C386 I Don't Understand

"I want to, too. After all, I have a memory, and I can't live without it. But I have no choice. When I was at my most difficult time, he was standing by my side. "

" It is only today that I know that I can never let go of this man in my heart. "

"Director Yu, I thank you for your concern for me. I don't want to get closer to you. I know what kind of situation I am in