jackson, which was focused mainly on how they started and how he took away her virginity, which equally turned him into an addict, and truthfully she really knew not what pushed her into revealing some part of her intimate life to him, even though she kept the main part to herself, while he listened attentively with his eyes focused on her.

“So how did it all end?” he seriously asked, while she breathed deeply because she stopped her story at the scene where Jackson slapped her. A smile equally displayed on her face as she noticed the excitement with which he asked the last question.

“I will say our affair officially ended on his graduation day” she replied, as the memory of that particular day rushed into her head, while Lawrence nodded his head for her to continue.

"Jackson graduation day really was a day i will never forget in a hurry and that night was equally spectacular, as i made love all through in celebration of good things to come, without knowing that i was celebrating the end of our relationship. That particular day equally was a very great and special day for Jackson, and his happiness knew no bounds.

After settling the hostel neighbors by giving them a carton of malt and beer to share, he dragged me out from the hostel happily". “Dearie it’s you and i today, lets go catch some fun” he whispered into my ears, while i giggled happily. (foolish me)" she said narrating the story.

He took me to a small fast food joint at the other end of the town, where he spoiled me with chicken pepper soup and ice cream, together with sweet romantic words which followed it.

It really was one of the best romantic moments i ever had with him and i equally was the happiest girl on earth that fateful day. When we got back to his room around 8pm in the evening, he held me tenderly.

“Baby thanks a lot for being by my side all through my struggle as a student” he whispered, while my eyes melted. Oh I was so much in love with him as i prepared myself to give him my body once again" she said and stopped.

“Dear please continue” Lawrence say to her, while she stared back at him with a smile on her face.

“Sometimes a little girl needs to keep some stories to herself” she said and winked at him, while he shifted unhappily where he sat. “It isn’t fair” he protested, which made Jane to smile further.

“I’m very sorry but i can’t continue” she apologized, as she reached for his hand which she held softly.

She couldn’t really bring herself to share the rest of her story with him, because she feels a girl really needs to keep some secrets to herself. “I think it’s time to get going” she said to Lawrence who just looked at her unhappily. “You are not keeping your promise, it’s not what we agreed” he continued to protest while she stood up. “Don’t worry in due time you will know everything” she said to him, while he shrugged.

“I don’t have a choice, so let me just wait hopefully” he said to her, while she laughed, carried her tea cup and left for her room.

She rinsed her tea cup when she got to her room before lying down to sleep, but still sleep eluded her once again, as the memory of her last moments with Jackson flashed back into her head.

His goodbye really was the most sincere words he ever spoke to her and equally the saddest words she ever heard, but then she misinterpreted his goodbye thinking that it was just a normal parting words of a traveling boyfriend, without knowing that it was a final goodbye from a guy abandoning his girlfriend and walking out from a relationship which she jealously guided with her whole heart.

After Jackson final exams, he had only stayed for two weeks before packing up some of his properties, even though his rent was not yet due. Jane heart really skipped countless times as she helped him pack his things, which she did out of loyalty and not because she wanted him to leave.

“Why are you leaving so soon, how about your clearance?” she had asked, while he just smiled as he held her. “Don’t worry dear, they have all been taken care of and I’m just leaving because i don’t want to waste any time in preparing the road for our future” he replied sweetly, while she stared at him with a fast beating heart which was filled with love. “I’m very scared” she said to him, while he smiled before kissing her passionately.

“You have nothing to fear princess, i can never forget your beauty nor the love we share together, just trust me, in fact i should really be the one to be scared, because you are too beautiful to be left alone” she heard him say, while she blushed, because his sweet words were really too much for her inexperienced little brain-washed head, and his lips rested on her again.

He had control over her again at that point, that she was just a toy in his hands and even when they quarreled she forgave him easily even when she swore not to.

As they made love once again, she really didn’t know that it was a goodbye gift from him, all she did was just to enjoy every bit of it without knowing that she was being dumped.