Deepest Regret/C10 Scene 9
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C10 Scene 9

Broken heart.

Heartbreak can have an impact on people who experience it. Some are heartbroken and evolve into fake humans. In that sense, they are turning into a successful human being. Starting from a broken heart, they crawled up for revenge for hurt feelings. Some turn into psychopaths when they experience great heartbreak.

And Cheryl is not among those humans. The girl just curled up all day until all night in bed. Crying, yes, she cried. Juna broke all of her bones, down from the spine to the marrow. Extraordinary. Just eating, she has no appetite.

Cheryl felt that Meredith was unable to accommodate all of her bitter complaints. Meredith couldn't.

Cheryl is still crying on the bed with her clothes that haven't been changed for four days. Such a broken heart.

Cheryl still remembers, when Juna came out, she cried and wanted to kill herself. Cheryl couldn't, and she felt the world was cruel to her. The world was never on her side. About 10 minutes, Rose came and hugged her best friend. Cheryl was devastated. Cheryl felt it might be time. The world never wanted her to be born into the world. So was her mother.

Her mother never asked where Cheryl was dying. The wound that Juna made grew gaping with her mother's attitude. Cheryl could only cry and cry and write in the old diary.

Want Cheryl to die or have a severe illness attack her, so her mother will pay attention to her. But her mother's heart was frozen, even touching dead. The woman never cared about the only child. Revenge that had been ingrained made hee blind to everything.

Cheryl felt like her head was heavy. Her stomach groaned and twisted. She needs to eat. Cheryl finally looked up. Her body felt weak and helpless. The girl crawled slowly, looking for the location of the cellphone that she never paid attention to.

Cheryl turned on her cell phone. The contents can be confirmed, and only Rose is worried about her absence, dying for a week. Cheryl's dying. She felt she was the lowest in her life.

Chery: I'm hungry.

Cheryl sent a message to her best friend. Hope Rose is sensitive and brings food for herself.

Trembling and weak, Cheryl forced herself to wake up. That worm-like girl, today evolved into a millipede that shriveled up when she felt a threat.

Cheryl feels that her body smells terrible because it's been three days, her body hasn't touched the water. Finally, Cheryl tried to rise from the realm of sadness and was ready to face another harsh reality.

Cheryl took a shower. That was the first right she did. After this, she will see what food she can make. Even though there was never food in her house. However, Cheryl hopes there are still noodle stocks. Because she was so hungry, she almost touched the hungry edema.

Cheryl combed her hair in her long shower. The girl, feeling refreshed. After she wallows with sadness, Cheryl has not thought about whether to pursue Juna's love, or she will give up now. Her heartbreak was still too great. Cheryl, also, will never know until when her mother behaved like that.

I stringed stars, wishing you were there, lighting me up. But I was wrong, wrong. That night, the sky was cloudy. I can't see the glow of the light. And can't feel the warmth of your rays.

Cheryl took a deep breath, and somehow she was hit by reality. Juna didn't want her. She will never belong to Juna. Juna ... that name, that guy made her heartbroken.

After drying her hair, Cheryl went downstairs. The girl in the short jumpsuit descended downstairs. Cheryl just sighed in disappointment. She hopes her mother, who heard all her complaints, comforted her from the heartbreak she had experienced. Not the indifference she received so far. Until when her mother will continue to punish her for past mistakes that she never knew.

Cheryl guessed why her mother acted like that because Cheryl knew that her mother never wanted her. She was there because of an accident, which made her mother's dream dashed. But, Cheryl didn't know what the exact reason was.

Cheryl smiled sadly when she only found box noodles on the table. There's no more food. Cheryl finally sat down and waited for the hot water to boil from the dispenser.

Cheryl doesn't thoroughly think about Juna. Cheryl was still thinking about her mother's attitude, which she softened and could accept herself completely. Cheryl wants to be loved, wants attention. Her mother should compare herself to the neighbor's child, than for her mother to act as if she had never existed in this world. It hurts more.

There was a knock on the door. If her mother, Cheryl, knows, she brings her key, so there's no need to knock on the door. The house is dark and stuffy.

Knock .... knock .... knock ....

Cheryl finally opened the door. And Rose stood there and handed me a packet of cakes.

