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Bai Xiaosjing's life was filled with all kinds of tragedies.

She was born in the early eighties, a premature baby. His mother was from the countryside and had been working at home all year round. His father was a soldier and had been away from home all year round. Because his grandmother valued her son more than her daughter, she had followed his grandmother until she was three years old. After the age of three, his father retired and he was taken home to live with his parents.

Because of her lack of breastfeeding and her grandmother's extremely frugal lifestyle, she was weak and sickly. At the age of three, he had fallen ill. So in all sorts of situations, Grandma Bai intentionally or unintentionally arranged her granddaughter to be a failure, implying that her daughter-in-law would not live up to her expectations, so that her father could choose a new husband.

How could her mother be so agitated? In order to defend her marriage and prove her worth, she was determined to make Bai Xiaosheng a big shot who could give her face.

But unfortunately, after entering the city, the harsh reality was undoubtedly a resounding slap on the face.

Because of the prevalence of early schooling in the city, most of the other children in the nursery school had learned to recite Tang poetry, which was good at arithmetic and had its own specialties. As for Bai Xiaosjing, because her grandmother had raised her so openly, she didn't even know how to read a single character, let alone any other specialties.

Looking at the well-behaved and clever children of the colleagues around her, the heart of the mother gradually twisted and deformed in jealousy.

She had become a 'wolf mother' by raising her staff and turning herself into a phoenix, but this woman who didn't know a single word either didn't understand education or success. Her only goal was to go to university, and her only belief was to make her daughter obedient.

Her favorite child was a puppet.

It is a great mistake to quarrel with others at home, from your parents to your teachers. With your classmates, if someone offends you, you will send them away. This was an image project that her mother had set up for her. As for the mother, because of her strong nature, she was too busy working, so the only standard to judge her daughter was the score. The only channel of communication between mother and daughter was the stick.

As a result, Bai Xiaosheng was locked up in various extracurricular questions all year round.

Not only was she unable to attend all the school events, but even when she returned home from her evening self-study, she would first have to study science for two hours, then literature for two hours. Never went to bed before 12 o'clock. Even when he was sick, he had to take his problems to the hospital.

The white mother jokingly called it, collocation of literature and science, study not tired.

As a result, Bai Xiaosjing could only barely rest for a few days each year during the new year. However, she would have to make up for it later. Her exam results had naturally improved by leaps and bounds, but her body was so weak that even the wind could blow her over.

She grew up muddleheaded like this until, in the early years of the new year, her mother was expelled from work and left home.

The mother, who had nothing to do at home, had entrusted all the value of her life to her daughter. Not only did she lay down rules and regulations to restrain her actions. She herself had been standing outside her daughter's classroom ever since she lost her job, supervising her behavior, from junior high to college graduation.

The white mother has not completed the three ideal list of life, one is to study university, two is to enter the office, three is to marry a good man. No matter what, she had to summon back her dreams from her daughter.

It was a pity that Bai Xiaoshen had suffered from severe autism since she was young, so she naturally wouldn't be able to adapt to society. So as soon as I graduated from Nature University, I lost my job. "She was so worried that most of her hair had turned white, and she kept muttering to herself every day and night." With you, in October, after working hard for twenty years, you still want to haunt me for the rest of my life? Why haven't you grown up yet, you're already twenty-four? "

He then happily said, "Everyone says that it's better to marry than to be a good girl. My daughter is so simple, if she were to find an outstanding son-in-law, she would bring honor to her entire family." So she decided to find a good husband for her. It was a pity that she didn't have the eyes to pick on him.

The man who had been chosen by his mother was an army sergeant, the same age as her. Parents have no career, I only read to high school, no responsibility, no burden and the family spoilt the three men. Even though Bai Xiaosjing had no experience in life, she could see through the tragedy of marrying him with a single glance. It was a pity that her mother's orders and stubbornness had never been met with any room for negotiation.

During the wedding, Bai Xiaosheng suddenly asked her husband why he had chosen her, and the man only lightly said, "Because you are obedient and can take care of my parents." Then she slipped the silver wedding ring she had bought for one hundred and twenty dollars into her hand.

He did not marry her for love, but what did it matter, she never loved him.

Marriage brings a lot of sharp and irreconcilable contradictions, and Bai Xiaosheng's married life is like the famous game line, "Fight, it's time." Her fragile body had lasted only three years on the battlefield where her parents and in-laws fought together. Then it would return to peace and quiet once and for all.

This is not my life. Bai Xiaoshen's only regret came back to me.

If life can be repeated...