C108

As Yan Wenqing walked up the stairs, he could hear the sound of music coming from upstairs. He slowly approached the room that the waiter said, the sound was getting closer and closer, the sweet melody never stopped, Yan Wenqing hesitated to push the door open but he knew that the door was open for him, but he didn't know how to face everything inside, he didn't know how to face that face. The zither music that floated in from the room was mixed with infinite sorrow. Yan Wenqing could of course come out, and he also knew where this sadness originated from. It was because all of this was laid bare in front of his eyes that he found it difficult to face everything. He was the kind of person who didn't understand the ways of the world, only foolishly chasing after what he wanted. He didn't understand the obscure words of others, didn't understand the emotions in other people's eyes, and didn't understand the sadness mixed in the zither music.

It was difficult for Yan Wenqing to bring himself into the room while listening to the zither music that lingered in the air. It was as if he was making a crucial decision at the checkpoint between life and death. He had once decided on this matter of life and death, but the decision in front of him was even more difficult.

In the end, Yan Wenqing still slowly pushed open the wooden door that separated them. Chen Feiyan sat in front of the table and caressed the guqin in her hand. The sad melody came from the strings in her hand. Seeing Yan Wenqing enter, Chen Feiyan did not stop immediately. Her slender hands were still playing on the zither strings. Yan Wenqing didn't say anything. He just quietly listened to the notes of the zither. His body was wrapped in the notes of the zither. His eyes slowly closed as he immersed himself in the music. He couldn't help but think about this.

After the melody was done, the entire room suddenly quieted down. There was only the sound of breathing, as well as the hubbub of people scurrying in from outside.

"Can you read this zither melody?" Chen Feiyan didn't stand up. She didn't even look at Yan Wenqing, who was standing at the side.

"Maybe I don't understand." Yan Wenqing said leisurely. His eyes were fixated on the strings that were being stroked.

Chen Feiyan stood up, leisurely walked to Yan Wenqing and said, "You understand. You just don't want to understand."

Yan Wenqing did not say anything else. His eyes wandered around the room that had just been filled with the sound of the zither. Perhaps he was trying to find the melody that had drifted into the room, but at this moment, he did not know how to answer every word she said.

"Of course you know why I called you here. I admit that I'm very selfish, but I think my selfishness is worth it." Chen Feiyan looked at Yan Wenqing, who was avoiding her eyes, "I pursue what I want, you won't resent me, right?"

"Nope." From start to finish, Yan Wenqing had no way of answering him. Not seeing his eyes would prevent her from feeling even the slightest bit of fear. She was afraid that there would be a sadness on her face that she could understand.

"Before I take revenge, I don't have any extravagant desires in this world. I only want revenge." "Chen Feiyan slowly walked to the side of Yao Qin. Her fingers gently traced across the zither. The zither and the white dress she wore always gave off a sad feeling." I have to admit that my heart is tied up when your every move flashes before my eyes. " Chen Feiyan turned around and looked at Yan Wenqing, who was just standing there.

"You're a good girl, but I have reasons I can't accept." Yan Wenqing slowly raised his head.

"I'm fine ? But why don't you accept me?" Chen Feiyan asked.

"I ?" Yan Wenqing had an indescribable bitterness in his heart. This bitterness was because his heart had already been occupied for a long time. "There is someone I'm worried about in my heart."

"How could this be? Are you just rejecting me? I've never heard you say you had someone else in your heart. " Chen Feiyan became excited. She found it hard to accept what Yan Wenqing had said. She knew that he was only lying to reject her.

"She and I have shared a life and death together. I promised her that I would definitely return after taking revenge." Yan Wenqing avoided Chen Feiyan's interrogative eyes, but he was very satisfied with that unforgettable memory. Xiao Lan was someone he had once depended on for life, and in this world, aside from his grandma, she was the person he was closest to.

"Am I not good enough? Can't I compare to that woman who isn't by your side? " The more Chen Feiyan heard about it, the more excited she became. Tears appeared in her eyes. She secretly cried for this love that only belonged to her. Perhaps, only she herself knew how much tears she had shed.

"You are flawless, but each person only has one set of heart. My heart has long been put aside by others." Yan Wenqing seemed to have made up his mind. Perhaps this was the best decision.

"I know you don't love me. I just want to be with you." Chen Feiyan's tears fell like rain. She liked this man's character, but it was his character that made her unhappy.

"Feiyan, I'm sorry." Yan Wenqing wanted to leave. He wanted to leave this room that was filled with sorrow. This was all spread out by him, but he could only leave by himself.

Chen Feiyan pulled Yan Wenqing back.

At this time, the door opened and Chen Zhengnan slowly walked in. Yan Wenqing respectfully greeted him with a bow.

Wenqing, I have long known the affection Yan'er has for you, and I understand her feelings. In the past fifteen years, she has not received any love, nor has she received any love from a father. As a father, it is difficult for me to satisfy her. With his hands behind his back, Chen Zhengnan walked over to Yao Qin, who was sitting on the table, "I also understand you. You don't accept Yan'er, but you have your own difficulties. I heard what you said outside the door. This matter depends on you. Of course, I respect your choice."

"Uncle Chen, Feiyan is a good girl, but I'm a man so I have to bear everything. It's a pity that there's no difference in fate between us." Yan Wenqing said. He didn't dare to look at Chen Feiyan because he was afraid of looking into her eyes.

"We can bear the burden together." Chen Feiyan wanted to keep this relationship, she really wanted to keep him.

"Uncle Chen, Feiyan, I can only apologize." Yan Wenqing turned to Chen Feiyan, "I know this will hurt your heart, but I can't hurt you any more."

"Brother Wen Qing ?" Tears rolled down Chen Feiyan's face and fell onto her white clothes.

"Yan'er, we should respect Wen Qing's choice." Chen Zhengnan tried to dissuade Chen Feiyan. He knew that Yan Wenqing would find it hard to accept this affection towards him.

"Father."

Chen Zhengnan looked at Yan Wenqing, who was standing at the side and watching Chen Feiyan's sad face. Yan Wenqing seemed to understand something, "Uncle Chen, I will take my leave first." Yan Wenqing glanced at the sad Chen Feiyan and then turned to leave.

Chen Feiyan fell on Chen Zhengnan's chest. Yao Qin laid quietly in front of him. It was as though one could see the melody of the entire room waning before falling to the ground.

Chen Zhengnan couldn't help but cry.