"My father invited you to eat." Said Rose. All of Rose's family knew her, and they were even considered children. Rose's father and mother were so kind and so caring. If only Cheryl didn't want to protect her mother's feelings, Cheryl wanted to stay at Rose's house.

Rose herself has two siblings. Her brother is working now. Rose is the second child, and Jasmine is a fifth-grade elementary school student. Rose's sister loved playing with Cheryl. It often climbed into Cheryl's body.

Rose's brother is named Jared, which means rose too. Rose's sister named Jasmine. Yes, this family all love flowers.

"Alright." Cheryl came into the room, put on her slippers, and locked the door.

"Eat first." Cheryl opened the bag, filled with brownies. The starving girl ate directly in two pieces.

"I know Cher. It doesn't feel good. But maybe you can learn to forget." Rose's Advice.

"You're crazy! Just once. I won't give up!" Cheryl's determination.

"Alright." She wouldn't give up until Juna melted and Juna fell into her arms. At least there is a statement, and I'm officially yours. Cheryl looked forward to that.

Cheryl was still devastated by her mother's attitude. She had thought it through in the shower, and her decision remained. She was chasing Juna to the ends of the world.

"I'll remind you. Fear, keep getting rejected, and you become a real suicide."

"I'm not afraid of it. My life is hard, but life is a struggle. I'm struggling now. I want to win mommy's heart."

Rose turned to her friend with a sympathetic look. "I'm sure your mother will melt one day. Maybe, when she see that you are an adult or when you are working or maybe married." Cheryl's throat was tight. She turned to the bag, which still contained a lot of brownies. The tears fell. Why is that beautiful woman's heart so hard? What's wrong with hee? Cheryl never asked to be born!

Cheryl desperately wanted to protest. She never asked to be born in this world. Her mother doesn't need to act like that, even though their past stories are dark, but Cheryl is holy, doesn't know anything.

"Mommy needs time. Or maybe, waiting for everything to be uncovered one day. I'm sure your mother has a strong reason. We can't judge. Maybe we don't know how much struggle and hurt your mother has been enduring until now." Cheryl's chest grew tight. She seemed to feel unwilling, and her mother had been hurt badly in the past. If her mother told her story, Cheryl believes she can be a good listener. Even though she may not provide the right solution, at least Cheryl is there talking heart to heart.

"I hope everything is like that. When I understand the cruelty of the world, I never get affection. I do various ways to attract attention, but mom never looks back. Secretly, I cry all the time. I want to feel Mami's hug." Cheryl wiped her tears. Her eyes are still swollen and are now calling again? Quickly she had to see an eye doctor before she was sentenced to blind.

"I understand, Cher. Your mom needs time. We can't hate it. I'm sure your mom is struggling now."

"It will take time! Until when?!" Cheryl asked emotionally. Rose was silent, and she let Cheryl talk about what her mother did. Rose can't do much. She is also just a child and a friend who doesn't understand Cheryl's parents' problems. All she knew, she would always be there for Cheryl when her best friend needed her.

"Dad, the cook grilled fish, have sotong (squid). Delicious." Cheryl smiled, she knew Rose was comforting her now, plus her stomach was indeed moaning with hunger.

"It's delicious."

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"Sister!" Jasmine shouted, seeing Cheryl. The fat girl with a fertile body like her sister immediately lunged at Cheryl's thin body. The two of them almost kissed the ground.

"Geez, the Frozen Elsa has grown up already." Jasmine likes Frozen cartoons. All collections are from bags to cabinets with Frozen pictures. That's what made Cheryl call Jasmine Elsa a Frozen.

"Akak, Dedek has a frozen book. I bought it when I left. My father said I bought it at the airport. Dedek wanted me to bring long ice like in Frozen." Everyone in the Rose family called Jasmine Dedek because she was the youngest.

"Uh, why don't you ask me to buy Olaf? Later, you will help me plug his nose with a banana." Jokes Cheryl. She is so close to the Rose family that she doesn't hesitate to play at her best friend's house. Moreover, all of the Rose family are so open and accept her well. Even consider Cheryl's family.

"Akak ... Olaf has a carrot nose." Sulk Jasmine.

"Oh yeah. Hahaha." Cheryl laughed. Only at Rose's house did she feel what family is. She felt at home. Cheryl longs to be part of the Mawar family.

"Here, sis. But the story is not understanding, in English. You read it." Jasmine gives a blue book with all the Frozen characters in it and the kingdom of Arandale as a backdrop.

Cheryl, who is necessary for English, reads one by one straightforwardly. Cheryl's pronunciation is equivalent to a native speaker. The girl felt she had never learned anything. Everything flows naturally.

"Woah, cool. I'll talk like Anna." Jasmine was amazed at Cheryl, whose speaking seemed to be imported from outside her speech. Even though she lacks in academics and is lazy. But Cheryl's pronunciation was the nicest of all. She is better than Rose, who is smart in class. But, grammar, Cheryl gave up. She doesn't understand tenses.

"Come eat, kid." Cheryl looks at Jevi— Rose's father.

"Father." Cheryl shakes hands with Jevi. She already considered Jevi, hee father. Due to the lack of a father figure in hee life.

"Let's eat. Daddy's cooking, said Floren, Cheryl's heartbroken. So daddy made it. Dad just got home."

"Thanks, father." Jevi, a father who likes cooking. His job was to force his way out of town all the time. But at home, he would cook for his family. So, those families who like to eat, even in large portions. No wonder everyone's body is fertile.

"Father already made soy sauce."

"This is delicious, dad." Cheryl was led to the dining table. Various seafood has been served there above the elongated banana leaves. It's a food feast.

"Eat a lot. This is Cheryl's special cook." The grown man stroked Cheryl's head like a child. He loved Cheryl like a real child. If allowed, he wanted to adopt Cheryl and enter his family.

"This is delicious, dad." Cheryl immediately picked up the grilled fish that looked so tempting. And the taste is delightful, addicting.

"Alright, eat."

"Father ate too." Cheryl took the hot rice and, bit by bit, the grilled fish.

"Okay, the father, accompany me."

"Uh, but where's mother?"

"Mother arisan." Cheryl nodded.

"Did you eat? Where's Rose?" Cheryl just realized her best friend had disappeared.

"Oh, the call earlier. Never mind."

"So how many days are Dad home?" Cheryl knew that Rose's father was rarely home because of his work outside the city. Come home once a week, even once a month.

"Two days." The grown man eats. Cheryl was comfortable around Rose's father. She could feel a father figure there.

"Dad, if on vacation, take me with Rose for a walk. Want to take a vacation."

"Yes. Maybe dad can take a week off."

"Yes," Cheryl exclaimed happily. Being at Rose's house, only happiness covered her. Cheryl can't even remember that this isn't her house because she is comfortable here.

"I like the beach. Let it be like foreigners sunbathing on the beach." said Cheryl. Even though her mouth is full, she's starving. And the menu is so lucrative. Of course, this should not be wasted.

"Okay, later on, vacation to the beach."

"Cool, father. Bring everyone, projen, Brother Jared, a mother too."

"It's a family vacation."

"Nice, dad." Exclaimed tacky Cheryl.

"If dad is not good, not your dad," Jevi replied. Cheryl laughed, unconsciously the rice in her mouth spilled a little.

"Go ahead and eat first." Scolds Jevi. Cheryl focused on eating. Two large fish he spent alone. Now she sees cuttlefish, and she eats the squid. Uh ... delicious. Cheryl dabbed it in soy sauce.

"Can I not just stay here?" Cheryl asked sadly. She wants to feel happy and have a complete family.

"Dad is fine. But poor your mother." Cheryl looked away. Sometimes she wants to be selfish, don't care about her mother. But from the bottom of hee heart, she loved the woman who gave her birth to the world. Although never acknowledged.

"But does Cheryl have a father, like a father?" Jevi took a deep breath.

"Father, father of all of you."

"Thanks, father. Now I'm not sad anymore. I can tell my friends that Rose and I have the same father. Ah, the joy." Jevi just smiled. Seeing Cheryl's eyes that sparkled like a child.

"There comes a time, and you will know everything," Jevi said firmly, staring at Cheryl intensely.

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Anyone suspicious, Jevis is Cheryl birth father? Okay just me

Everything will be uncovered one by one. Stay tuned. Don't forget to comment, so I'm is excited to write.

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